DutchMyrthe
Greenlighter
Hello! Thought I'd introduce myself while exploring bluelight.
My name is Myrthe, I am 32 years old, and I live in the Netherlands (which also means that English isn't my first language so sorry if I make any mistakes lol).
First time I used drugs was when I was 19, I tried coke and speed. I did it both one time and didn't think much of it (I now think I actually took too little back then to really "feel" anything).
Since I was about 28 I started smoking weed and eventually smoked a joint every night before bed. I have now reduced smoking weed to about once a week.
A few years ago I made some new friends who regularly use hard drugs (at parties)and since then I use them every now and then as well.
Drugs I have used so far are:
Speed
Coke
Weed
3-MMC
2-MMC
XTC
MDMA (powder)
6-APB
Magic Shroomz
Metizolam
4-MPD
As you can see I've tried quite some RC's, mostly because I'm curious and it's convenient haha.
My drug of choice would be 3-MMC because of the the entactogenic effect. I'm quite talkative as is, also when I'm sober. But with 3-MMC I just have a bit more self confidence and feel more at ease dancing etc.
I usually use hard drugs/rc's about once per month. Sometimes while going out with friends, sometimes at festivals but also sometimes just at home having a beer and chatting. I never use drugs when I'm alone, except for weed.
I like to think I'm a fairly responsible user, since I never order more than 1 gram at a time. Because once I start using, the cravings are real and I have no self control haha. If I would order 3 grams for example, I'm afraid I would go on a bender.
After a night of using drugs I usually also don't feel like using again until a few weeks later.
Anyway I have already written down way too much (yes I had 2-MMC earlier this night lol). If you have any further questions, please ask!
P.S: is there a general topic to ask questions? For example I would like to know if 4-MPD works heavy on your serotonin but I don't want to make a whole new topic for it. Thanks in advance!
My name is Myrthe, I am 32 years old, and I live in the Netherlands (which also means that English isn't my first language so sorry if I make any mistakes lol).
First time I used drugs was when I was 19, I tried coke and speed. I did it both one time and didn't think much of it (I now think I actually took too little back then to really "feel" anything).
Since I was about 28 I started smoking weed and eventually smoked a joint every night before bed. I have now reduced smoking weed to about once a week.
A few years ago I made some new friends who regularly use hard drugs (at parties)and since then I use them every now and then as well.
Drugs I have used so far are:
Speed
Coke
Weed
3-MMC
2-MMC
XTC
MDMA (powder)
6-APB
Magic Shroomz
Metizolam
4-MPD
As you can see I've tried quite some RC's, mostly because I'm curious and it's convenient haha.
My drug of choice would be 3-MMC because of the the entactogenic effect. I'm quite talkative as is, also when I'm sober. But with 3-MMC I just have a bit more self confidence and feel more at ease dancing etc.
I usually use hard drugs/rc's about once per month. Sometimes while going out with friends, sometimes at festivals but also sometimes just at home having a beer and chatting. I never use drugs when I'm alone, except for weed.
I like to think I'm a fairly responsible user, since I never order more than 1 gram at a time. Because once I start using, the cravings are real and I have no self control haha. If I would order 3 grams for example, I'm afraid I would go on a bender.
After a night of using drugs I usually also don't feel like using again until a few weeks later.
Anyway I have already written down way too much (yes I had 2-MMC earlier this night lol). If you have any further questions, please ask!
P.S: is there a general topic to ask questions? For example I would like to know if 4-MPD works heavy on your serotonin but I don't want to make a whole new topic for it. Thanks in advance!