• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

Status
Not open for further replies.
when I have recovered from all this shit inchallah I will return to a healthy life of sport and a good diet and no drugs or alcohol for my precious brain or maybe a glass of wine from time to time while eating
 
What if we all extremaly abandoned emotionally and that's where all the trauma and problems come from that wreak havoc on our psyche giving us psychosomatic issues. As i said before with healthy loving parents these injections aint shit to me. Its the trauma combo that fucks me up!!!!
 
Last edited:
Imagine coming back three times after the most traumatising and dehumanising experience of your life that gave you REAL suicidal thoughts and your mother and father acting like nothing happened. How im suppose to not suffer fuck
 
Youwillrecover said:
What if we all extremaly abandoned emotionally and that's where all the trauma and problems come from that wreak havoc on our psyche giving us psychosomatic issues. As i said before with healthy loving parents these injections aint shit to me. Its the trauma combo that fucks me up!!!!
Click to expand...
Do they fuck you up? Yes but i would be chilling and just waiting for recovery with kind empathetic parents. Their behavior towards this situation gives me ptsd
 
Youwillrecover said:
Do they fuck you up? Yes but i would be chilling and just waiting for recovery with kind empathetic parents. Their behavior towards this situation gives me ptsd
Click to expand...
take your brother studio if you have money saved or a shared apartment and live your life the way you want my brother and cut ties with them do your family life work project etc.
 
fenec said:
take your brother studio if you have money saved or a shared apartment and live your life the way you want my brother and cut ties with them do your family life work project etc.
Click to expand...
I admit I need my freedom I can't stay at home but parents I would even prefer to sleep in my car at some point
 
“By one simple decision, the impossible becomes possible because the lead sinkers that were attached to the cork have been released and now the cork effortlessly rises because of the density and power of the field. Thus, one can let go of the egoistic illusion that spiritual progress is difficult and that one has to do it all alone. On the contrary, illusions of lack disappear and powerful energies now help to sustain one's progress, which is now accompanied by the pleasure of increased self-esteem, and the world magically begins to appear to be a friendly and helpful place. The brains neurochemistry changes in a positive direction, and like a butterfly out of a cocoon, the etheric brain springs forth as a consequence of the onset of the flow of spiritual (i.e., kundalini) energy, and the experience of life and the self in the world begins to transform.”

TvF p.251&253 By genius and mystic Dr David Hawkins
 
Youwillrecover said:
“By one simple decision, the impossible becomes possible because the lead sinkers that were attached to the cork have been released and now the cork effortlessly rises because of the density and power of the field. Thus, one can let go of the egoistic illusion that spiritual progress is difficult and that one has to do it all alone. On the contrary, illusions of lack disappear and powerful energies now help to sustain one's progress, which is now accompanied by the pleasure of increased self-esteem, and the world magically begins to appear to be a friendly and helpful place. The brains neurochemistry changes in a positive direction, and like a butterfly out of a cocoon, the etheric brain springs forth as a consequence of the onset of the flow of spiritual (i.e., kundalini) energy, and the experience of life and the self in the world begins to transform.”

TvF p.251&253 By genius and mystic Dr David Hawkins
Click to expand...
As long as I don't find desire or libido again, I no longer masturbate
 
evandao said:
Im wondering if the psychosis symptoms came after smoking or did it come up after stressful events months after or something like that.
Click to expand...
Stress and grief definitely played a role. I lost my job and my cat died in march and I started showing symptoms of psychosis cuz my family said i was cancelling bank accounts and car insurance then I smoked soo much highly concentrated weed which made the psychosis worse but yeah i had psychosis before weed but i just blame weed .
 
Hey guys!!!
So I posted at 9 months off and i totally forgot about you guys. This is 11 months off loading doses 234 and 156 mg.

I am recovered 100%

I was like 65% at 9 months.

Alot has happened i went into mania then psychosis ended up in a psych ward stopped the meds ended up in another psych ward currently on an lro.

Im on 10 mg olanzapine and 900 mg lithium. It sucks but its NOtHING compared to invega sustenna. If you guys can go thru invega sustenna being on antipsychotics when ur recovered is like cake lmao. FUCK INVEGA!!!!!

So what helped me was working 6 days a week. And hiking on my weekend day lol. Gradually increasing exercise. Be as healthy as you can be.

I found out the only emotions i had were anger stress and anxiety and that was the only way i could get energy which working fast food will do for you. Litterally work was the only way i could feel something. Anyway im busy with life so im done with this post life feels so great after it being taken away for 11 months.
 
kongoman said:
DUde I think its the most comented forum in BL. Im sure. When you push to find new threads it always appear.
Why do you get this shit? Are you obligated to take it? Im sorry for all of you that have gotten this fuckin bitch. Ive been in psychward for two weeks and had risperidone high doses oral and it was shity. I had a maniac state psychotic episode and was for 6 month very bad.
Click to expand...
I was forced to take injections twice.
First Xeplion and then Clopixol lately.
Now I'm almost 2 months off.
 
invegafuckedmeupmeow said:
Hey guys!!!
So I posted at 9 months off and i totally forgot about you guys. This is 11 months off loading doses 234 and 156 mg.

I am recovered 100%

I was like 65% at 9 months.

Alot has happened i went into mania then psychosis ended up in a psych ward stopped the meds ended up in another psych ward currently on an lro.

Im on 10 mg olanzapine and 900 mg lithium. It sucks but its NOtHING compared to invega sustenna. If you guys can go thru invega sustenna being on antipsychotics when ur recovered is like cake lmao. FUCK INVEGA!!!!!

So what helped me was working 6 days a week. And hiking on my weekend day lol. Gradually increasing exercise. Be as healthy as you can be.

I found out the only emotions i had were anger stress and anxiety and that was the only way i could get energy which working fast food will do for you. Litterally work was the only way i could feel something. Anyway im busy with life so im done with this post life feels so great after it being taken away for 11 months.
Click to expand...
How you recovered 100% if you still taking meds? be accurate brother.
 
You know what's funny ? My doctor asked me if I wanted to try Invega yesterday and I said no, But I did ask to be switched from Clozapine to Olanzapine because I'm sick of running out of Clozapine all the time. Clozapine comes with too many regulations. If you don't get your lab work done you can't get your Clozapine filled. It's been so annoying.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top