It literally is sooo addictive, especially IV. I can do 3 grams in a night if left to my own devices lol. I struggle with it so much sometimes. But I know work before play, so I have to get certain things done first. Bills, student loans, etc. all have to be paid first, then I can go ahead and have my fun. I just miss it soooo much. I haven’t had a rush in so long.
Ugh, same. I’ve had multiple dreams like that lately.
I have done both many times, and vastly prefer coke to shoot, you easily hit a bellringer or atleast a smack to the head high when slamming cocaine, but if you shoot meth youll get a white hot rush the first couple slams but if you chase that you will end up tweaked bruised punctured and re-using needles with bags under your eye bags. Meth i always have the best experiences with when taken orally and in a non-sexual context, otherwise ill keep escilating and end up IV'ing 300 plus mg throughout a day just to maintain my addiction. With coke, once im out im ok with the binge concluding. Just my 0.02CAD
Hitting those real intense bell ringers where it feels like you just got flashbanged on COD is awesome
It’s so true lmao. Sometimes you just have to sit/lay back and let it take over till it’s done. It’s pretty great. Honestly, I was always an opiates girly but I started IVing coke about a year and a half ago and holy cow, it’s a different level lmao. Especially since heroin is so scary anymore.
Where I’ve been getting it from, there’s been no scary things, and I’ve never OD’d on that. But heroin… I OD’d on the smallest amount because it wasn’t actually heroin it was fentanyl and xylazine.
I'm well aware. I just also know that I really, really am craving some right now and honestly, that's what sounds the best.
I wish! I reached out to my plug for the first time in a long time today, so we'll see if they respond... They may not.
I agree with you here but a little different. What you are saying is you deserve a treat. And you do. Maybe I would suggest healthier ones going forward. Cocaine hits those pleasure centers and just makes you crave it. Even 10 minutes after doing it. Like the comedian said (Carlin?) Cocaine makes me a new man, and then he wants some too.
You sound determined. The job loss thing is a main culprit in depression it seems. But if someone gave you 2 million dollars and it relieves some of the depression that is a good thing. Only in that it is situation depression. Things all work out. A job and money will come.I did get a job… not one I want but it’s something.I agree with you here but a little different. What you are saying is you deserve a treat. And you do. Maybe I would suggest healthier ones going forward. Cocaine hits those pleasure centers and just makes you crave it. Even 10 minutes after doing it. Like the comedian said (Carlin?) Cocaine makes me a new man, and then he wants some too.
Strong cravings go away with time. If they did not nobody would ever quit anything. But it is like a black hole, the closer to it you get sucked in. I myself have not IV'd cocaine since 1990. But I did for some years and although I never think about it. Just typing about it is putting butterflies in my stomach though all these years later. Heroin back then was excellent and a good cocaine dealer was always a good friend who knew people. So yeah my stomach is flipping right now lol.
But people are going to do what what they do. Stay well OP. I can tell soon a 1/8th will be there.