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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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paranoid android said:
I actually needed meds in the psych ward but for the first 3 months i was given nothing. It was only after i lost it and my brother got me a new shrink that i was actually put on invega. As much as invega sucks its still 100 times better then psychosis or cotards syndrome
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I enjoyed my psychosis, it was magical.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I enjoyed my psychosis, it was magical.
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Wtf? For me it reminded me exactly of the delirium you experience from taking to much dramamine. It was so shitty id have give my left nut for it to end. I also thought i was dead and in purgatory because of the cotards. For me invega was a way better option then psychosis. If the quack shrink in there had just given me antipsychotics whe i first got in the psych ward id have gotten in and out in a week.

I really don't know how anyone can like psychosis though. It was absolutely terrifying for me. It was nothing like tripping on psychedelics at all for me it was very much like delirium. Odly enough after tripping on shrooms agai i am much less scared of going psychotic again. I think if i can handle a 1/8th of albino avery shrooms no problem then i probably wont go psychotic again. I will never stop taking my meds though if i can help it at all
 
paranoid android said:
Wtf? For me it reminded me exactly of the delirium you experience from taking to much dramamine. It was so shitty id have give my left nut for it to end. I also thought i was dead and in purgatory because of the cotards. For me invega was a way better option then psychosis. If the quack shrink in there had just given me antipsychotics whe i first got in the psych ward id have gotten in and out in a week.

I really don't know how anyone can like psychosis though. It was absolutely terrifying for me. It was nothing like tripping on psychedelics at all for me it was very much like delirium. Odly enough after tripping on shrooms agai i am much less scared of going psychotic again. I think if i can handle a 1/8th of albino avery shrooms no problem then i probably wont go psychotic again. I will never stop taking my meds though if i can help it at all
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We are talking on different types of psychosis here.
My psychosis was caused by something else. Kundalini awakening actually.
It was nothing bad at all.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
We are talking on different types of psychosis here.
My psychosis was caused by something else. Kundalini awakening actually.
It was nothing bad at all.
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Ya mine was no awakening mine was straight up psychosis that i didnt even remember afterwards. It reminded me so much of dramamine that it was scary. I kept thinking that i was in purgatory and sometimes i thought i was just waiting there for when they would actually try to kill me. For abit i thought i had killed someone or something as i thought only someone who was in for murder 1 would be treated so badly.

If they had just given me some zyprexa and clonazepam in beginning id have been out in a week. Instead i got no meds and was thrown in solitary.
 
paranoid android said:
Ya mine was no awakening mine was straight up psychosis that i didnt even remember afterwards. It reminded me so much of dramamine that it was scary. I kept thinking that i was in purgatory and sometimes i thought i was just waiting there for when they would actually try to kill me. For abit i thought i had killed someone or something as i thought only someone who was in for murder 1 would be treated so badly.

If they had just given me some zyprexa and clonazepam in beginning id have been out in a week. Instead i got no meds and was thrown in solitary.
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I don't know how you are able to workout on Zyprexa and be in the best shape of your life.
Antipsychotics, especially Xeplion, turned me into the weakest version of myself, almost a pussy, weak and restless.
Took my desire, drive and motivation away, how can you workout like that?
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I don't know how you are able to workout on Zyprexa and be in the best shape of your life.
Antipsychotics, especially Xeplion, turned me into the weakest version of myself, almost a pussy, weak and restless.
Took my desire, drive and motivation away, how can you workout like that?
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Zyprexa is not xeplion or invega. I had absolutely no desire to work out ether on invega or abilify. But i found i had way more energy when i switched from latuda to zyprexa as i no ,longer had akathisia and shit which the horrible latuda gave me. I knew zyprexa could cause weight gain so i decided to get out ahead of the ball so to speak and started lifting weights the same day i went on zyprexa. That was back in January of 2023 and since then i have gone from 170lbs to 200lbs as i put on 30lbs of muscle in that time. I went from working out with 25lbs dumbbells to working out with 50 and 60lbs dumbbells.

Today july 1st marks the 5th year ive been out of the psych ward actually. When i got out i was 225lbs of total fat ol. I was in horrible shape. However once i got switched to latuda i lost the weight pretty quickly and dropped down to a rather skinny 170lbs. Now after a year and a half of lifting weights i am 200lbs of mostly muscle and in the best shape of my life. I don't know why it's hard for some people to believe that you can actually get in shape on zyprexa as i now have more energy then i have in a long time. The zyprexa doesent give me any sedation unless i take a higher dose then im prescribed.

So in short in 5 years in went from being 225lbs to 170lbs to 200lbs. Christian bale should play me in s movie lol.
 
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I found myself forced to inject Invega 50mg because I was starting to become delirious, and with crazy ideas. If I'm delirious at work, it's a total shame.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
so sorry for your loss. Its good you have the ability to cry. Some of us including me have fully lost our emotions and I even went to two funerals since being injected and showed 0 emotion
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If you keep thinking you fully lost your emotions, it's less likely you'll recover them. They're still there, push into them whenever you feel just a tiny bit.
 
Side effects
it acts on the intestine and can cause diarrhea or constipation, depending on each person's sensitivity; it can cause dizziness - get up slowly and be careful before driving; it can cause insomnia or difficulty falling asleep. (in your place I would not take any medication)
 
KlexorFR said:
I found myself forced to inject Invega 50mg because I was starting to become delirious, and with crazy ideas. If I'm delirious at work, it's a total shame.
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If i needed a fast acting antipsychotic i would go with zyprexa injection. You can get the one that only lasts about 24 hours then you would be ok to take the zyprexa zydis or the regular pills.

I oce gave myself a injection of thorazine when i was suffering l bad opiate wd's and kinda fucked up as a result. I have to say it wasent that unpleasant but i had lots of benzos with it. I believe i gave myself a injection of ativan at the same time as i also had some 4mg ativan ampules with the thorazine ampule
 
paranoid android said:
If i needed a fast acting antipsychotic i would go with zyprexa injection. You can get the one that only lasts about 24 hours then you would be ok to take the zyprexa zydis or the regular pills.

I oce gave myself a injection of thorazine when i was suffering l bad opiate wd's and kinda fucked up as a result. I have to say it wasent that unpleasant but i had lots of benzos with it. I believe i gave myself a injection of ativan at the same time as i also had some 4mg ativan ampules with the thorazine ampule
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bro how are u so resilient to these drugs? they absolutely destroyed me
 
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