Dang, I appreciate that as well. I totally feel you regarding the nasty and long kick. I’ve done it. I jumped off 16mg of Bupe and 15-30mg of Valium daily cold turkey. Those withdrawals lasted about 45 days; I was literally bedridden for the first 25 of them. Granted, that was also due to both "benzos" and "opiates" together and a high dose of both, but yeah, I'm in the same boat.
Has anybody had sleep trouble with Bupe? I'm noticing I cannot sleep—not even for five minutes. Maybe I get 1-3 hours every few days. I'm not willing to take benzos or Lunesta, though, which is what my psychiatrist keeps trying to get me back on. I feel so lost, unguided, and frustrated. I just want a second to feel like I'm not carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders.
Even my doctor keeps saying to go up to a full 2mg twice daily, and I know it will help, especially with the cravings. But since I'm only taking 1-2mg right now, I know if I go up, in a few months I'll be looking back like, "Damn, I should've made the jump when I was still at such a low dose," because I also worry about the tolerance shooting back up. I went from 2mg to 16mg within eight weeks (following doctor's orders).
Anyways, now I'm ranting. Time to go view the morning fix thread... or maybe the nighttime one. I don’t even know; the sun is coming up, but I've been up for two days and I'm starting to feel messed up just from the lack of sleep. Dang, I'm exhausted...