I was doing lots of nitrous since Covid (2020) and took high dose methyl B-12 and it still caught up to me. Last time was in June with those big tanks they sell at head shops. I used to get like 4 of the 650g ones for a session, sometimes 2-3 times a week. It’s the most addictive most fun drug lol..
Anyways, last time I did it, a slow numbing effect started ramping up the next day (even loading up on tons of B-12) and kept building and started making it near impossible to walk. It kept getting slowly worse so went to the hospital. It was throwing tons more stuff out of wack.. like blood tests would be swinging all over the place for several things.
Thankfully most of it did go away after 2 months but I still sometimes notice a nerve damage buzzing sensation if I tip my head downward. I can walk fine and I don’t notice any mental effects so that’s good. I was taking B-12 the entire time so I would guess that people who do much less of it without taking B12 would have this stuff happen quicker/with less use.
The numbing effect on feet/hands also did go away. This experience was enough to get me to stop finally and I don’t crave it much although I do miss it… there’s no safer drug like it which sucks. It’s such a fun time. It’s like a guaranteed positive spiritual trip.
I used to buy 4 x 50 packs of whippets before they were selling those tanks for a session and just did one at a time (well.. the good quality ones that weren’t stingy on the gas in them) listening to music. Sooo fun. Sooo expensive though. The tanks started to become cheaper and so I prob was doing way more damage with those.
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How another thing I’m puzzled about is I think all that nitrous may have somehow got rid of years of depression. Maybe I damaged some part of my mind that was making me depressed? I just don’t have all the negative thoughts anymore but maybe that was my own doing. I started forcefully telling the negative inner voice to shut the f up anytime it said something dumb, not useful, too negative.
I used to go to work for a full day then halfway thru the day I’d start fantasizing about what I was gonna do on my trip after work. I’d get off work and RUN to the head shop sooo excited. I wasted so much money but damn it was fun.
I just thought I’d share since it seems like nitrous use is on the rise with headshops every mile block selling them.. it can become super addictive super fast. I’ve never experienced such cravings and impulses with any other substance.
Anyways, last time I did it, a slow numbing effect started ramping up the next day (even loading up on tons of B-12) and kept building and started making it near impossible to walk. It kept getting slowly worse so went to the hospital. It was throwing tons more stuff out of wack.. like blood tests would be swinging all over the place for several things.
Thankfully most of it did go away after 2 months but I still sometimes notice a nerve damage buzzing sensation if I tip my head downward. I can walk fine and I don’t notice any mental effects so that’s good. I was taking B-12 the entire time so I would guess that people who do much less of it without taking B12 would have this stuff happen quicker/with less use.
The numbing effect on feet/hands also did go away. This experience was enough to get me to stop finally and I don’t crave it much although I do miss it… there’s no safer drug like it which sucks. It’s such a fun time. It’s like a guaranteed positive spiritual trip.
I used to buy 4 x 50 packs of whippets before they were selling those tanks for a session and just did one at a time (well.. the good quality ones that weren’t stingy on the gas in them) listening to music. Sooo fun. Sooo expensive though. The tanks started to become cheaper and so I prob was doing way more damage with those.
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How another thing I’m puzzled about is I think all that nitrous may have somehow got rid of years of depression. Maybe I damaged some part of my mind that was making me depressed? I just don’t have all the negative thoughts anymore but maybe that was my own doing. I started forcefully telling the negative inner voice to shut the f up anytime it said something dumb, not useful, too negative.
I used to go to work for a full day then halfway thru the day I’d start fantasizing about what I was gonna do on my trip after work. I’d get off work and RUN to the head shop sooo excited. I wasted so much money but damn it was fun.
I just thought I’d share since it seems like nitrous use is on the rise with headshops every mile block selling them.. it can become super addictive super fast. I’ve never experienced such cravings and impulses with any other substance.