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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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I think that I have a hernia in my bellybutton now because of antipsychotics because I overate and gained alot of weight. I'd need surgery for it. It hurt sometimes when working out. There's a normal mesh surgery but there might be alot of complications with that, I went to this plastic surgeon for a consultation before who has this special surgery where they use pig mesh and it disolves after 6 months but it's alot more expensive. You can get a medical credit card though and do it that way.
 
paranoid android said:
How i saw people being treated in the psych ward made me sick. I saw people getting ECT in there and other like myself where getting forced injections. Also alot of people in there where in wd from various drugs and some shrinks in there like mine don't give out any wd meds. I didnt even get tylenol or loperamide ffs

The whole experience of dealing with the psych ward made me sick. Instead of getting actual help you are locked up against your will often with no medical care really as well. I had lots of attacks of trigeminal neuralgia in there as well as panic attacks from the morphine and clonaz wd and got nothing for it. Alot of what i saw in there was due to shrinks being lazy and just useless. Like people getting ECT which was the most depressing thing i saw in there. The people who got ECT where usually people who everyone had given up on and i guess you could call them the wretched of the earth so to speak. One guy i know had ect and he started forgetting everything cause his brain was fucked. I don't know why shrinks think it's a good idea to shock people with electricity but alternative treatments for depression like ketamine, psychedelics or stimulants are seen as bad.

Thankfully i managed to find a decent shrink in there but i didnt know you could even get a new shrink in there until me and my brother and another patient ended up in a huge fight and a nurse told my brother that with enough complaining we could get a new shrink. He gave me invega at first which as shitty as it was was better then psychosis and cotards syndrome. That should give you a idea as to how bad cotards syndrome and psychosis are. Then he switched me to abilify and after about a year of being outside and felt like i could actually complain about side effects he gave me latuda. That turned out to cause akathisia so i then got switched to zyprexa which im still on and works great with no real side effects for me.

Fuck the psych ward and fuck 99% of the people that work in them as well. I saw alot of favoritism in there by the nurses and petty power trips such as them trying to get us to stop smoking cigs and weed in there.
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Can you contact me and reassure me i will recover 100%. Each day im leaning more into suicide. I just had 3 olanzapine injections
 
Dre87 said:
Were these voluntary or court ordered? Get off of those injections man.
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Involuntary hospitalization after narcissistic abusive parents got scared of me openly talking about the abuse so they tryed to infantilise me control me lower my self esteem i reacted with anger and it was enough to hospitalize me. 3 forced injections in hospital. They would put me on cto but its not legal in Poland here
 
I spoke to a young man yesterday who had severe SSRI and Benzo damage.Very similar to mine. He has healed quite a bit in the last eight months from stem cell therapy. Almost gained all of his sexual function back and hormone function is coming back.
 
Mucky said:
Hello there brother , just wanted to say that I am suffering the same hell as you my friend you are not alone … I’m afraid it may take you a long time to recover so be prepared for a battle but nearly everyone recovers …. I am 1 year off from last injection and I am still extremely bad …. Maybe not quite as bad as I was at first so I have to keep going and try to have hope … please message me if you want don’t suffer in silence
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Thank you dare, it's been 36 days now, I me feeling little improvements, I can enjoy much music again, I have more focus, I can understand and analyze shows like news, I can enjoy eating food again, small improvements but it feels good, I me able to conversate properly and feel pleasure when smoking. The effect of the injection comes and goes like waves. I maintain hope.
How are you doing? And how many injections, you've been on ?
Thx brother
 
I'm back to injections again, this time 150mg of Clopixol. At least I don't get restlessness from it, but I'm dying to get off of it.
I'm on forced treatment again and it will last at least 10 months from now.
Then, I'll have to wait once again for recovery, life sucks right now. I have anhedonia, so that means no joy from any activity etc. No wonder people commit suicide.
I have no other options but to wait for that forced treatment to be lifted.
Everything in life is temporary I guess.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I'm back to injections again, this time 150mg of Clopixol. At least I don't get restlessness from it, but I'm dying to get off of it.
I'm on forced treatment again and it will last at least 10 months from now.
Then, I'll have to wait once again for recovery, life sucks right now. I have anhedonia, so that means no joy from any activity etc. No wonder people commit suicide.
I have no other options but to wait for that forced treatment to be lifted.
Everything in life is temporary I guess.
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Try to just live somewhere else in the same city or do you live with your parents? If so just get them to tell them that you ran off somewhere and cops might not even stop by your house.
 
Dre87 said:
Try to just live somewhere else in the same city or do you live with your parents? If so just get them to tell them that you ran off somewhere and cops might not even stop by your house.
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I thought of living abroad, like in Europe and switch between countries once my visa is about to expire.
Georgia let you stay up to a year there.
But I won't do that apparently.
I live with my father.
 
is it possible that st johns wort made my sexual dysfunction works its a mild ssri it says it doesnt but some websites say it does this is making me lose hope i took it for months to remove the poison from my body
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
is it possible that st johns wort made my sexual dysfunction works its a mild ssri it says it doesnt but some websites say it does this is making me lose hope i took it for months to remove the poison from my body
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Not sure I haven’t really heard a lot about it of it causing that but you could try Panax ginseng and maca as supplements for sexual dysfunction
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I thought of living abroad, like in Europe and switch between countries once my visa is about to expire.
Georgia let you stay up to a year there.
But I won't do that apparently.
I live with my father.
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What country are you in? Are you talking about Georgia the former Soviet country?
 
I wonder if there's statistics saying that most people who've been on the one year of court ordered treatment kill themselves later on. This is some sick rap..

 
Nina2021 said:
Remember my question... Somebody who has been checking BL more than me maybe knows the answer.
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There’s a list somewhere of people who recovered and how many shots they took with the length of recovery time… I’ll see if I can find it for ya
 
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