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High all,

I am José from Portugal Islands, i have been using most of common Drugs for the last 30y.

I am on Bupe for a few years, i am taking 4mg of brunoprophine daily.

I had my issues with Hero and coca. On the last few months i re-started to smoke crack, i went to some parties XTC, MDMA.

To be honest, i not enjoying crack with the paranoias that i have when doing it. But at the same time i can't say No.

I am lurking BL to see how i am going to stop w/ bupe and Crack. I use bupe w/ prescription but i don't say much to my doctor.

I had some things in life that i took some time to deal with that. On the last few projects that i had somethings that went wrong.

w/ 52y old, married w/ 2 tennagers. I feel like i been a sleeping for a while that i want to Wake Up for Life.

Take care
 
I feel like i been a sleeping for a while that i want to Wake Up for Life.

Very relatable. I'm worried about 'fading away' as I get older.

But hey, welcome to Bluelight, Jose. Hopefully you can find some useful info and perhaps some inspiration from this site:)
 
Greets José, welcome to Bluelight

Easy on that crack cocaine friend. It's really hard work in your 50's I'm afraid

Hope to see you posting more
 
Greets José, welcome to Bluelight

Easy on that crack cocaine friend. It's really hard work in your 50's I'm afraid

Hope to see you posting more
Indeed, i am not active Guy.
I take some meds with a d precipitation.
I restarted smoking coce after 15y, after the 2 or 3rd time started to have paranoias about like sounds, lights and Shadows like i use when was, and the issue is am not functional and a don't like it. At the same time i want to say no, but then something triggers and there i am.
i do smoke ash or weed daily, a drink from now and then.
 
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Hey bud and welcome..

Number one congrats on staying on the bupe and maybe in the future start to lower your dose but that’s for way later.

Two. Yeah the crack thing is the fuct up part it sounds and then all I can say is don’t be around or at places that it’s around you.

But take your time with the site and sub forums and get to know it and ask if you need help or advise. There are a lot of knowledgeable people on here.

Enjoy bru
 
I take some meds with a d precipitation.
If you don't mind me asking: which meds are you prescribed and for what health purpose?

I restarted smoking coce after 15y, after the 2 or 3rd time started to have paranoias about like sounds, lights and Shadows like i use when was, and the issue is am not functional and a don't like it.
Oh yeah, cocaine-induced psychosis is a bad time. Paranoia, delusions of persecution, confusion, anxiety, sweats, no appetite… That shit is mad stressful. And all the while your heart is thundering like a fucking puma in your chest, blood pressure jacked… It's rolling the proverbial dice – não quer ter um AVC ou ataque cardíaco. Stick to coffee, I say, considering all the side-effects you get. Think of it like being lactose intolerant, just for cocaina instead of leite.

At the same time i want to say no, but then something triggers and there i am.
Precisa de autodisciplina.

i do smoke ash or weed daily, a drink from now and then.
🤘 ;)
 
If anything like Powder, loosing Crack from your menu just seems like a win win.

Then again even sniffing it got me deep in at least 2/ 3 years.
Out now real long, still wondering why the crappiest most expensive drug available, seemed so alluring those few years. Ok alcohol was its stepping stone, horeca job a wellknown trap.

But with so much better stimulants around. Even Ephedra extract compared to sniffed Coke in my respect. But Khat ultra cheap greatest stim. and Amphetamines [harder to get still 10/ 100 times as cheap] available. And MDMA.

Coke a delusion imo. Quit/ replace with something safer/ less costly.
Or at least stay away and/ or restrain and taper away.

Edit: in Detox there was actually one guy, all the rest Aclcohol and/ or downers.
Was a guy who claimed to be there for pure Crack addiction, he had no Alcohol/ downer problem.

Kinda thought what are you doing here, bother those detoxing, he was a jerk.
But addiction to stims don t excist in my book. Well drug detox thinks so. I leave it the middle.

Stopping stims has no physical WD s, only see a psychological problem.
 
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Butt khat = khat for your butt. J/k, srsly tho, it's just cathinone. If you run a simple Birch reduction or a Nagai reduction w/hydroiodic acid, the result will be d-isomer amphetamine (note: not meth, just really good speed). It's pretty good stuff. Bonding it to HCl makes it too hydroscopic. Better off using H₂SO₄ to form the sulfate salt. It's easier on the nose, too, if a bit less potent…

the crappiest most expensive drug available
I don't get it, either, honestly. I can't even stand coke by itself. Need something to take the edge off, and the tachycardia is intense…
 
Butt khat = khat for your butt. J/k, srsly tho, it's just cathinone. If you run a simple Birch reduction or a Nagai reduction w/hydroiodic acid, the result will be d-isomer amphetamine (note: not meth, just really good speed). It's pretty good stuff. Bonding it to HCl makes it too hydroscopic. Better off using H₂SO₄ to form the sulfate salt. It's easier on the nose, too, if a bit less potent…


I don't get it, either, honestly. I can't even stand coke by itself. Need something to take the edge off, and the tachycardia is intense…
No clue as Cathinone is controlled and unavailable as well as the Methyl addittion. bk-MDMA was very good though.

Cathinone and meth Cathinone probably to. But with only twigs available, Coke overpriced/ Amphetamine underpriced.
Both imo nothingh like chewing Khat which producd a nice relaxing social high. Never inteferred with sleep either.

Dextro-Amphetamine you can get Pharmaceutical if diagnozed ADHD, i am.
So no reason to make it, and its not recreational for me, and Khat scores very high in my regards.
Its a plant not even a crystalin powder, but the effects are powerfull not like 20 bags of Coca tea.

More in the order of, random spychoactive plant example, Psylocibines and other plants used as psychedelics.
Only then natures own sloppy stim, way better then Ephedra btw.

And Meth-Amphetamine besides having lost its label medical use. They tried it but did nt take off.
You ll have to first have DL-Amphetamine/ Speed disappear for it to make a chance.
Gays like it though is rumored, was in A*dam. A foreign gay living there they interviewed claimed that.
 
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If you don't mind me asking: which meds are you prescribed and for what health purpose?


Oh yeah, cocaine-induced psychosis is a bad time. Paranoia, delusions of persecution, confusion, anxiety, sweats, no appetite… That shit is mad stressful. And all the while your heart is thundering like a fucking puma in your chest, blood pressure jacked… It's rolling the proverbial dice – não quer ter um AVC ou ataque cardíaco. Stick to coffee, I say, considering all the side-effects you get. Think of it like being lactose intolerant, just for cocaina instead of leite.


Precisa de autodisciplina.


🤘 ;)
My Prescription is:
Buprenorfina, 2mg, 1+1./2
Coveram 10mg 1
Nebilet HCT 1
Brintellix 10mg 1
Rosuvastatina 2+1
Sedoxil 1/2 + 1+ 1SOS

I am Hypertense, and i notest that i have been skipping sedoxil

Smoking C is fuck, and i know on 1st hand how fck can it been. Smoking C is definitely me Killer Drug

My doctor doesn't know i smoke C or XTC.

I do have to check in every 2months, from time to time he asks some blood tests and urine. (no Drug Test)
i am having this Issue with Smoking C for 6 months.
 
If anything like Powder, loosing Crack from your menu just seems like a win win.

Then again even sniffing it got me deep in at least 2/ 3 years.
Out now real long, still wondering why the crappiest most expensive drug available, seemed so alluring those few years. Ok alcohol was its stepping stone, horeca job a wellknown trap.

But with so much better stimulants around. Even Ephedra extract compared to sniffed Coke in my respect. But Khat ultra cheap greatest stim. and Amphetamines [harder to get still 10/ 100 times as cheap] available. And MDMA.

Coke a delusion imo. Quit/ replace with something safer/ less costly.
Or at least stay away and/ or restrain and taper away.

Edit: in Detox there was actually one guy, all the rest Aclcohol and/ or downers.
Was a guy who claimed to be there for pure Crack addiction, he had no Alcohol/ downer problem.

Kinda thought what are you doing here, bother those detoxing, he was a jerk.
But addiction to stims don t excist in my book. Well drug detox thinks so. I leave it the middle.

Stopping stims has no physical WD s, only see a psychological problem.
I am using a sniff of coke in the morning and after lunch to keep me going on the day, i can control this.
Sometimes after work or at night is when i smk C. Normally this happens when my friend gets a new supply.

Before i started doing this the end day i was crawling i was tired, i would get home a 19.00 and sleep until 5, 6 AM, Like this i can be more active in the afternoon. The problem is being high when getting home wich socializing isn't too great.

I manage to have some speed and i want to use to give me that boost to the end of the day without being high as C. I also thought in Adderall, but decide fro speed
 
Never done Crack but from see, hear and say its nothing like a line,
a guy told anything woth something in the house of his GF including the coffeemaker and Hairdryer.

Were diverted in cash for another hit, freaky. Thought powder was bad but this miles above.

Speed is way more functional then Coke [assuming coke can even be functional] ,
compare MethylPhenidate [kiddie Coke] with dextro-Amphetamine, its a joke.

Same goes for Coke and Speed, though dl-Amphetamine has more side effects as the dextro isomer.
So take least needed would be my advise, gets distracting when dosed to high. Oral, preferably.

Btw end of the day, don t forget speed duration compared to coke is an order bigger.
6/ 8 hours assuming not Meth-amphetamine. Its the Levo mostly keeping you awake.
On dextro sleeping is ime no problem. Measured 5 mg pills so bit more easy to do.
 
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No clue as Cathinone is controlled and unavailable as well as the Methyl addittion. bk-MDMA was very good though.
Yeah they are illegal in most places. Interestingly, the pharmaceutical drug/atypical antidepressant, Bupropion (Wellbutrin) is a 3-chloro-substituted tert-butyl cathinone.
And I'm familiar with methylone, aka bk-MDMA. It's just so-so, to me. Not huge fan, but not above taking it for the right occasion either.

Cathinone and meth Cathinone probably to.
I've had them both. Honestly they're kinda sketchy. Euphoric at first for a short spell, 60 - 90 min. maybe, then a hard crash unless you take more, especially the MCAT. Not a good drug for people who struggle w/compulsion.

Both imo nothingh like chewing Khat which producd a nice relaxing social high. Never inteferred with sleep either.
Well so it grows in the Highlands of Ethiopia and all across Yermen, Catha edulis. But once the leaf is plucked from the tree it has about 48 hours before most of the cathinone decays into cathine. Unless you've had khat from this region and/or directly from the tree within hours of being harvested, then at best you've had some really weak khat. Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately?), Ethiopia and Yemen are not overly welcoming to Westerners to the point of outright hostility. Bad time to go to Sana'a in particular.

and Khat scores very high in my regards.
Its a plant not even a crystalin powder, but the effects are powerfull not like 20 bags of Coca tea.
A "drug" being a plant is not an automatic merit, and being a crystal is not a demerit, either. Let's keep in mind there are plants that are very poisonous, everything from Poison Oak to deadly nightshades like Belladonna. Plus there's Jimson weed, White Oleander, Deathcap mushrooms, etc. At the same time, there's nothing wrong with highly pure, crystalline acetyl salicylic acid hydrochloride, for example.

More in the order of, random spychoactive plant example, Psylocibines and other plants used as psychedelics.
Only then natures own sloppy stim, way better then Ephedra btw.
Ephedra contains ephedrine, which is a very effective stimulant, and it grows naturally in the ephedra plant, Ma Huang. So why label Catha edulis "nature's own sloppy stim"? Nature makes more than one stimulant. And so what? Nature also makes poisons, as discussed …

And Meth-Amphetamine besides having lost its label medical use.
Desoxyn is still a prescription drug in the US, AFAIK, isn't it?

Never done Crack but from see, hear and say its nothing like a line,
No, if you have good coke, the effects of snorting vs smoking (vaporizing technically) are nearly identical. Whoever told you that is exaggerating, full of shit, and/or has bad coke.

a guy told anything woth something in the house of his GF including the coffeemaker and Hairdryer.
Were diverted in cash for another hit, freaky. Thought powder was bad but this miles above.
That's just the actions of one fiendish a-hole. That's not a standard effect or something. I've smoked crack, and I couldn't give a shit less about that drug. Never made me start pawning my girlfriend's belongings. What kind of fucked up jackass does some shit like that? Drugs are no goddamn excuse. People just want something to blame their shitty behavior on, a scapegoat. "Uhh, the drugs made me do it!" No, plenty of ppl use drugs and don't commit other crimes subsequently. Take responsibility for your actions…

Speed is way more functional then Coke [assuming coke can even be functional],
compare MethylPhenidate [kiddie Coke] with dextro-Amphetamine, its a joke.
Same goes for Coke and Speed, though dl-Amphetamine has more side effects as the dextro isomer.
It all depends on the person and the dose.
 
Yeah they are illegal in most places. Interestingly, the pharmaceutical drug/atypical antidepressant, Bupropion (Wellbutrin) is a 3-chloro-substituted tert-butyl cathinone.
And I'm familiar with methylone, aka bk-MDMA. It's just so-so, to me. Not huge fan, but not above taking it for the right occasion either.


I've had them both. Honestly they're kinda sketchy. Euphoric at first for a short spell, 60 - 90 min. maybe, then a hard crash unless you take more, especially the MCAT. Not a good drug for people who struggle w/compulsion.


Well so it grows in the Highlands of Ethiopia and all across Yermen, Catha edulis. But once the leaf is plucked from the tree it has about 48 hours before most of the cathinone decays into cathine. Unless you've had khat from this region and/or directly from the tree within hours of being harvested, then at best you've had some really weak khat. Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately?), Ethiopia and Yemen are not overly welcoming to Westerners to the point of outright hostility. Bad time to go to Sana'a in particular.
To bad had high hopes for both the pure synthetic forms. Must be something with Khat ROA oa, subligual.
And who kows what else in there beside nutrients like vitamins and minerals.

But be assured our Somalain/ Etiopian refugees had a good line with the mainland.
Fresh Khat three days a week, and the people that fled were very nice.
Obvious allready under influence, gets you very social all language cultural diffrences fell apart.
Sat there a while got a complete instruction, and after that got high as a kite.

So apperent a flight, wrapped in Banana Leaf is enough to prevent degradation.

Flashback this degredation thing allready been figured out. Its the way how you dry Khat that determes degradation.
Not that its dry, under right conditions drying doesnt really matter, but mine was fresh like just of the tree.
Wonder how long it takes the trip, not that it became inactive the next day. It has shelf life, don t put in the sun open air.
In the leaf in the cooler next day still ok.
 
I have done some good coke for years. Never had to make anything crazy. I was able to have my addiction for free most of the time.

At this time, i wasn't doing so frequently, maybe 2 or 3 time a week i relaxed environment. And having the big stone will make me with psicoses.
During the day i used to snif, 1/2 gr a long the day.

What i am looking is to stop this anti social drug, a get more active and social. I tried some speed and it really boost me, Khat i never tried and never saw it.
 
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