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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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invegafuckedmeupmeow said:
Have any of you guys tried a neuropsychiatrist
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Anything with the word psychiatry in it's not a good thing. Neuro psychiatrists can't help us.They will just prescribe med after med after med and get you worse.We have to heal our brains and endocrine system...plain and simple.That is what got repressed.I am pursuing stem cell treatment.This seems like my only option at this point.I have done extensive research on it (in amatuer terms) and I am going to do either large doses of mesychamal and or exosomes.
 
I hate crying everyday knowing I have 4 children and my time here's very limited.This drug took my life from me.I had a whole life to look forward too.Ill never see my little girls get married.Ill never see my son graduate from college and see him become a father.This cock sucker doctor!!!!!!! is gonna fuckimg pay dearly!!!!
 
InvegaAnon said:
Sometimes I worry I've been completely wiped away. If anyone who is recovered sees this and wants to talk to me, please feel free to message me. I still don't feel like myself and I don't think like myself. I was unique, interesting and fast to grasp concepts and connect ideas. I was very big-picture, contextual. I feel stupid most of the time.

If you want to quote this with doomsaying, fuck off fuck off fuck off! DON'T.
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i thought you said your mental sharpness is back?
 
Hey guys please dont be too harsh on my i am telling the truth..
I have had psychotic issues cause of meds they gave me when i had fever..i then got a shot invega sustenna and never lost the side effects from it like anxiety... i am afraid i will end up in a shelter cause i cant take care of myself very well... i have an assistant and because of this invega induced anxiety i cant leave the house by myself... i know some ppl dont believe me cause its been 8 years since i have been in the shots...i am honest it has ruined my life... a lot ppl said to me the anxiety cant come from invega cause it left my System.... i know a guy that suffers from the same anxiety and he has been off for 5 years... permanent damages exist and i am very sad cause of it....
 
Im so fucking scared this is permanent im at 6 months and anhedonia is FULL. Im getting energy back tho? But not 100%.
I called the crisis line last night and they hung up on me. I have been searching bluelight and looking at profiles and it seems like the majority dont recover their emotions. Ive seen alot of ppl online not recover.
I am so mad!
Nobody in my life belives me about this!
Im so angry my parents did this to me!
I miss life!!!
Are we going to recover 100% or is this permanent? Bc it seems more likely than not that its permanent.
 
invegafuckedmeupmeow said:
Im so fucking scared this is permanent im at 6 months and anhedonia is FULL. Im getting energy back tho? But not 100%.
I called the crisis line last night and they hung up on me. I have been searching bluelight and looking at profiles and it seems like the majority dont recover their emotions. Ive seen alot of ppl online not recover.
I am so mad!
Nobody in my life belives me about this!
Im so angry my parents did this to me!
I miss life!!!
Are we going to recover 100% or is this permanent? Bc it seems more likely than not that its permanent.
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For me, I didn't recover fully either.
Now I'm on another drug and my life is shitty.
 
i think im gonna stop coming to this shit forum other than each month updates from now on hopefully i can do it, month 7, music has improved and i can use social media more now, 2 months ago i had improvement where weed gave me euphoria similar to before just kinda weaker, same experience tho at first it made me feel brain dead
 
Eryximachus said:
I did not say that did not have side effects. Weight gain and metabolic side effects are well known.

But that is a small price to pay if it means you can hold down a job.

Are you able to meet your responsibilities in life? Like hold down a job? Pay your rent? Take care of your family?
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I couldn't work, focus, or even sit still on invega, but I have no problem doing everything you listed off of it.

The side effects of antipsychotics can be literally debilitating. Don't downplay them.
 
bowandsparrow said:
I couldn't work, focus, or even sit still on invega, but I have no problem doing everything you listed off of it.

The side effects of antipsychotics can be literally debilitating. Don't downplay them.
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I've taken Seroquel for most of the past 7 years, though it is the only antipsychotic I have taken.
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
i think im gonna stop coming to this shit forum other than each month updates from now on hopefully i can do it, month 7, music has improved and i can use social media more now, 2 months ago i had improvement where weed gave me euphoria similar to before just kinda weaker, same experience tho at first it made me feel brain dead
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Come on man, don't call it a shit forum. No need to be that hostile. This is one of the only places left where real discourse about drugs can take place. A lot of good people here.
 
Eryximachus said:
I've taken Seroquel for most of the past 7 years, though it is the only antipsychotic I have taken.
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Seroquel is so different than invega and risperidone it's night and day. If I ever have another psychotic episode it's going to be my go-to. But yeah, if you don't have lived experience with invega, you should really be listening to the people posting about theirs. It's messed up a lot of lives, and it takes forever to start getting back to normal.
 
The truth of the matter is is that our endocrine systems are all fucked up, which resulted in our dopamine receptors being suppressed. It's called the hp axis. I'm starting stem cell therapy immediately. So they can rejuvenate these areas or at least help them out recover. I wish we could all have the psychiatrist. Who did this to us in front of us. I pray for their soul. It will be a very Is rough day for them.
 
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