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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Serhat said:
Hey man why did you get 5 shots, what was your diagnoses whats your story?
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i started doing porn in 3rd grade up until 9th grade. gave me alot of problems (alot) then covid hit started doing porn every single day! not a single day off then i just became paronoid and delusional badlyyyyyyyyyyy it was sooo bad id act normal too but its like it was in the back of my head thing porn distroyed my brain

I wish I could have been given a fucking book! I wish i can go back in time and change alot of shit
I wonder what my life would be like if i never busted a single nut and i think "elon musk"
 
Hi, I ve been treated with lithium and tegretol for 15 years, I believe I me spiritualy gifted and it has been confirmed by so many circumstances and people, 4 months ago I've been involved in a accident, 2 months later u started having anxiety and hard-core panic attacks, my mom brought to a new psychiatrist and we decided to have invega shots, I had two. I me one month off now.
At the second shot it's like eveything alive have been shut down, my taughts, my emotions, anehdonia, I feel nothing in nothing. Can't feel my sexual energy, lost partialy connection with the spiritual realm, I feel like those two shots robbed me from who I be! No personality, no desires, I spend the entire days laying down watching the roof or the TV and smoking, that's all I want to do.
Seeing recovery stories on this site reconforts, but thinking that it would take months or years to recover is hurting, can't imagine spending a year or two like this...
Thank you for reading, and also for sharing you experiences, it was my story
Thx
 
Serhat said:
Hey man why do you think you have TD what are your symptoms is it lip smacking, facial movements bad?
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Yeah I have facial movements and making faces unintentionally like grimacing and eyebrow raising, my lips move and twitch, my nose twitches, my fingers and limbs twitch. My face feels uncomfortable, like I need to move it all the time. When I was trying to sleep the other day I was woken up by my arm swinging and nearly hitting my face. It’s stuff that has never happened before, and it’s constant.
 
LookingforHope1 said:
Yeah I have facial movements and making faces unintentionally like grimacing and eyebrow raising, my lips move and twitch, my nose twitches, my fingers and limbs twitch. My face feels uncomfortable, like I need to move it all the time. When I was trying to sleep the other day I was woken up by my arm swinging and nearly hitting my face. It’s stuff that has never happened before, and it’s constant.
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Yeah I can relate to you man I’ve been having the same issues and one time I woke or with my arms up in front of me stuck and numb. It was weird asf but recently it’s been just twitching and muscle spasms. Like recently I’ve been twitching around my stomach area. And I’ve been almost 5 months off 2 shots and cold Turkey from a week and a half worth of pills. So I’m sure it’ll get better around 6-8 months.
 
Hey guys, long time no see. Long story short, I have been off invega since March 2023. But I fucked up and relapsed so they put me on some pills and I have to take blood tests every week to prove that I’m taking my perscription. I feel fine most days this stuff is not as brutal as invega/xeplion. But I still have limpdick and can’t feel substances as my main issues. I’m writing this post because I’m really freaking out as to whether some of this is permanent or very long lasting. I feel like screaming off the top of my lungs. Can anybody give me any assurances my life is not over????
 
Baddream said:
Hey guys, long time no see. Long story short, I have been off invega since March 2023. But I fucked up and relapsed so they put me on some pills and I have to take blood tests every week to prove that I’m taking my perscription. I feel fine most days this stuff is not as brutal as invega/xeplion. But I still have limpdick and can’t feel substances as my main issues. I’m writing this post because I’m really freaking out as to whether some of this is permanent or very long lasting. I feel like screaming off the top of my lungs. Can anybody give me any assurances my life is not over????
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leave the area now live in a slum if you have to its worth it
 
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Baddream said:
Hey guys, long time no see. Long story short, I have been off invega since March 2023. But I fucked up and relapsed so they put me on some pills and I have to take blood tests every week to prove that I’m taking my perscription. I feel fine most days this stuff is not as brutal as invega/xeplion. But I still have limpdick and can’t feel substances as my main issues. I’m writing this post because I’m really freaking out as to whether some of this is permanent or very long lasting. I feel like screaming off the top of my lungs. Can anybody give me any assurances my life is not over????
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Hey ! I’m so sorry to hear all of this. I don’t know how to determine if something is permanent there’s always hope for recovery though . Hang in there. Your life is not over
 
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I feel like shit my dick is numb my feelings are noneexistenit I can’t feel alcohol or even coke I’m not a drug addict just sayin nothing works this is crazy
 
this is for everyone: 1 picture is worth 1000 words and 1 video is worth a billion pictures
witch is the root cause of all mental health illnessess
 
nohope said:
i dont know how to carry on, i cant do this.
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at month 12 you will feel sugnificently better but you will have anhedonia witch is the the lack of pleasure when enjoyed
becuse the receptors become blocked for so long your receptores need to to recycle and repair
i just came out of a deep depression 10 min ago still feel like shit but its a sign that my receptors are not coming back but recycling back and being repaired
 
Serhat said:
Yes you can man, as days and weeks go by it gets easier, trust in the process man as long as you dont take any AP and you are stable. You'll recover man keep at it, I took 10 shots I survived this shit, so will you man.
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you say you are recovered but if i gave you meth would you experence it like every other person that hasnt taken this medication
 
I've narrowed everything down too 3 companies now for stem cell treatment. They all seem to be very interested and cutting edge. I shouldn't have to go through this but unfortunately it is what it is. They are all talking about injecting stem cells so they can repair the part of the brain that show on my mri as damaged.
 
Serhat said:
Yes you can man, as days and weeks go by it gets easier, trust in the process man as long as you dont take any AP and you are stable. You'll recover man keep at it, I took 10 shots I survived this shit, so will you man.
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you must be just one of the luck ones then that has pulled through, i have been off 11 months and nothing has improved, i only had four injections of that poison, i cant carry on being like this anymore, its complete shit, i cant cope anymore , i cant do this
 
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