🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 Drug Culture *Social* v. Cultural Learnings for the Benefit of Bluelightistan

[opiiumdiet]

Man, molly is one thing but don't get back on meth if you can avoid it. That life sucks. I've been there, both in meth addiction and hiding shit at sober living. I just got back from one and I've been to many. This is the first time I did it mostly straight. The only thing I took towards the end was kratom (in my defense I had broken and dislocated three bones in my ankle and they didn't allow me to use oxycodone there)...

Not trying to preach but man if you gotta use you don't have to dive straight into meth. There are better alternatives. When I was in my last sober living, I snuck in kava, phenibut, cyclazodone (since you like stimulants), tianeptine, and kratom. Stuff like that will keep you feeling well enough, it's not meth but dude if you wanna get high go that route.

I know the meth allure all too well, but it is a hellish drug straight from the pits of hell tbh. I have two mda pills sitting upstairs right now, can't even take em cause I'm on Prozac. And I've been using some benzos and of course lots of pain meds due to my injury and surgery, so "technically" I've relapsed, but I'll tell you my life is so much better when not getting into my drugs of choice (cocaine, alcohol, meth)

I definitely don't plan on diving straight into meth, especially not back into daily usage. I just know myself I guess is more what I meant . I should probably avoid my DOCs like the plague, but I still hold that feeling that I'm not "done yet." Done for now, but maybe not tomorrow, yk?
I've been looking into phenibut for a few months now, but I'm not sure where to get it. I've heard of cyclazodone but I've never looked into it. I'll probably get into research for it today since I don't have anything to do until 3.

And yeah, it's definitely a drug straight from the pits. It's a beautiful yet so ugly substance, and thats what makes it so demonic. It's like a succubus

edit: about the kratom/benzos, we call those "freelapses" here lmfao. Thats ually only if you intend to/end up abusing them, like when i broke my wrist pre-SL and used that as an excuse to get back on prescription opiates.
imo if youre using them as prescribed/as would be prescribed, its not a relapse. I tend to think thats a subjective term though, cause i don't agree with the 12-step idea of "complete abstinence or youve relapsed completely." Ive known a few people who've gone balls to the wall because they smoked a little weed, and knew it they'd have to completely re-establish over it

 

[LucidSDreamr]

God I want to abuse this mountain of Valium I have so fucking badly but I have gone years without becoming dependent on it and have to really limit it to 1X per week

 

[The Holy Quadruplty]

Hey everyone, yes I'm back, and also posted real pictures of me to my account. Everyone who knows ima music artist, but curious which artist I am since I've never told until now (I'mCMilli, and i was the first artistwith thzt name ever! Yea that was until i dropped my musicvideo withfamousrapper DJ UNK, and got about 80 thousand views on it on YouTube.). There was one person I told, and mostly because it had to do with my very close friend/the legit prince of pop music Aaron Carter passing.

Idk if yall remember Aaron, or not, but I got clips of him, and I on my Instagram which I will also share if anyone wants me to. I go live almost everyday on Instagram, and got 11.2k followers! Ima full time live streamer nowadays is why I'm saying that. Sorry I'm trippin rn/sedated asf, and pretty stimulated at the same time. Speedball effects if you will from my usual drug combinations. (Medicine combinations as I'd like to call it). Lol

 

[Tryptamino]

Hey all - I can’t quite remember if anyone i see in this chat was around when I was a regular/mod for DC, but I’m in a familiar spot of being a lil geeked and wanting to say hi and see if any of the old pals are still here

I feel like ive probably said this in a few threads now but I bought some fake adderalls and now am like fully tweaking somehow - which I haven’t done since I had just started using this website lol - i’m too old for meth, i tolerate regular adderall, dexedrine, vyvanse etc very well but this shit has a mean half life that I forgot about. Thank god for xanax or i’d be strugglin rn.

 

[deficiT]

Hey all - I can’t quite remember if anyone i see in this chat was around when I was a regular/mod for DC, but I’m in a familiar spot of being a lil geeked and wanting to say hi and see if any of the old pals are still here

I feel like ive probably said this in a few threads now but I bought some fake adderalls and now am like fully tweaking somehow - which I haven’t done since I had just started using this website lol - i’m too old for meth, i tolerate regular adderall, dexedrine, vyvanse etc very well but this shit has a mean half life that I forgot about. Thank god for xanax or i’d be strugglin rn.

I remember seeing your name around a bit while I lurked... But yeah back in those days I mostly just lurked I didn't really post

 

[Felonious Monk]

Hey all - I can’t quite remember if anyone i see in this chat was around when I was a regular/mod for DC, but I’m in a familiar spot of being a lil geeked and wanting to say hi and see if any of the old pals are still here

I feel like ive probably said this in a few threads now but I bought some fake adderalls and now am like fully tweaking somehow - which I haven’t done since I had just started using this website lol - i’m too old for meth, i tolerate regular adderall, dexedrine, vyvanse etc very well but this shit has a mean half life that I forgot about. Thank god for xanax or i’d be strugglin rn.

Hey, what's up man! I'm not on much anymore either. Good to see your name pop up. Things have been going pretty well lately, I can't complain. Still on the same drugs.

 

[Methamphetanonymous]

Had about 30mg. Smoked it off way to quick... alright.

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

I think I have enough drugs for months in my stash or scheduled to arrive soon.. but I probably spooked most of my contacts by now. That's so painful, pathetic and a desaster as my main drive for even wanting drugs is just plain loneliness and boredom. ..
I don't know where to put this sadness anymore really...

 

[LucidSDreamr]

If you use drugs you will probably think this is orettt funny , I did

 

[LucidSDreamr]

my main drive for even wanting drugs is just plain loneliness and boredom. ..

Ah wait till the even worse consequences come. Lonliness and boredom will be put into perspective.

But boredom is a temptation I won’t lie. Not so much boredom but a deeper realizations that life is also so pointless and it’s torture to spend time existing

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Ah wait till the even worse consequences come. Lonliness and boredom will be put into perspective.

But boredom is a temptation I won’t lie. Not so much boredom but a deeper realizations that life is also so pointless and it’s torture to spend time existing

I guess I wasn't really honest here. I actually didn't even give the main point... Took me a while to see or whatever the obvious - which is a life situation that's basically causing me to want to run away while I can't - without big sacrifices mainly for my kids. So I don't. And escape in a different way. That's the more correct reasoning here. Now add loneliness and boredom and you got the picture.
As per consequences it's ofc true and I got a few already. Let's see whether I can reach anything like a sustainable balance or not. There's no good solution that I could see at least since I don't want to go back and keep enduring it sober. It's been subjectively more than too much already

 

[I'm-Still-Alive]

I literally can’t wait until next week, I’m going to pick up some coke. I’m feeling so low and burnt out with a lot of things, so a little treat for the first time in a long time feels nice. I don’t want to go crazy, only getting a little bit (1g) but I’m happy about that. Just a little something to look forward to. And I can’t even use it right away, just gonna have it and hold onto it for a little bit till I can.

 

[Shinji Ikari]

Speaking of coke I was visiting London yesterday and over the course of the evening just walking around trying to find a decent chippy 2 people approached me tried asking if I wanted to buy any coke, and 3 if I wanted to buy any weed.

People in London are so friendly.

 

[deficiT]

Speaking of coke I was visiting London yesterday and over the course of the evening just walking around trying to find a decent chippy 2 people approached me tried asking if I wanted to buy any coke, and 3 if I wanted to buy any weed.

People in London are so friendly.

Walking around Baltimore is similar except probably worse I imagine lol. Some areas it's just a lot easier to be a dealer or street person without getting in trouble. Me personally I get approached all the time when walking through the neighborhoods. I guess I probably look the type to be interested in those kind of wares. Usually the people that traffic those areas primarily are drug users anyway.

 

[Shinji Ikari]

Some areas it's just a lot easier to be a dealer or street person without getting in trouble

This is what I didn't get, I was right in the middle of central London lots of families tourists etc still about and these people were NOT being subtle, it's hard to imagine them getting through the night without getting busted.

Maybe they just aren't worried about being arrested or they don't have enough gear on them at any given time to get in serious trouble if they are caught idk.

Tbf I was dressed like I was fresh out of a 90s Oasis concert so maybe I was just giving off vibes.

 

[Shinji Ikari]

Last couple days I've been reading about the man, the legend, the one and only @stuffmonger (RIP). Currently on page 20 of his MDPV thread and it just keeps getting wilder. It reminds me of that old saying you get about cooking frogs, if you try and drop a live frog into a pan of hot water it'll jump out straight away but if you leave it there and slowly heat the water it'll just sit there and cook alive.

Well okay thats a horrible metaphor, but this thread is the same in that the layers of absurdity are layered on so gradually that somehow nobody seems to notice.

I'll have to do some sort of mini write up on this when I'm done reading through it because people need to know about this little slice of internet history.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Scored more than p fucking diddy. LETS GO

 

[VerbalTruist]

Holy shit, where’d the new mod come from? *checks nose*
Reality is in check and nothing is falling out of my nose. So… @Shinji Ikari you real?

 

[Shinji Ikari]

Holy shit, where’d the new mod come from? *checks nose*
Reality is in check and nothing is falling out of my nose. So… @Shinji Ikari you real?

Oh, I didn't realize I'd missed this how rude of me. I hope I hadn't left you thinking I really was a figment of your imagination.

HI!

 

[VerbalTruist]

Oh, I didn't realize I'd missed this how rude of me. I hope I hadn't left you thinking I really was a figment of your imagination.

HI!

Good to have you. So far you seem like a really solid mod.