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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Nate4268 said:
I'm dealing with a drowning feeling that feels like the emptiness and anhedonia takes over and puts me in a hole along with a hollowness in my chest that makes me feel deprived of anything. These experiences really scare me.
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the extreme anhedonia should go away in a few months then fully go away in a year
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
"healing is a lie" just shut up stop fucking saying that shit over and over no one gives a fuck if you think healing is a lie because it isn't true you and others similar to you are causing people on here to commit suicide but of course you don't give a fuck and you will keep spreading hopelessness to make others commit suicide we don't need you on here because the only thing you come on here to do is spread hopelessness to make people commit suicide other people who didn't recover aren't like you only coming here to spread hopelessness and make people kill themselves faster please just SHUT UP im tired of your bullshit you and people like you make mine and other peoples lives more hell by making us lose hope when we are trying to recover we dont need that shit here!
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I'm sorry you feel that way about their comment, and I'm not privy to all of the previous conversations, but please try and be patient and polite with people regarding where they're at with their recovery. If you want to dispute what they're saying that's fine, just hold off on the "stfu" type comments. TDS is a supportive recovery sub forum.
 
deficiT said:
I'm sorry you feel that way about their comment, and I'm not privy to all of the previous conversations, but please try and be patient and polite with people regarding where they're at with their recovery. If you want to dispute what they're saying that's fine, just hold off on the "stfu" type comments. TDS is a supportive recovery sub forum.
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my bad they have just been doing this behavior for a very long time and constantly been saying "healing is a lie" so i got tired of their bullshit their making people lose hope and commit suicide faster
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
my bad they have just been doing this behavior for a very long time and constantly been saying "healing is a lie" so i got tired of their bullshit their making people lose hope and commit suicide faster
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I understand. Sometimes it's easier to be pessimistic than hopeful. All one can do is push back against negativity and try and be a positive role model, for both yourself and others. These injections seem like a bear to get out from under, but I'm a strong believer that one can overcome anything, given enough time and the proper recovery tools.
 
deficiT said:
I understand. Sometimes it's easier to be pessimistic than hopeful. All one can do is push back against negativity and try and be a positive role model, for both yourself and others. These injections seem like a bear to get out from under, but I'm a strong believer that one can overcome anything, given enough time and the proper recovery tools.
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Did you recover from invega?
 
Maymay169 said:
Did you recover from invega?
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I do not have experience recovering from invega, no, I was never on it, or any other injection AP formulation. But I have recovered from many other APs, antidepressants, opioids, stimulants, benzos, alcohol, just about every other class of drug. I am still not really back to normal after over two months free from cocaine, benzos, and alcohol, but things are getting better every day. It took most of a year for the opioid PAWS to go away after being on them for a decade. Currently I take naltrexone, oxcarbazepine, and mirtazapine.

I will say that I've seen enough people come through this thread in its various iterations that have recovered though, and so I hope everyone here remains hopeful.
 
deficiT said:
I do not have experience recovering from invega, no, I was never on it, or any other injection AP formulation. But I have recovered from many other APs, antidepressants, opioids, stimulants, benzos, alcohol, just about every other class of drug. I am still not really back to normal after over two months free from cocaine, benzos, and alcohol, but things are getting better every day. It took most of a year for the opioid PAWS to go away after being on them for a decade. Currently I take naltrexone, oxcarbazepine, and mirtazapine.

I will say that I've seen enough people come through this thread in its various iterations that have recovered though, and so I hope everyone here remains hopeful.
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What would you say the recovery rate is?
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
guys please help me out with this im begging you this is making me panic and lose hope! i read somewhere that going without an erection for too long will permanently damage and shrink erectile tissue and after this poison i didnt get erect for 2 weeks maybe 3-4 weeks but i hope it was only 2 weeks is this long enough for damage guys? PLEASE HELP OUT GUYS THIS IS MAKING ME PANIC AND LOSE HOPE! my dick has shrunk but i hope its temporary and at night it goes close to normal size. thanks.
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Idk if this helps but im on month four now and ive definitely been having sexual function come back noticebally and gradually. Thats the first thing that I see dramatic improvements on so hopefully this gives you hope. I forget what month your on. The drug makes prolactin go really high which fucks up sex drive. Did you test your prolactin?
 
Hey guys quick update. I was able to get a deep cry and get emotional today. I’m almost 40 days off. I know that’s not a lot of time. The worst thing for me is sexual disfunction and lack of pleasure in things. Like that high feeling I used to get when I got out the gym. But for some reason I can now cry, laugh, and get a little excited but still not the same. Things that I’ve been doing is working out daily (trying too even though my energy is not the greatest) and sauna 10-15 minutes every other day. Also diet and lots of water. Plus I work 2 jobs currently. Stay busy and positive friends 🙏🏻
 
Moonrider_103 said:
Hey guys quick update. I was able to get a deep cry and get emotional today. I’m almost 40 days off. I know that’s not a lot of time. The worst thing for me is sexual disfunction and lack of pleasure in things. Like that high feeling I used to get when I got out the gym. But for some reason I can now cry, laugh, and get a little excited but still not the same. Things that I’ve been doing is working out daily (trying too even though my energy is not the greatest) and sauna 10-15 minutes every other day. Also diet and lots of water. Plus I work 2 jobs currently. Stay busy and positive friends 🙏🏻
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Ugh feel you on the gym high!!!!!!
Month four and doesnt matter how hard I workout I leave the gym feeling litterally nothing. Like i didnt even workout
 
invegafuckedmeupmeow said:
Ugh feel you on the gym high!!!!!!
Month four and doesnt matter how hard I workout I leave the gym feeling litterally nothing. Like i didnt even workout
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At first the same thing happened but once I stuck with it I saw a big difference in how I felt after working out. Just tonight even after running I had noticeably more energy. I especially like running outside I recommend it to everyone. Once I switched from the treadmill to outside it made a huge difference and more enjoyable and therapeutic .
 
Moonrider_103 said:
Hey guys quick update. I was able to get a deep cry and get emotional today. I’m almost 40 days off. I know that’s not a lot of time. The worst thing for me is sexual disfunction and lack of pleasure in things. Like that high feeling I used to get when I got out the gym. But for some reason I can now cry, laugh, and get a little excited but still not the same. Things that I’ve been doing is working out daily (trying too even though my energy is not the greatest) and sauna 10-15 minutes every other day. Also diet and lots of water. Plus I work 2 jobs currently. Stay busy and positive friends 🙏🏻
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good bro im sure you will recover
 
invegafuckedmeupmeow said:
Idk if this helps but im on month four now and ive definitely been having sexual function come back noticebally and gradually. Thats the first thing that I see dramatic improvements on so hopefully this gives you hope. I forget what month your on. The drug makes prolactin go really high which fucks up sex drive. Did you test your prolactin?
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good im sure you will recover i will check mine soon im on month 5
 
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guys someone here i wont name who was very suicidal and no improvement at all several months after invega took LSD and has been improving alot and healing ever since then and LSD made them realize healing is 100 percent possible you just have to believe and you will go back to who you were i really believe LSD and MDMA are powerful healing tools which i will use in 5 months if i dont have significant improvement by then just PLEASE BE VERY CAREFUL first off make sure its pure MDMA or LSD https://www.testyourpoison.com/en-us/collections/all/products/lsd-test-kit and https://www.testyourpoison.com/en-us/collections/all/products/mdma-molly-purity-test-kit use that to be safe because shit is laced left and right nowadays and for LSD be VERY CAREFUL i would suggest using LSD a year or more off to be safe because experiencing anhedonia under LSD can cause you to have a bad trip and fuck your life up much worse so be in a SAFE MINDSET AND SAFE SETTING with good intentions to heal from it sending love everyone you guys will get through this
 
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