• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

Status
Not open for further replies.
maryjaneforever said:
The best way to deal with a narcissist is to grey rock. No response. No reaction.

Stop reacting. Or move out and get away from her.

You need to look at your behaviour too. Don’t give them a reason.
Click to expand...
Yeah thats the thing bro listen!! Im totally calm since MONTHS and the more calm i get the more they act with me and shit because i can prove the diagnosis is wrong. I have recordings of her threatening me with hospital and Police only because i didnt answer the psuchologist on the phone. Thats why there is man to woman suicide ratio like 1:4 because when she was attacking me i reacted to it and it was me who got injected. Guys with such incel mentality here oh cool. Poor mommy she is just a woman right.... Then good luck marrying such person ya incels. Evil is not dependant on gender. She if fuckin sick.
 
Youwillrecover said:
You dont get it bro. She was the one attacking me. She is an evil narc and seeing these idiots standing on her side makes me thing they would do the same what these psychiatrist do which is inject the abused one and fake diagnose him. She literally hospitalized me knowing the diagnosis is totally wrong just to show me. So for non meaning anything doors i deserve to be brain damaged and further dehumanised? Add castration lying infantilising me and attacking my self esteem i just lost it and slapped her. Imo commiting your son to these psychos is much more evil then me slapping her.
Click to expand...
No I do get it. I came from abuse aswell. But you cannot get violent. I cannot stress this to you
enough.
 
maryjaneforever said:
No I do get it. I came from abuse aswell. But you cannot get violent. I cannot stress this to you
enough.
Click to expand...
The thing is i dont anymore. Yet 3 weeks ago i was threstened with Police and ambulance for not answering the psychologist on the phone. She is evil. Knowing i almost commited suicide because of these hospitals yet she tryes to start the shit. No empathy. Cruelty. Lying. Fucking incels defending woman, not you maryjane but other guys
 
Youwillrecover said:
The thing is i dont anymore. Yet 3 weeks ago i was threstened with Police and ambulance for not answering the psychologist on the phone. She is evil. Knowing i almost commited suicide because of these hospitals yet she tryes to start the shit. No empathy. Cruelty. Lying. Fucking incels defending woman, not you maryjane but other guys
Click to expand...
You legit told me to stop all my whining victim mentality mindset. And now have been doing its 10 x worse. How am I any different to you?

Stop with the whining ahahahah
 
Whilst you live with them they will control you.
You’ll have to pretend like you’re getting help. You’ll have to pretend to swallow the pills.
I mean do anything to avoid getting injected again.
Play the game. Give them no reason. Hide in your room. Minimal conversation. Yes no answers.
Until one day you will be free
 
You can’t prove the diagnosis is wrong now unless they override it with something else.
They originally told me I had schizophrenia when it was weed induced psychosis. Then I got it over riden by another doctor saying bi polar. So now I go by bi polar and that’s how I cleared my schizo diagnosis.
Smashing stuff will not get it overiden or erased. And trying to prove it to your mum will send you insane
 
Trust me I get it. I had the cops called on me since I was 14 years old for reacting to abuse. It took me 25 years to work out what was going on.
Now I do not react. I do not speak. And I am far far away from them. But I’ll always be fucked up from the abuse.
 
maryjaneforever said:
Whilst you live with them they will control you.
You’ll have to pretend like you’re getting help. You’ll have to pretend to swallow the pills.
I mean do anything to avoid getting injected again.
Play the game. Give them no reason. Hide in your room. Minimal conversation. Yes no answers.
Until one day you will be free
Click to expand...
Thank you brother. And @wbga you can have your opinions but trying to put me down is disgusting. You dont know my story so future advice stfu thx. All love
 
maryjaneforever said:
Trust me I get it. I had the cops called on me since I was 14 years old for reacting to abuse. It took me 25 years to work out what was going on.
Now I do not react. I do not speak. And I am far far away from them. But I’ll always be fucked up from the abuse.
Click to expand...
Bro they were doing it to me because i was calling it publicly
 
wbga said:
Don't project yourself.

I guess you really don't understand anything about invega.
Click to expand...
I guess you never felt someone trully caring about you wiping your tears and hugging you like you are the most important person ever. Lots of people that land on injection had issues. Not saying they needed antipsychotics but love heals. And i know if i had loving empathetic mother i would be ok right now despite the injection damage
 
Youwillrecover said:
I guess you never felt someone trully caring about you wiping your tears and hugging you like you are the most important person ever. Lots of people that land on injection had issues. Not saying they needed antipsychotics but love heals. And i know if i had loving empathetic mother i would be ok right now despite the injection damage
Click to expand...
I have many people who care about me.

It is soothing but never solves any actual problem, especially not invega one.

Sometimes true love is kicking your ass to wake you up.
 
wbga said:
I have many people who care about me.

It is soothing but never solves any actual problem, especially not invega one.

Sometimes true love is kicking your ass to wake you up.
Click to expand...
I've been avoiding texting all the people that care about me because I'm so broken and suicidal i don't know what to say to them. Having people that care doesn't heal an invega injection it's makes it hard because you can't explain to them why your such a shell of a person
 
IOSIP said:
I've been avoiding texting all the people that care about me because I'm so broken and suicidal i don't know what to say to them. Having people that care doesn't heal an invega injection it's makes it hard because you can't explain to them why your such a shell of a person
Click to expand...
I'm so glad I'm single. Having a relationship while dealing with this shit would be very fucking difficult. Wbga you have a girlfriend I hope you guys can make it through this.
 
IOSIP said:
I've been avoiding texting all the people that care about me because I'm so broken and suicidal i don't know what to say to them. Having people that care doesn't heal an invega injection it's makes it hard because you can't explain to them why your such a shell of a person
Click to expand...
You lose all your words while invega.

Only shell is left.

I understood when my girlfriend was trying to break up with me so I let her go but she said she was also confused and came back.
Because she feels that I am very different, depressed person whereas past me was much more gentle and caring, confident and fun person now everything was gone.

She feels that I am coming back to who I was slowly.

It is really hard to make them understand you. It is not even possible actually.

How would you explain how hell feels like to them?

They can't even grasp of what we feel.

Only time will heal
 
wbga said:
You lose all your words while invega.

Only shell is left.

I understood when my girlfriend was trying to break up with me so I let her go but she said she was also confused and came back.
Because she feels that I am very different, depressed person whereas past me was much more gentle and caring, confident and fun person now everything was gone.

She feels that I am coming back to who I was slowly.

It is really hard to make them understand you. It is not even possible actually.

How would you explain how hell feels like to them?

They can't even grasp of what we feel.

Only time will heal
Click to expand...
Surprised she did hug you and heal you bro ahahahahaha. Nah like I say it would be near impossible to manage a relationship like this so kudos if you can make it through this.
 
IOSIP said:
I'm so glad I'm single. Having a relationship while dealing with this shit would be very fucking difficult. Wbga you have a girlfriend I hope you guys can make it through this.
Click to expand...
I wished I was single too.

I couldn't feel the deep love towards her

All the romantic feeling was gone.

I have no desire to even touch her, talk with her.

Everything just became so flat, and meaningless.

Now I feel much better but it is still not there yet.

I became such a dry person that feel nothing and don't know how to express.

I am going back and forth.

I talked with my friends who have been through depression and other medicines

but it seems they don't really understand what hell is like.
 
wbga said:
I wished I was single too.

I couldn't feel the deep love towards her

All the romantic feeling was gone.

I have no desire to even touch her, talk with her.

Everything just became so flat, and meaningless.

Now I feel much better but it is still not there yet.

I became such a dry person that feel nothing and don't know how to express.

I am going back and forth.

I talked with my friends who have been through depression and other medicines

but it seems they don't really understand what hell is like.
Click to expand...
Yeah thank god I'm single I wouldn't cope with needing to give someone else emotional support right now.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top