Angry Gang stalking

[anonymouse77]

I know people will reply with it being delusional and in my head, etc, but I want to report it here anyway because I do believe it might have something to do with my prescribed medication use (pain killers). Also possibly I have reported to doctors of my other use of buying things off the web. I have not had any interaction or arrest by police ever.

I went to my local restaurant yesterday for lunch (take away) and usually they have my order ready by the time I drive there but yesterday I had to wait for something like 10 minutes which was fine BUT on the way home I passed police which I thought was odd. Part of my gang stalking involves passing police often on my way home from anywhere. Makes me wonder if there is not a set amount of times/frequency they have to do the drive-by and they deliberately were slow to get my order ready to prepare for the police. Stranger things have happened. Why would they bother doing this and waiting resources on me when I have never had any interaction with police in my life?

I also wonder if it is them checking on my driving or something like that to make sure I am not swerving all over the road. The way they do it and the frequency it happens is like a pattern I notice and seems very directed at me. I even had a couple of years ago the police come down my road as I was returning home from a pick up of suboxone and the roads were quiet as it was mid-morning on a weekday and they were coming down the opposite way to me (so I passed them) on my road I live on which is a main road and they slowed right down as soon as I passed them and turned into a side street and did an immediate U-turn and were sitting there for ages in my rearview mirror and just not moving despite there being no traffic. It was a deliberate thing.

Thank you for reading.

 

[neversickanymore]

I logical way to look at this is if you have never had Police interaction then what’s the point of having an extra Police presence around you?

The police have NO reason to discourage you from taking your replacement therapy medications and seemingly many reasons to encourage that you take them.

Are you experiencing any of the covert torture or technological sabotage?

 

[anonymouse77]

I logical way to look at this is if you have never had Police interaction then what’s the point of having Police presence around you?

The police have NO reason to discourage you from taking your replacement therapy medications and seemingly many reasons to encourage that you take them.

Are you experiencing any of the covert torture or technological sabotage?

Thank you for your reply. I have had weird things happen but I cannot think of them individually right now to list them so I will say no. I don't get that V2K (voice to skull) torture I have heard of. I don't say it's not real because that would be doing to people what others do to me. I just say I have not experienced it.

I get watched very deliberately also in shopping centres by security or other workers despite never having shoplifted or acted in any way to draw attention. Apart from appearing anxious but that's how I've been my whole life. My own father called me a worry wart.

 

[neversickanymore]

Thank you for your reply. I have had weird things happen but I cannot think of them individually right now to list them so I will say no. I don't get that V2K (voice to skull) torture I have heard of. I don't say it's not real because that would be doing to people what others do to me. I just say I have not experienced it.

I get watched very deliberately also in shopping centres by security or other workers despite never having shoplifted or acted in any way to draw attention. Apart from appearing anxious but that's how I've been my whole life. My own father called me a worry wart.

Thats good news. Remember and remind yourself that if you're not doing anything illegal you have very little or anything to worry about. You're not doing anything to worry about so you don't have anything to worry about.

Yes, the forced BCI is absolutely real and low and behold there are almost assuredly multiple versions as ffs its turned out to be unveiled as an international arms race.. with how utterly dysfunctional humanity is, only we could make this fucked shit up. Good news, I don't think your messed up in this nightmare.

I would consider identifying ways you can consciously alter your nervous state from sympathetic to parasympathetic. Sympathetic state is fight, flight, freeze or fawn. A parasympathetic is we we relax feast, fuck and generally have an enjoyable time. Sometimes we can get into a sympathetic nervous state and this can create perceptions of our lives that are uncomfortable. This can lead to an increased sympathetic nervous state.. causing increased perceptions. and the beat goes on.

Have any techniques to work back into a parasympathetic nervous state?
Being in a sympathetic state for prolonged time periods can have a significant effect on our experience of life.

 

[anonymouse77]

Thats good news. Remember and remind yourself that if you're not doing anything illegal you have very little or anything to worry about. You're not doing anything to worry about so you don't have anything to worry about.

Yes, the forced BCI is absolutely real and low and behold there are almost assuredly multiple versions as ffs its turned out to be unveiled as an international arms race.. with how utterly dysfunctional humanity is, only we could make this fucked shit up. Good news, I don't think your messed up in this nightmare.

I would consider identifying ways you can consciously alter your nervous state from sympathetic to parasympathetic. Sympathetic state is fight, flight, freeze or fawn. A parasympathetic is we we relax feast, fuck and generally have an enjoyable time. Sometimes we can get into a sympathetic nervous state and this can create perceptions of our lives that are uncomfortable. This can lead to an increased sympathetic nervous state.. causing increased perceptions. and the beat goes on.

Have any techniques to work back into a parasympathetic nervous state?
Being in a sympathetic state for prolonged time periods can have a significant effect on our experience of life.

Thank you so much for the good advice! I will watch the video also. At the moment I am fostering a cat for someone in hospital (through a charity so not sure who) and she only wants to cuddle so I enjoy that and it's relaxing. I also have my own torti cat who is a bit of a diva (they call it tortitude) and I have to keep them separate because my cat is not very accepting of the new cat. I am keeping them both secure away from each other but over the last week (I have had the new cat a week yesterday) I can have them near each other as long as I am hovering over the new cat to grab her. The new cat is an adult at 7 years old but she is tiny or petite and the lady said when I picked her up that she was the runt of the litter. So that has been a challenge but it is rewarding also to help the kitty and her mum. As soon as I picked the foster cat up I noticed all scabs all over her body and the woman said she had fleas! So I had to run out and get flea/worm treatment (the charity wanted me too to anyway) and also I washed her after 48 hours of the flea treatment to get all the flea dirt off her. I noticed the flea dirt around in the bathroom where I kept her and she was sleeping. Her scabs have improved so much over just a week of doing that. I felt bad for the kitty and didn't want to turn my back on her.

I think gradually trying to do good and volunteer might be the way but I also have health issue which I am dealing with. Sorry to go on about the cats but my point was it's a form of relaxation for me when they are at peace. But I do also fall back on unhealthy ways like medication and look forward to my twice daily palexia. There are also things that happen often in my collection of the medication which points to deliberate sabotage or gang stalking but I won't go into that here as it will just get me wound up again.

Thank you again for your good advice.

 

[neversickanymore]

Thank you so much for the good advice! I will watch the video also. At the moment I am fostering a cat for someone in hospital (through a charity so not sure who) and she only wants to cuddle so I enjoy that and it's relaxing. I also have my own torti cat who is a bit of a diva (they call it tortitude) and I have to keep them separate because my cat is not very accepting of the new cat. I am keeping them both secure away from each other but over the last week (I have had the new cat a week yesterday) I can have them near each other as long as I am hovering over the new cat to grab her. The new cat is an adult at 7 years old but she is tiny or petite and the lady said when I picked her up that she was the runt of the litter. So that has been a challenge but it is rewarding also to help the kitty and her mum. As soon as I picked the foster cat up I noticed all scabs all over her body and the woman said she had fleas! So I had to run out and get flea/worm treatment (the charity wanted me too to anyway) and also I washed her after 48 hours of the flea treatment to get all the flea dirt off her. I noticed the flea dirt around in the bathroom where I kept her and she was sleeping. Her scabs have improved so much over just a week of doing that. I felt bad for the kitty and didn't want to turn my back on her.

I think gradually trying to do good and volunteer might be the way but I also have health issue which I am dealing with. Sorry to go on about the cats but my point was it's a form of relaxation for me when they are at peace. But I do also fall back on unhealthy ways like medication and look forward to my twice daily palexia. There are also things that happen often in my collection of the medication which points to deliberate sabotage or gang stalking but I won't go into that here as it will just get me wound up again.

Thank you again for your good advice.

np.. Just looking at your current medication.. this has the possibility to be the root of your issue. Palexia is a

Norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor​

Norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

Here is a very brief look and its IV.

Hallucinations Following Intravenous Use of Tapentadol

The authors describe 2 cases of individuals who developed tapentadol-induced hallucinations in clear consciousness following nonprescribed intravenous use.

www.psychiatrist.com

So your experience may be caused by your current pain therapy medication.

There is more linking this.. something to explore.

 

[anonymouse77]

np.. Just looking at your current medication.. this has the possibility to be the root of your issue. Palexia is a

Norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor​

Norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

Here is a very brief look and its IV.

Hallucinations Following Intravenous Use of Tapentadol

The authors describe 2 cases of individuals who developed tapentadol-induced hallucinations in clear consciousness following nonprescribed intravenous use.

www.psychiatrist.com

So your experience may be caused by your current pain therapy medication.

There is more linking this.. something to explore.

Thank you for that. The thing is I don't and am not hallucinating when this happens. I've been with my brother who confirmed it and I literally drive around and look after myself. If I was so bad I was hallucinating things like this then I should be under care or something. I know I'm not and the only way to prove it is to get video evidence which is a challenge and then what's the point really? Is it going to stop it or just make me look more mad? You can really explain most things away as coincidence.

 

[neversickanymore]

Thank you for that. The thing is I don't and am not hallucinating when this happens. I've been with my brother who confirmed it and I literally drive around and look after myself. If I was so bad I was hallucinating things like this then I should be under care or something. I know I'm not and the only way to prove it is to get video evidence which is a challenge and then what's the point really? Is it going to stop it or just make me look more mad? You can really explain most things away as coincidence.

Hey, I wasn't saying you were "hallucinating" as you posted you were not and were neither experiencing the forced BCI (not a hallucination for victims) , nor any audio hallucination. So the medication your on prevents the re uptake of adrenal neurotransmitters. This can lead to an elevated and prolonged sympathetic nervous state. This is clearly linked to unpleasant experiences including paranoia. With a successful transition to a comparable medication you may be able to completely relieve yourself of the unwanted side effect. Thats given its what's causing it.

Here is a basic overview of

Physiology, Noradrenergic Synapse - StatPearls - NCBI Bookshelf

This specific pain med has been documented as an ARI and it can cause increased levels of neural transmitters that may be the underlining cause of your unpleasant experience. This means that a pain medication change to something that doesn't cause this elevation could remove your negative experiences.

Are you a "nerve pain" patient or is there another reason you may find this medication esp good for your pain?

 

[Halif2]

Sorry to go on about the cats but my point was it's a form of relaxation for me when they are at peace.

Good on you for taking care of those lovely creatures. It is surely rewarding work you're doing there and it just makes the world that little bit better by lessening the suffering of a vulnerable animal.

 

[anonymouse77]

Good on you for taking care of those lovely creatures. It is surely rewarding work you're doing there and it just makes the world that little bit better by lessening the suffering of a vulnerable animal.

Thank you for your kind words. That means a lot.

 

[anonymouse77]

Hey, I wasn't saying you were "hallucinating" as you posted you were not and were neither experiencing the forced BCI (not a hallucination for victims) , nor any audio hallucination. So the medication your on prevents the re uptake of adrenal neurotransmitters. This can lead to an elevated and prolonged sympathetic nervous state. This is clearly linked to unpleasant experiences including paranoia. With a successful transition to a comparable medication you may be able to completely relieve yourself of the unwanted side effect. Thats given its what's causing it.

Here is a basic overview of

Physiology, Noradrenergic Synapse - StatPearls - NCBI Bookshelf

This specific pain med has been documented as an ARI and it can cause increased levels of neural transmitters that may be the underlining cause of your unpleasant experience. This means that a pain medication change to something that doesn't cause this elevation could remove your negative experiences.

Are you a "nerve pain" patient or is there another reason you may find this medication esp good for your pain?

Thank you for the explanation. I do actually have referred nerve pain from the spine in my leg which the med is helping. Originally it was from an injury that caused nerve pain also. But there is also an element of dependence/addiction as well. I am not sure if the dose I am on warrants me going on an opiate replacement program or not though. They are making it hard to get the meds with a lot of "issues" that pop up when I see my doctor or renew the script which could be just coincidences or could be things to make it harder for me to get so I quit. I just don't know what to do. My mother has disowned me and said she wants nothing more to do with me so the painkillers do help with mental pain of that.

 

[anonymouse77]

The other thing I wanted to mention was I think the reason my GP was reluctant to prescribe a long-term opioid replacement therapy was because it brings prescribing restrictions for other medications (this is in Australia). It would limit him and anyone else in prescribing other meds like diazepam, etc. I don't take it often but I do have it for panic attacks, etc.

 

[anonymouse77]

I am just reading this article for those saying it's not real:

https://www.news.com.au/lifestyle/real-life/treated-like-gangland-criminals-sydney-couple-share-story-behind-viral-sign/news-story/39a6332a7f2afcaac714ae057df2bc8f

 

[anonymouse77]

I don't know what to do about things and I have no one to talk to things about in real life. I feel bad complaining because it's literally about another person who is going through end-of-life. It's regarding the little cat I fostered about 3 weeks ago now. I received a phone call from the charity it's through and the mum of the cat is not expected to leave hospital and is going into palliative care. It was only meant to be a temporary thing for me to have her of about 6-8 weeks so I am very saddened to learn this. I don't know who it is or anything but it's sad anyone is going through this.

We spoke on the phone about the possibility of the lady seeing the cat in hospital and she is going to find out if it's possible and I said of course I would take her in a cage and do whatever. They were not sure if they let them do that for cats but she knows of it for dogs. I said maybe if there was a secure small conference or interview room it could be possible as I have a secure carrier.

They also gave me the option of adopting her. They have seen photos I have sent of her and also of her with my cat and they say she looks settled. She literally follows me everywhere and is now sleeping on my bed. I was putting her back in the bathroom at night just so she can be secure but the night before last she was so loud and it sounded like she was clawing at the door and jumping all over the bathroom until about 2 in the morning that I couldn't face another night of that so I let her stay the night out and she slept in my bad all night. Now this morning (it's 7.30am here rn) the foster cat is "playing" with my cat and jumping around her and my cat just hissed at her. I also found a nasty scratch on the foster cat a few days ago on the back of her neck which was wet with like gunk and blood and had a bald patch! I can't be sure how she got that but I am wondering if my cat didn't do it as she will hiss at her and I have seen her raise her paw as if she is going to slap her but not actually strike and I didn't think they were physical. I irrigated it with boiled (cooled) salted water for 2 days and its getting better. I told the foster charity on the phone yesterday and they didn't seem too worried and said her 2 dogs even still growl at each other.

Right now the foster cat is in my actual face wanting cuddles so I can't type much more. What am I going to do?

Thank you for reading.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I know people will reply with it being delusional and in my head, etc, but I want to report it here anyway because I do believe it might have something to do with my prescribed medication use (pain killers). Also possibly I have reported to doctors of my other use of buying things off the web. I have not had any interaction or arrest by police ever.

I went to my local restaurant yesterday for lunch (take away) and usually they have my order ready by the time I drive there but yesterday I had to wait for something like 10 minutes which was fine BUT on the way home I passed police which I thought was odd. Part of my gang stalking involves passing police often on my way home from anywhere. Makes me wonder if there is not a set amount of times/frequency they have to do the drive-by and they deliberately were slow to get my order ready to prepare for the police. Stranger things have happened. Why would they bother doing this and waiting resources on me when I have never had any interaction with police in my life?

I also wonder if it is them checking on my driving or something like that to make sure I am not swerving all over the road. The way they do it and the frequency it happens is like a pattern I notice and seems very directed at me. I even had a couple of years ago the police come down my road as I was returning home from a pick up of suboxone and the roads were quiet as it was mid-morning on a weekday and they were coming down the opposite way to me (so I passed them) on my road I live on which is a main road and they slowed right down as soon as I passed them and turned into a side street and did an immediate U-turn and were sitting there for ages in my rearview mirror and just not moving despite there being no traffic. It was a deliberate thing.

Thank you for reading.

I defeated the government gang-stalking directed my way. The government was no match for me. So every day I rest like a little cute baby. If you want to know more information on gang-stalking, there's a qualified expert on the topic named Dr. Eric T. Karlstrom. He can be found on the search engines. Have a wonderful and blessed day.

Peace and Love!

 

[neversickanymore]

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