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14 hours since my last smoke and that was 1/3rd my normal dose.
I am snorting small lines of Ketamine
Smoking weed and hash also helps
I took some benzos?(2.5mg total alprazolam????
I am not in a state where I could function optimal and without supervising( my girlfried). Hopefully if I don't smoke anything tomorrow it will be better. Ketemanine seems to help, but I need to do work tasks and function properly in society.
I also need Tuesday to go an office full of people
 
Now is 14:25 here I feel like shit m went out in rotterdam with my girlfriend to get weed. But I feel extremely bad. I think I might snort a little. It ketamine(my thought is; anything but heroin)
I still have the bag or heroin on the table, touched. Everytime when I want to take a puff I think that those money could have been spend on my mother's and father's health state.
 
Delivery arrived. My girlfriend handled that.

Apparently we have food now. I am high outside of my mind on xanax and ketemanine
 
bunny22 said:
Delivery arrived. My girlfriend handled that.

Apparently we have food now. I am high outside of my mind on xanax and ketemanine
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Try using anything but the H, and taper down other stuff and never use opiods, recreationally again, just use what use can as comfort meds, but do not abuse. If you can get decent benzos and use with gabapentin till no sickness, then quit the benzos and stay away from opiods, then you can be clean. Life is better sober, and safer. Get off H any if needed taper down on other stuff. No opiods. Use what you know you can handle as comfort meds and be free of all of it. Be very nice to your gf and use her for support and try to use nothing once better. Save money and don't be a slave to H or benzos. They can help but don't trade addictions, use benzos carefully and taper and save money and your future. Best of luck, and please try to be strong.
 
bunny22 said:
Wow...you guys are amazing. My girlfriend too. She s really supportive and has dealt with this shit from the statt(....even finding brown from homeless people for me...)

I have tried calling my gp to recommend me a suboxone or methadone clinic....but he sens me somewhere else to do like hard detox(even from wee). Not to say the 4 weeks waiting list.


I fucked up again....but if it counts...I smoked like 0.03g instead of the usual 0.1-0.15g per smoke( and around 1-2g every

Now I am 8 hours and 48 minutes from my last smoke. I feel like shit. I took 1mg xanax and smoked some weed. I would like to go back to sleep. It s like 8:37 am here and even though I took xanax before sleep, I still sleep like shit)

Tomorrow I won't have to go to work all morning thou. Maybe I can save some xanax and take idk 0.5-1mg when going to work if I still feel like shit?
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yeah man i recommend MAT or another plan of action that’ll work for you. when i used to first detox i’d take xanax and smoke and it always did the trick for me mentally and physically.

you got us here if you got any questions or need any help!
 
bunny22 said:
Delivery arrived. My girlfriend handled that.

Apparently we have food now. I am high outside of my mind on xanax and ketemanine
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ket can help tremendously with opiate withdrawal and can speed up the process of making new neural pathways
 
tokayeahok said:
yeah man i recommend MAT or another plan of action that’ll work for you. when i used to first detox i’d take xanax and smoke and it always did the trick for me mentally and physically.

you got us here if you got any questions or need any help!
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Please elaborate on that. Sorry
High on k and weed. Basically anythings but HEROIN
 
If you can get clean, stay clean and avoid being addicted to any replacement opiods, that would be great, and you recognize your gf's contributions which is good.
 
I smoked .003g heroin......
With all.them drugs the pain was too much to bare and tomorrow I go to the ambassador to get my passport
 
I ate the last xama and smoked like 2 joints. Snorted a bit of keta(afraid of doing moree cuz it fucks with my sleep)
I still have some fents patches forn"urgency" but hopefully tomorrow I ll woke up better....I have nothing to take the edge off except ketamine.....and I get my passport.....onwards....hopefully morning witjdrawql kight be managebale Gonna take 0.5 x x30 strength kratom tooo

Foe rest of the week idk? Ketamine seems lo work but Tuesday I go in the office.
Maybe kratom?
What do you think bout lyrica? Was thinking at either 1 or 3x 600mg lyrica at once to fight off the pains
 
I would really recommend taking some time off work, that was the biggest trigger I found... You are sick, it's not like you are slacking.

Well done though, you're doing well, stay strong
 
Seem to be making a recovery from Fridays food poisoning now. Plenty of fibre. Rest. Hot water bottles. Had some diazepam which after researching helps gastrointenstial problems.

Dog who is on her period sneaked out her nappy and bled all over my bed - full story in EADD gibberings or the Abyss in The lounge, worth a read for amusememt purposes.

Hot water bottle. Rest. Fibre and diazepam seems to work. Also green tea, hot water, lemon juice and honey seems to also help. Whether its food poisoning or K cramps these will help. I did my research.
 
Soo . . . gabapentin made me pissy and the kratom calms it down a bit. I don't do much kratom now though . . . . . . . but the little bit that I did do today was

. . . because I couldn't make it through the day today without it !! ☀️

I sure gotta love that kratom !! <3
 
Well had an early night last night. Up since 5.30, managed to do an hour stretching and some meditation before i hit a legs workout and 90minute jog.

Muscle definition seems to be coming on loads. Here's a bicep picture, no pump either when it was taken. Looking quite ripped and muscular atm for only weighing 79kg

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Morning peoples.

Up early since 5.30am with the dog here again. Stormy weather once more.

Was in bed out for the count stoned on some nice hash. Currently just on the exercise bike trying to get an hours session in as the weather outside is so bad doubt I'll get out much today and need to burn off last nights cheese toasties lol.

Acheived a casual 90minutes in the end
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Not going at full pace but did 25k in that time
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And burnt 380 cals. So surely last nights sin of cheese on toast is redeemed 😂
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