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Hello, I am a new member and I need help, here an introduction to who I am - more or less - just saying hello and some information...

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Oct 14, 2024
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Location
Antwerp Belgium EU
Hello,

First of all, I am a hyperfocus flow autist, which is very rare.

I have several comorbid pathologies as well.

I am anything but lower gifted, just so you know.

I battled with addiction on and off, but I am more or less clean - more or less because I get prescribed very heavy medication.

The last 8 months I was a victim of gaslighting, I do not want to start abusing my medication.

I have on prescription right now 3 bottles of Rivotril (kpin) of 2mg, r-calm 50mg I have 48 pills, Morphine instant 50mg I got 60 pills, and Gabapentine I got 90 pills of 300mg.

So I really need some support, I am on the waiting list for voluntarely admission in a psychiatry for the department depression.

The only thing I use beside my meds is weed, but maximum 3 joints every 8 days...

So hello, this is me 🙃

Nice to meet you all!
 
Nice to meet you and please feel welcomed,I at this moment am researching hyperfocus flow in autism to better understand ,and looking up your meds,I'm not an expert in any field but my own but I am all too familiar with addiction .I just felt the need to connect with you and support you,but yes I will research. Hope you get into the department as soon as possible, my best wishes to stronger mental health.
 
Nice to meet you and please feel welcomed,I at this moment am researching hyperfocus flow in autism to better understand ,and looking up your meds,I'm not an expert in any field but my own but I am all too familiar with addiction .I just felt the need to connect with you and support you,but yes I will research. Hope you get into the department as soon as possible, my best wishes to stronger mental health.
Hello, thank you very much for your reply, I can really need some advice or anything, just a talk about whatever would also be nice...

I call myself a philosopher, but I am into math and physics as well as art, music, literature, poetry, anything really, but I am not someone who normally engages in "oh, nice weather today", you know...

But other things are in play, which for now I do not wish to share in public.

Once again, thank you for your support, it is valued!

🫂
 
Nice to meet you and please feel welcomed,I at this moment am researching hyperfocus flow in autism to better understand ,and looking up your meds,I'm not an expert in any field but my own but I am all too familiar with addiction .I just felt the need to connect with you and support you,but yes I will research. Hope you get into the department as soon as possible, my best wishes to stronger mental health.
 
I call myself a philosopher, but I am into math and physics as well as art, music, literature, poetry, anything really, but I am not someone who normally engages in "oh, nice weather today", you know...
As an academic philosopher and fellow addict, I think that " oh nice weather today " or any kind of "down to earth conversation " at times can really save your mental health, at least it helps with ( what s left of ) mine. I use to say that I don t have interests I ve got few obsessions ( philosophy of religion, Aquinas, skepticism when it comes to philosophy; acoustic blues when it comes to music; opioids and to a certain extent cocaine;) at times I feel that philosophy it s like a martial art, the first thing you have to learn is when NOT to use it. anyway welcome and I wish you luck with all your endeavors!
 
I have nothing to hide, I am a talented pianist as well. I am doing nothing illegal.

I am a talented pianist as well, check out my Facebook, I just posted the Sonata Pathetique from Beethoven, mvt. 3, but in my albums you can find way more.

Feel free to add me...

I have nothing to hide, I am a talented pianist as well. I am doing nothing illegal.

I am a talented pianist as well, check out my Facebook, I just posted the Sonata Pathetique from Beethoven, mvt. 3, but in my albums you can find way more.

Feel free to add me...

Well played Chopin 10-1. One of my favourite etudes.
Btw weed has helped me tremendously for playing piano. Especially when I had to study big and complicated piano pieces like Some Beethoven’s sonata or Chopin’s ballade for example.
 
Hey and welcome to Blueworld

Very nice introduction of yourself making it easier for a lot to understand or relate to said person. That said I wish you the best of luck with your plans for the future as it seems you have many and the talent to share.

So welcome and have a look a round and really hope you enjoy it around here.
 
Hello H, welcome aboard.
I arrived with issues due to a valium habit (non prescribed) and people immediately offered advice and kind words, which helped massively.

I'm still in a precarious position but i know if i have any questions i can get them on here and receive advice from many different people.

Again, welcome and good luck in what you are looking to achieve.

Take care mate.
50's.
 
As an academic philosopher and fellow addict, I think that " oh nice weather today " or any kind of "down to earth conversation " at times can really save your mental health,

Indeed.
If you are watching a movie and character1 goes like "oh, beautiful morning" and character2 says "shut up, bitch", we like character2 cause is funny and makes the movie more interesting. But life is not a movie, in real life you want character1s around you and you wanna keep character2s as far from you as posible.

Welcome to bluelight, Hyperfocus flow
 
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