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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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TonyTonyChopper said:
I dont have a problem with low dose 5mg olanzapine it actually helped me sleep but i quit it altogether and have it on my table just in case i start to go psychotic again. What ruined my life was invega , not having sleep, trauma from getting beat up by security guards at hospital and losing all my irl friends. Its okay i can handle it all with God Amen.
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You are amazing bro always love to see your strong will here
 
Youwillrecover said:
https://lichess.org/stat/rating/distribution/bullet my chess bullet rating is at best 1% out of 400000 hundred people. After injections i actually reached my peak of 2620 which was very suprising. My rapid chess at the old account was also 1%. My blitz not that good lately haha. Life is amazing
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Maybe you have bi polar because it appears your mood cycles very rapidly. Suicidal yesterday, life is amazing today. Which is it?
 
IOSIP said:
Maybe you have bi polar because it appears your mood cycles very rapidly. Suicidal yesterday, life is amazing today. Which is it?
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Bro i feel literally amazing right now. I dont know. Im just happy im mostly recovered brain wise. Sexuality music sounds amazing i feel emotions love feelings. I just go depressed because my family threatens me instead of support me emotionally. But i dont care anymore. Soon im gonna be Independent
 
Youwillrecover said:
Bro i feel literally amazing right now. I dont know. Im just happy im mostly recovered brain wise. Sexuality music sounds amazing i feel emotions love feelings. I just go depressed because my family threatens me instead of support me emotionally. But i dont care anymore. Soon im gonna be Independent
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Seems like bi polar as yesterday you were trying to source drugs to kill yourself and now you feel amazing its quite the shift. I called it attention seeking at the time maybe I was right or maybe you do have bi polar.
 
IOSIP said:
Seems like bi polar as yesterday you were trying to source drugs to kill yourself and now you feel amazing its quite the shift. I called it attention seeking at the time maybe I was right or maybe you do have bi polar.
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I guess you are right
 
wbga said:
I guess you are right
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Makes a mockery of all the people actually who had the invega injections suffering. Just wants attention. Will play the victim when it suits him. And then waffle on about God and all these other people. Meanwhile never actually has any side effects from the injections just says he has trauma. It's really frustrating because ive been genuinely suicidal every day fro over 2 months and it's pretty consistent thoughts in my head.

Urgh I'm to invested. It shouldn't matter.
 
IOSIP said:
Makes a mockery of all the people actually who had the invega injections suffering. Just wants attention. Will play the victim when it suits him. And then waffle on about God and all these other people. Meanwhile never actually has any side effects from the injections just says he has trauma. It's really frustrating because ive been genuinely suicidal every day fro over 2 months and it's pretty consistent thoughts in my head.

Urgh I'm to invested. It shouldn't matter.
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All what you see in me is projection of yourself.
 
I was having good days after I started meditation and I also felt that medicine's side effect was also diminishing but I stopped meditating for few days now and depressed feeling and regrets again come up.

So there is still side effect going on and my meditation was just helping me cope with all the situation.

I think about this girl I met just after I decided to date with my current girlfriend.

I want more than sexual relationship where I can talk more deep stuffs.

Regret is just so disturbing painful feeling.

I want to break up so badly but also I don't feel good about breaking up haha.
 
I was able to walk 6 miles today (4.6+1.5) and I've been eating a lot of fruits and vegetables. Walking as much as possible and eating healthy foods seems to help mood, but still can't feel high on weed. @Youwillrecover my doctor told me to take omegas, but I haven't been, so I may start doing that again.
 
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