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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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After 25 months off Paliperidona, many psych drugs and now on Clozapine they are finally going to test my prolactine 😅
 
I'm at a point where I feel like my brain burn could be a serious issue but I'm confused why it gets significantly smaller sometimes. Is it the drug in my system? Most people's brain burn disappears by now
 
Nina2021 said:
After all this damage it's hard to listen a positive opinion on antipsychotics, specially from a staff member.
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What can I say man I've been on like four of them in the past. This is from my personal experience. You have the right to your choices mostly, and so do I. I like this website because I can express my opinions without trying to hurt those of others.
 
AlphaMethylPhenyl said:
What can I say man I've been on like four of them in the past. This is from my personal experience. You have the right to your choices mostly, and so do I. I like this website because I can express my opinions without trying to hurt those of others.
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I didn't have informed consent. They gaslighted me in order to make me get Paliperidona shots. Then they gaslighted my family telling them I had to get used to them and I was getting destroyed with every extra shot.
 
Nina2021 said:
I didn't have informed consent. They gaslighted me in order to make me get Paliperidona shots. Then they gaslighted my family telling them I had to get used to them and I was getting destroyed with every extra shot.
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Not saying that's right at all. I said "mostly". I didn't say that it's always that way. Sorry for your experience.
 
Nina2021 said:
And I say that "mostly" people get Paliperidona shots without informed consent, so there is not a real choice.
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I didnt have much of a choice either but since it was better then cotards syndrome and psychosis i didnt complain. Dont know why they couldnt have just given me some zyprexa instead though. For that matter ive had thorazine before and would take it anyday over invega. Thorazine wasent actually unpleasant but invega is fucking hell
 
bojana said:
Did your Pssd go away
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lmao fuck no. I get windows where I feel improvement though, but then the improvement mostly goes away to come back stronger the next time around. I hope I get a window again soon, I would feel very encouraged if I did because the last one I had was pretty good.

The weird cold zaps in my brain I mentioned have been traveling further down my head and I believe they are a good thing. It's mostly on my left frontal lobe area, but sometimes the right side zaps too. It feels like cold water in my brain. Sometimes I also get sensations similar to when I was high. I don't know what that's about, but it might be good.

I feel like someone is slowly turning up the "emotion" knob on my brain. :) My sister also told me she's going to take me to a Japanese steakhouse I always wanted to go to next week and I actually feel excited for it without forcing the excitement.

I've been building stuff in my game and I also made a simple song in the game today. I was scared I lost my "problem solving" ability and creativity, but it's coming back to me. I felt so "meh" when I was putting down furniture in this build, but now it's really starting to look like my old detail-packed builds. I keep fiddling with decorations and finding new things to add to it just like I used to.

I think I might try to read again. Maybe I'll start with a comic, like I did before I got PSSD. Stand Still, Stay Silent is a webcomic I've been wanting to read for a while.
 
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I feel like my brain‘s coming back too quickly as I’m getting interested in stuff again but still don’t have the energy to bother with anything. Some things that may or may not be helping are coconut water and molasses which is like the only source of fulvic acid I’ve read.
 
Has anyone looked into stem cells.Im using this as my last alternative. It's very sad that we all sit around and let these doctors get away with this. While we are getting sick they are living their lives the way they want. There has to be some accountability at least in my mind.
 
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