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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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maryjaneforever said:
13 months ago. The main thing that tortured me was losing sleep. I’ve lost that comfy feeling of being half awake half asleep just resting. The feeling of escaping through sleeping. Even though now I can sleep 7-8 hours it’s not the same.
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The insomnia rather amplified the rest because I would just lay down and do nothing the whole night attempting to sleep while constantly in extreme torture due mental pain, akathisia, etc. I wish I just felt empty as if I died, even if everything had no meaning and every experience felt as if they aren't happening at least I wouldn't suffer.
 
I understand your pain but you should try to stay positive although it is hard task for us now.

We should make our brain work again.

Neuroplasticity will allow us to be new developed form of ourselves.

I wouldn't stay negative for long time wasting my precious time.
 
wbga said:
I understand your pain but you should try to stay positive although it is hard task for us now.

We should make our brain work again.

Neuroplasticity will allow us to be new developed form of ourselves.

I wouldn't stay negative for long time wasting my precious time.
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I'm planning on a mushroom trip at the end of the year. Think it will help
 
hey guys been a minute. good news i recovered fully and probably am the happiest ive ever been in my life. im a bodybuilder and im the strongest and leanest ive ever been. my metabolism is better than before. i got like 4 or 5 shots of sustenna and 1 of trifecta. last shot was june of 2023 and i felt great by may 2024. from there my body came back and i started going out a lot so life became great. during the entire time of my recovery and even now im 100percent sober. i am a heavy consumer of nicotine but thats about it. imo just wait it out. when u feel ready workout and go out and have fun. lastly stay away from psycho active substances. believe me this whole experience made me way stronger and resilient. i appreciate life so much more and am wary of my mental state. remember to pray and trust the process. i gotta stress tho that being sober and living a healthy lifestyle is crucial. i didnt have much of a social life before but having a good circle around u is extremely important. i know its hard right now but all of u will make a full recovery. apologies for bitchin in the past. best of luck and hope this helped. this forum was great btw. its all i ever checked in the pits of my misery back then.
 
Recoveringinvega said:
hey guys been a minute. good news i recovered fully and probably am the happiest ive ever been in my life. im a bodybuilder and im the strongest and leanest ive ever been. my metabolism is better than before. i got like 4 or 5 shots of sustenna and 1 of trifecta. last shot was june of 2023 and i felt great by may 2024. from there my body came back and i started going out a lot so life became great. during the entire time of my recovery and even now im 100percent sober. i am a heavy consumer of nicotine but thats about it. imo just wait it out. when u feel ready workout and go out and have fun. lastly stay away from psycho active substances. believe me this whole experience made me way stronger and resilient. i appreciate life so much more and am wary of my mental state. remember to pray and trust the process. i gotta stress tho that being sober and living a healthy lifestyle is crucial. i didnt have much of a social life before but having a good circle around u is extremely important. i know its hard right now but all of u will make a full recovery. apologies for bitchin in the past. best of luck and hope this helped. this forum was great btw. its all i ever checked in the pits of my misery back then.
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Glad to hear you're doing well. Thanks for coming back to leave some positive perspective.
 
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