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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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The reason why we all feel like dying is because psychiatric medicine is real poison. Just look at the ingredients to any psychiatric drug. If you look up each ingredient individually, the internet will say to not swallow. The evil rulers of the world create these so called medicines to harm people and kill them slowly. Its real poison! It's all part of making money. Most importantly decreasing population.
 
stolensoul said:
I still smoke weed occasionally. Ive found it to be helpful in moderation.
Just had a beer and can feel the effect too.

I've felt a bit spike in recovery the past week, not sure why.
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You should be more worried about alcohol harming your mental health rather then Cannabis. Alcohol causes psychosis alot more then Cannabis does but noone really talks about that.

iraistired said:
did anyone else have psychosis naturally without any drugs or was it just me? i feel like you all took drugs and i feel alone and irritated
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I developed psychosis and cotards syndrome naturally. I was taking my prescribed opiates and benzos for awile but stopped taking them when i developed cotards and thought i was dead. Dead people dont need meds

BelieveinGod123 said:
Benzodiazepines, antidepressants, and antipsychotics are all REAL POISON. All were secretly meant to harm individuals.
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Benzos and antipsychotics have both helped me alot. If it wasent for benzos i would have horrible untreated anxiety. I went without benzos for 6 months in the psych ward and a few months when i got out and that was fucked. I was not doing good at all. So they do help some people. Zyprexa has also helped me alot.
 
paranoid android said:
You should be more worried about alcohol harming your mental health rather then Cannabis. Alcohol causes psychosis alot more then Cannabis does but noone really talks about that.



I developed psychosis and cotards syndrome naturally. I was taking my prescribed opiates and benzos for awile but stopped taking them when i developed cotards and thought i was dead. Dead people dont need meds



Benzos and antipsychotics have both helped me alot. If it wasent for benzos i would have horrible untreated anxiety. I went without benzos for 6 months in the psych ward and a few months when i got out and that was fucked. I was not doing good at all. So they do help some people. Zyprexa has also helped me alot.
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I searched up votaré syndrome and it is fucked!

How did you survive that

No one can’t imagine such symptoms without experiencing it
 
wbga said:
I searched up votaré syndrome and it is fucked!

How did you survive that

No one can’t imagine such symptoms without experiencing it
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Whats votaré syndrome? If you mean cotards ya it was fucked. I thought everyone around me was dead to which was weird. I dont actually remember that much about it now. It's been over 5 years now since ive had it and i take benzos and z drugs so my memory is perhaps not the best lol. I did write about it on blogs though i believe.

I dont really know how i survived that. It was a whole other level of fucked. Surviving the psych ward is a whole other matter to itself as well. I was rather violent and was thrown in solitary 5 or 6 times. The security guards there absolutely hated me lol. Eventually i learned to not bash the security guards and just smoke all the weed and ciggs you want because as long as your not violent they cant do anything to you. Me and my friends in there would make the best of it and order pizza or Indian or just KFC and smoke tons of weed in the room while eating takeout. You could almost pretend that we where home.
 
paranoid android said:
You should be more worried about alcohol harming your mental health rather then Cannabis. Alcohol causes psychosis alot more then Cannabis does but noone really talks about that.



I developed psychosis and cotards syndrome naturally. I was taking my prescribed opiates and benzos for awile but stopped taking them when i developed cotards and thought i was dead. Dead people dont need meds



Benzos and antipsychotics have both helped me alot. If it wasent for benzos i would have horrible untreated anxiety. I went without benzos for 6 months in the psych ward and a few months when i got out and that was fucked. I was not doing good at all. So they do help some people. Zyprexa has also helped me alot.
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True but I don't think an occasional beer poses a risk of psychosis. I don't really like to drink a lot. When I do have weed I smoke too much so I think there's more risk of psychosis there
 
stolensoul said:
True but I don't think an occasional beer poses a risk of psychosis. I don't really like to drink a lot. When I do have weed I smoke too much so I think there's more risk of psychosis there
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Ya a 6 pack now and again isnt going to hurt. I have never seen a genuine case of weed psychosis. I did see one guy in the psych ward diagnosed with weed psychosis but it turned out he was on meth so ya.
 
paranoid android said:
Ya a 6 pack now and again isnt going to hurt. I have never seen a genuine case of weed psychosis. I did see one guy in the psych ward diagnosed with weed psychosis but it turned out he was on meth so ya.
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For me psychosis/mania seemed to hit while I was withdrawing from weed, cus I couldn't find a contact haha
 
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So i was given about 5 injections of this poison about 10 years ago. It has ruined my life. The problems gradually got better, but never have i come close to properly recovering. It must be said my symptoms were worse than most people. I hear that most people recover, i just live through each day of misery with nothing to look forward to. I used to believe in god, think jesus could make miracles happen. I turn on the tv tonight asking god for an answer to this and all i get are stupid superhero movies whilst i sit waiting for god to provide an answer and a remedy to the poison he created. But enough about the god stuff. Invega caused me internal restlessness, vibrations, anhedonia, inability to cry, inability to concentrate, akathisia, bouts of hatred and anger, emotional instability where i now swear all the time when i never used to, the list of "side effects" goes on.

I used to be a gentle kind person and invega poisened my being, my life, my soul and everything i believed in. I'm now classified as disabled because i hear voices, the invega caused me to hear the voices. I no longer enjoy music or going out, i no longer see my family or friends, every night i have nightmares. And nothing stops them. I can't even sleep in my bed anymore. It gets better over time, but i never recovered. I never found any medicine which really helped me. A few things which are of benefit include b6, drinking lots of tea or coffee, valium helps to get to sleep, and largactil is an antipsychotic that might help. That helps me to sleep and quietens the voices i hear. Yep, the invega made me start hearing voices. invega is an absolute poison and i will hate and despise paul janssen the rest of my miserable life.

I can't believe they gave a nobel prize to that tyrant who created 3 different poisons. invega, haleperidol and fentenyl. Every day i die a bit more. Another happy memory gone. All because he wanted a f****** medal. I believe that it is only right that people who have been poisened by invega should be allowed to take any types of drugs available in an effort to self heal. Unfortunately the only things that really allowed me to avoid the misery was synthetic weed and when that became illegal i spent 12 months drinking everyday. Partying like there was no tomorrow, because there is no tomorrow. Tomorrow will be another misery and the first thing i hear will be another voice in my head caused by this "medicine". I just wish god would make a cure.

My family are all great believers in the healing power of jesus but i can't even get an explanation from jesus let alone a medicine to fix me. F*** Paul Janssen, and all the other layers of bureaucracy that were involved in making, testing, marketing, prescribing and allowing this poison to be used on people. All of them are guilty. 1 person poisoned by invega is 1 person too many. But Janssen don't care, 1 persons death is just collateral damage on the way to them making more money. I hope that other people manage to recover, because i read that it is possible, just not for me. Everyday i keep looking everywhere for an answer on how i can get my life back. Everyday i keep looking for information on what this medicine did to me so i can try to cure myself. But all i ever see is bruce willis and his bevy of superheros on tv. Be a real hero and help the people who were poisoned by janssen.

He recieved 5 injections of invega. 10 years off the drug. He still hasn't recovered.
 
The worst part of it all is that God doesnt help us. We can pray every single day for years and he just doesn't answer our calling.
Almost like he is ignoring us. Maybe he isn't real. Or is actually an evil God.
 
I'm starting to think some of these recovery stories are fake because most people seem to forget the difference between their old life and the effects of still being on the drug.
 
I want to meet someone who recovered from invega who is a highly sensitive person. I don't know what killed the deeper end of my emotions, invega or prozac. I think people who say they recovered emotionally weren't like me, they weren't super sentive, dysregulated, and had a lot of affective empathy. I have faith that I could reactivate it with psychedelics but I need to wait until I'm fully recovered from sexual dysfunction to do that.

I'm glad I have what I have regained. I just want to be me again. I feel too logical and cold.

I want to connect to the people who don't want to vote because of the Palestine issue, but the way I see it is Donald Trump will be worse for everyone and everything, so logically, I have to vote for the other pro-genocide candidate who will do less damage and not do things like say, dismantle the Department of Education and EPA and other important shit. I choose stability over feeling good about myself. I wish it didn't have to be that way, but it is simply illogical to let that guy win. I just finished filling out my ballot today, I'm going to turn it in

I don't have an active tuberculosis infection, it might be just an exposure or latent infection. I do have what looks like a TB lesion on my abdomen though. I have to do a skin sample test soon. Still waiting for the phone call on my x-ray, but they didn't see anything unusual on it so that means I am not contagious.
 
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