chris_p
Bluelighter
@Asante I think you need to read this... I read your post on memantine earlier and the way you were writing felt extremely similar to how I am now...
On Friday I decided to try a relatively unknown drug out of curiosity, Memantine, as my friend got me a gram of it for extremely cheap, he told me to be 'very careful' with it as it lasted extremely long, me being the not-so-careful kind I just scooped half the powder in to a small drop of water and chugged it down, within 1-2 hours I was in the strangest state I had ever been in my life, all the walls were turning into a strange static ancient structure, like everything was turning into this massive castle built out of this strange static, snowy texture, everything looked completely out of proportion, it was like a ket trip out of another dimension, I had to swallow 6mg xanax to fall asleep.. but this is just the beginning of the craziest shit I ever experienced..
I woke up that morning, with about 4 hours of sleep, feeling like Johnny fucking silverhand, like I was the king of the world, ultra manic, I immediately left my apartment and started walking into every bar I knew and chatted up every woman I found remotely attractive, probably looking like an idiot, I kept walking around town hyper social and the world was so beautiful I had never seen the world so beautiful in my entire life. I've taken MDMA, meth, xanax, ketamine, none of these compare to this intense overwhelming euphoria I was feeling, I cant believe im fucking saying it but alzheimers meds are easily the strongest euphoria i've ever felt from a drug in my life. I took it 30 hours ago but I feel hypermanic like shaking constantly and feel like im about to explode, i started impulsively buying drugs online like a fucking idiot
Looking at how few reports of this drug are out there, nobody recognizes how powerful this substance is, it's easily on par or far surpasses PCP when used in high doses, I think I likely took 400-500mg since i Eyeballed the dose, but jessus the euphoria is overwhelming. More research needs to be done on this substance, it is exceptionally powerful
Pics below I took today, you cannot believe how beautiful they were when i Was looking at them in person... never once in my life, not once in my childhood, not once in my adolescence, have I ever felt such beauty looking at anything, other than on the comedown of fucking dementia medication. Memantine is easily the best substance known to man. I have consumed almost every substance possible and I Can say this with utmost certainty
I want to write more and more paragraphs but ill just leave these images from my manic run down town for now... Im still feeling myself getting higher and higher even though I took this stupid drug 30 hours ago..
On Friday I decided to try a relatively unknown drug out of curiosity, Memantine, as my friend got me a gram of it for extremely cheap, he told me to be 'very careful' with it as it lasted extremely long, me being the not-so-careful kind I just scooped half the powder in to a small drop of water and chugged it down, within 1-2 hours I was in the strangest state I had ever been in my life, all the walls were turning into a strange static ancient structure, like everything was turning into this massive castle built out of this strange static, snowy texture, everything looked completely out of proportion, it was like a ket trip out of another dimension, I had to swallow 6mg xanax to fall asleep.. but this is just the beginning of the craziest shit I ever experienced..
I woke up that morning, with about 4 hours of sleep, feeling like Johnny fucking silverhand, like I was the king of the world, ultra manic, I immediately left my apartment and started walking into every bar I knew and chatted up every woman I found remotely attractive, probably looking like an idiot, I kept walking around town hyper social and the world was so beautiful I had never seen the world so beautiful in my entire life. I've taken MDMA, meth, xanax, ketamine, none of these compare to this intense overwhelming euphoria I was feeling, I cant believe im fucking saying it but alzheimers meds are easily the strongest euphoria i've ever felt from a drug in my life. I took it 30 hours ago but I feel hypermanic like shaking constantly and feel like im about to explode, i started impulsively buying drugs online like a fucking idiot
Looking at how few reports of this drug are out there, nobody recognizes how powerful this substance is, it's easily on par or far surpasses PCP when used in high doses, I think I likely took 400-500mg since i Eyeballed the dose, but jessus the euphoria is overwhelming. More research needs to be done on this substance, it is exceptionally powerful
Pics below I took today, you cannot believe how beautiful they were when i Was looking at them in person... never once in my life, not once in my childhood, not once in my adolescence, have I ever felt such beauty looking at anything, other than on the comedown of fucking dementia medication. Memantine is easily the best substance known to man. I have consumed almost every substance possible and I Can say this with utmost certainty
I want to write more and more paragraphs but ill just leave these images from my manic run down town for now... Im still feeling myself getting higher and higher even though I took this stupid drug 30 hours ago..



