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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Conky said:
Any more than 2.5mg zyprexa will significantly blunt the effects from hallucinogens, empathogens, and psychostimulants. And it reduces the effect of opiates on the reward system.

Claiming otherwise is just delusional
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Actually i still felt edibles on low dose seroquel so it might be the same with zyprexa 2.5. injections totally block it off but small doses barely
 
maryjaneforever said:
IOSIP is just giving back what you will recover did to him when he was suicidal two months into Invega.

Invega makes you suicidal like no other. It’s so highly concerning it’s not funny. I’d never been like that in my life. It gave me this urge that omg I can’t stand it anymore and I have to do this NOW. It took all my power not to do it. Thankfully it passed. But it took fucking months. Where it took my mind was so bad. I tried a few times because I just couldn’t stand it anymore. It’s so bad. But it does pass. I just wanted out of this body that Invega trapped me a living nightmare. A living fucking nightmare that you can’t escape from.
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IOSIP cleared up what his comment meant.. i actually get what he was saying.. i wasn't sure what the context of his post was...

i'm not really pro invega at all, especially when people are forced... i've thought about suicide on other anti-psychotics. some of them just feel really bad... i get all the complaining in this thread.... sorry for any confusion.
 
IOSIP said:
How do you still believe in God, God might be real but I dont think he interferes with what's going on in this world.
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Hawkins said this world is karmic expression and karmic opportunity so many of bad things that happen might be person soul karma
 
Youwillrecover said:
Think about your best most pleasurable moment in life and tell me God aint real
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Look at all the awful things thag happen in this world and tell me God gives a fuck about us. Living is a curse. I wish I never had to exist. I'm 38 and I have brain damage from some injection I spend my days at home in misery wanting to be dead.

Listen to you for all your whining you still think God is real lol.
 
IOSIP said:
Love you to. Thanks means alot.
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Loooooool

Humans were sent here to suffer as energy making machines. Low vibrational feeding entities.
The earth is satans realm. All kicked out and sent down to earth to suffer.

I look at the hundreds of years of slavery and torture and god doesn’t give a shit we are suffering from Invega. It’s our own fault.
 
maryjaneforever said:
Loooooool

Humans were sent here to suffer as energy making machines. Low vibrational feeding entities.
The earth is satans realm. All kicked out and sent down to earth to suffer.

I look at the hundreds of years of slavery and torture and god doesn’t give a shit we are suffering from Invega. It’s our own fault.
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I just pray it gets better with death. I'm scared it will get worse. Consciousness feels like a cursed to me at this point. Born only to watch everyone around you die, if yoy dont die first.

Look at all the horrible diseases and ways people die. This world is cruel.
 
Emotional blunting came back, but it's not so bad. I haven't taken anything that would cause an increase. It's just a wave. I really thought I was done with emotional blunting though. I'm getting libido and sensation windows now.
 
IOSIP said:
Look at all the awful things thag happen in this world and tell me God gives a fuck about us. Living is a curse. I wish I never had to exist. I'm 38 and I have brain damage from some injection I spend my days at home in misery wanting to be dead.

Listen to you for all your whining you still think God is real lol.
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Listen to gregorian chants you will feel better. Cut porn. Eat healthy. Exercise. Go to psychotherapy and one more quote. "All the trials were not to punish you but to awaken you" ~ Yogananda.
 
julianlz7 said:
I need that poison bojana had to take her life asap I can’t live anymore my gf keeps leaving me and my family doesn’t understand me I’m going sleepless nights every night I’m in so much pain and can’t cope anymore I need that poison asap if anyone knows lmk
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Stop it. Why is everyone so obsessed with the poison she used? It kills you horribly. AND there absolutely is a way out, you just have to wait. She would have been fine if she had waited, she had the Trinza version which sticks around longer and people recover from that too.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Broooooooo i just wanna die even tho your advice is great and thank you for trying. But... Im broken. I cannot and dont want to experience this anymore. I never been this bad in my life and thats where they abuse me the most. You have no idea what it means to live with psycho parents. Combine it with constant fight or flight because they threaten me i cannot go independent because i barely have energy to clean my room. I live with monsters who are called mother and a father for some reason.
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Just leave. Pack up your stuff and live on the streets if it's so bad. Better than suicide. Do you have any friends or cousins?
 
InvegaAnon said:
Just leave. Pack up your stuff and live on the streets if it's so bad. Better than suicide. Do you have any friends or cousins?
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No im actually not that suicidal as i thought. I really love life and people. Yall lovely. Just my parents treat me really bad and the fact that i been really traumatised by the force drugging on fake diagnosis by these psychopaths left me in a place where i need compassion understanding and being heard but instead they showed me court date of forced hospitalization process that had to happen one week ago. My family literally threatens me with the worst thing possible which in my state makes me suicidal despite loving life so much. But im not worrying no more. Im calm acting safe no agression insulting. So judge had to be an idiot to hospitalize me. I also have recordings of them being agressive to me and attacking me while i was totally calm like 20 of them so i cannot lose if that case would happen, i also have my friend as a witness who saw my mother being agressive first (all hospitalization came from me reacting to her covert abuse, you know im a big man supposedly assualting innocent poor woman). They supposedly deleted the case but werent sure and were threateing me with it instead of just let me heal. That's how bad they fear me exposing the whole story because i trully wanna go national with this haha. All love💚✝️
 
Music sounds amazing again i have feelings and my sexuality is at good spot. Im really close to full recovery from injections. Trauma remains. Haha love you alll
 
Really guys go for low dose seroquel. Im against what these psychos do but its because they fry our brains with huge doses. I started using 50-75 mg seroquel in last couple days and it made me feel much better brainwise. We all go through so much stress which affect our sleep and we get insomnia depression... Low dose seroquel nicely turns it off. I reccomend
 
I dont have a problem with low dose 5mg olanzapine it actually helped me sleep but i quit it altogether and have it on my table just in case i start to go psychotic again. What ruined my life was invega , not having sleep, trauma from getting beat up by security guards at hospital and losing all my irl friends. Its okay i can handle it all with God Amen.
 
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