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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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maryjaneforever said:
Who else has squinty half closed eyes from no dopamine?
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Not me.
wbga said:
I believe I will never be same again as past.

I have experience my ego self change to totally different being, when I had first trauma in the past.

I cried and could engage with art and people emotionally very deeply before but after the traumatic experience
I lost my capability to cry, emotionally more connected etc and I was so lost and scared that I lost myself.

But eventually I perceived it as my personal growth and become stronger person.

Now we are experiencing this emotional blunting and pain etc and I think I need to see this as such now.

I might not "recover" to who I was before.

That thinking fears me a lot but I need to adopt myself if this is going to be myself forever(although I believe I will recover)

I will try to be more peaceful and try to live the moment without regret.

For me there is no god or buddha who can save me from this hell.

Only I can save myself by flying high and enter the heaven myself.

Yes my body is burning in the hell, it feels like it is not possible to smile in this place
but I will try to smile and see others in pain and feel more love towards them.

I will try to adopt to the difficult situation and find happiness here and now.

That is the only salvation I know.
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It's funny I dont think I can cry either. That part of me is like shutdown. I want to cry again.
 
IOSIP said:
I take seroquel for sleep. I'd be fucked without it. 200mg
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How do you want to heal but keep taking more psychiatric medicine?
Antidepressants are also POISON.
They have ruined many lives.

Open your eyes people.

Bluelight is pro psychiatry.
 
From yesterday, I am trying to maintain positive mindset and it is kind of working so far.

I just had to let go of all the regrets and fear about the failure.
 
InvegaAnon said:
If you keep taking antipsychotics after invega you're going to keep feeling emotionally blunted and mentally slow.
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Not just antipsychotics any psychiatric medicine.

•Antipsychotics
•Antidepressants
• Mood stabilizers
• Stimulants
•Anxiolytics
•Hypnotics

They are all POISON.
 
These so called medicines are really POISON. They were meant to harm individuals forced too take them. Big Pharma a.k.a. the illuminati gives these medicines to people to keep them sick until they die.

The reason is Money 💰 & Control.
Them giving you medicine which keeps you sick only helps bring them more money. 💯
People buy more and more medicine with no cure to a disease that is not real.

Schizophrenia is not real.
Bipolar is not real.
Etc.....

They control people by giving them Poison.
The government wants to silence you.
 
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