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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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I feel like I'm mostly over invega shit but I have PSSD now. It's hard to disentangle the cognitive effects of both though.

I need to know if anyone else has weird rough patches on their genitals, particularly people with vulvas. The most troubling one is right at the opening where there used to be a sensitive spot because it doesn't seem to change.
 
Maymay169 said:
I can’t believe there’s no drug or anything we can take to make it easier 😭 this torture is so cruel
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i was feeling the same way as you extremely depressed anhedonic tortured brain dead and very suicidal for 3-3.5 months, now im bored dull and anhedonic and retarded not suicidal it still sucks to have anhedonia and sexual dysfunction and shrinkage and feeling dumb asf but i feel like the torture has become a little less unbearable i have a little interest in some things such as watching scary things on youtube or tiktok or playing video games but its not all day some times i have no interest in anything at all and just lie around i still dont get pleasure from music or food its horrible but i feel like apathy is improving a little not much for anhedonia tho, take st johns wort to detox the poison faster it effectively detoxes it i stopped recently because its might make sexual dysfunction worse for me and the poison is probably mostly out of my system but for you idk maybe try to detox with st johns wort and update us with your blood levels if you get it tested your next improvement should be torture becoming a little less unbearable with less suicidal thoughts then hopefully emotional improvement for both of us
 
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Anyone have a ticklish side effect in their chest along with a hollow feeling. It is very immobilizing and is on and off.
 
So I want to ask couple questions. The first one is. I can get erections while i'm sleeping but I cant ejaculate. Also, i'm starting to leave the house more often now. I'm also feeling things I haven't felt in almost a year before I had the injection. Is this a road to recovery or am I just drawing a straws?
 
cmf77 said:
So I want to ask couple questions. The first one is. I can get erections while i'm sleeping but I cant ejaculate. Also, i'm starting to leave the house more often now. I'm also feeling things I haven't felt in almost a year before I had the injection. Is this a road to recovery or am I just drawing a straws?
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It sounds like you are making small, but nonetheless progress/improvement it is something to be thankful for and hopeful for continued improvement… Today makes my 9 month off invega, I am not even close to being where I would like to be, but there is a slight difference between month 1 and now…. Still looking forward to recovery, hope you stay strong and continue fighting my brother
 
Carl Jr said:
It sounds like you are making small, but nonetheless progress/improvement it is something to be thankful for and hopeful for continued improvement… Today makes my 9 month off invega, I am not never close to being where I would like to be, but there is a slight difference between month 1 and now…. Still looking forward to recovery, hope you stay strong and continue fighting my brother
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What have you left to recover
 
Robchanna said:
What have you left to recover
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I am still pretty blank cognitively, anhedonia, and still struggling with sexual arousal, it is still bad but there is a difference… I don’t think one you will wake up and be 100% , I believe it is gradual improvement and you won’t be perfect, but it will be better… better able to function, enjoy activities/connections with others. And also recover your sexual functioning.
 
cmf77 said:
So I want to ask couple questions. The first one is. I can get erections while i'm sleeping but I cant ejaculate. Also, i'm starting to leave the house more often now. I'm also feeling things I haven't felt in almost a year before I had the injection. Is this a road to recovery or am I just drawing a straws?
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it is a road to recovery keep pushing mane❤️
 
Carl Jr said:
I am still pretty blank cognitively, anhedonia, and still struggling with sexual arousal, it is still bad but there is a difference… I don’t think one you will wake up and be 100% , I believe it is gradual improvement and you won’t be perfect, but it will be better… better able to function, enjoy activities/connections with others. And also recover your sexual functioning.
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im sure you will fully recover because your improving
 
Carl Jr said:
I am still pretty blank cognitively, anhedonia, and still struggling with sexual arousal, it is still bad but there is a difference… I don’t think one you will wake up and be 100% , I believe it is gradual improvement and you won’t be perfect, but it will be better… better able to function, enjoy activities/connections with others. And also recover your sexual functioning.
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Anti psychotics , specifically invega destroys everything in the brain that makes us creative empathetic, and functioning. Just makes you stale with no depth…
 
I don't want to beat a dead horse here but I am so glad I found where the damage is. All these fucking top flight Ivy League douchebags found nothing from any of the scans I took.This Geneticist/Scientist found all the damage right away.He is going to address intercranial hypertension and neurogentic protocol to boost these organs in my brain to hopefully get them somewhat working.Im still steaming at myself and especially this fucking scumbag doctor who did this to me.Unfortunately whats done is done.I have to concentrate on treatment now.
 
cmf77 said:
So I want to ask couple questions. The first one is. I can get erections while i'm sleeping but I cant ejaculate. Also, i'm starting to leave the house more often now. I'm also feeling things I haven't felt in almost a year before I had the injection. Is this a road to recovery or am I just drawing a straws?
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That sounds like a start!! What have you been feeling, can you describe it?
 
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