Where are you at in your recovery?

[helpingout]

At one time yes ,I would have shared but I don't want to anymore in length,such a shameful few years,lots of lying,I've been forgiven by my spouse and on a journey of attempting to forgive self.TY for the opportunity

Happy to offer it. I’d rather you dwell in the beauty than relive the madness. Thank you for even considering it.

 

[Robi]

Happy to offer it. I’d rather you dwell in the beauty than relive the madness. Thank you for even considering it.

 

[pnillyg]

PS. Ibogaine scares the fuck out of me. But it probably would be incredibly helpful. I’m just in the middle of writing an epic book. Idk

My dude… first of all thank you again for the kind words. Ibogaine ain’t scarier then gambling with m30s, nitazines, tranq, and whatever the fuck else they are trying to put in our shit. But that just me experience. Not sure exactly what your DOCs are and how you get them… like script or not. Much love dogg

 

[helpingout]

My dude… first of all thank you again for the kind words. Ibogaine ain’t scarier then gambling with m30s, nitazines, tranq, and whatever the fuck else they are trying to put in our shit. But that just me experience. Not sure exactly what your DOCs are and how you get them… like script or not. Much love dogg

Yeah man since I decided to stop using heroin, for like the last three months of my heroin years I was stocking up on suboxone, I got like probably sixty together, first day precip withdrawal and I had to snort 7 to get enough bupe on the receptors that it stopped. I dosed at hour eighteen. Then for the next month I did two 8mg strips a day. Morning evening. Then I jumped to kratom extracts for a few days and stabilized. Then switched to kratom leaf. Then I spent about a year and a half on kratom leaf, then I’ve been jumping back from kratom to 7oh just building clean time, got together 14 days at one point, right now I’m on day 4.

All this to say I think you could consider me a smoke shop connieseur. I’ve just been buying from them. It’s a much safer relapse for me. If I had to buy street drugs every time I’ve been pushed to relapse since quitting dope I’d be addicted to fent right now without a doubt. Theres a slim chance that if there weren’t the safe relapse that I’d be dope free right now but I really doubt that. I can’t look at homeless people nodding out without wanting to wake them up, but then a sac, and get fucking high. Walk away with a connect. I fucking hate the call to the darkness. I want to live!

 

[pnillyg]

Yeah man since I decided to stop using heroin, for like the last three months of my heroin years I was stocking up on suboxone, I got like probably sixty together, first day precip withdrawal and I had to snort 7 to get enough bupe on the receptors that it stopped. I dosed at hour eighteen. Then for the next month I did two 8mg strips a day. Morning evening. Then I jumped to kratom extracts for a few days and stabilized. Then switched to kratom leaf. Then I spent about a year and a half on kratom leaf, then I’ve been jumping back from kratom to 7oh just building clean time, got together 14 days at one point, right now I’m on day 4.

All this to say I think you could consider me a smoke shop connieseur. I’ve just been buying from them. It’s a much safer relapse for me. If I had to buy street drugs every time I’ve been pushed to relapse since quitting dope I’d be addicted to fent right now without a doubt. Theres a slim chance that if there weren’t the safe relapse that I’d be dope free right now but I really doubt that. I can’t look at homeless people nodding out without wanting to wake them up, but then a sac, and get fucking high. Walk away with a connect. I fucking hate the call to the darkness. I want to live!

Amen brother that hits home… I’m fucking hurting rn been cold turkey 7-8 days now and jeeez my body feels like I’m 156yrs old. I’m under 30 so just say it shouldn’t be that way. Anyway I gotta go to Disney tomorrow running off 4 hrs of sleep in 48 hrs and I’m planning on what to take to get my through. It’s my little sisters bday and I can’t bail out and let her down. Also they all be ripping shrooms and MDMA so I was thinking a lil M wouldn’t hurt but then again it probably would. Thinking about going either the kratom route or Imodium (high dose), or just ripping gabapentin and clonadine, some clonazepam or diazepam, maybe a little addy to keep me up. But this comedown is gunna be miserable regardless… any suggestions?

 

[helpingout]

Amen brother that hits home… I’m fucking hurting rn been cold turkey 7-8 days now and jeeez my body feels like I’m 156yrs old. I’m under 30 so just say it shouldn’t be that way. Anyway I gotta go to Disney tomorrow running off 4 hrs of sleep in 48 hrs and I’m planning on what to take to get my through. It’s my little sisters bday and I can’t bail out and let her down. Also they all be ripping shrooms and MDMA so I was thinking a lil M wouldn’t hurt but then again it probably would. Thinking about going either the kratom route or Imodium (high dose), or just ripping gabapentin and clonadine, some clonazepam or diazepam, maybe a little addy to keep me up. But this comedown is gunna be miserable regardless… any suggestions?

I think I’d probably take kratom or gabapentin. Kratom if you don’t mind going back to square on. Gabs if you want to push through. I think lope would be an awful choice. Is m morphine cus that would be too strong as well.

Honestly with a responsibility like that I’d gone kratom route for sure. Maybe even pick 7oh at a smoke shop. There’s almost no way I would do a responsibility like that unless I was positive I’d be fine with gabapentin. I really wouldn’t want to go back to square one with kratom so I think I’d definitely get 7 at the smoke shop.

So like
1 gaba
2. 7oh
3 kratom

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Loperamide