chris_p
Bluelighter
I have recently run into quite a unique problem... In the past I smoked cannabis daily, one bowl after work and a handful on the weekend, generally it helped me take more interest in activities and honestly I couldn't have live a normal life without it. It was pretty hard to imagine. A few months ago I started taking psychedelics which made me quit the drug entirely. I didn't have some kind of introspective experience that made me WANT to quit it, I just became completely unable to bear its effects.
Note as a teenager I did a lot of shit which never affected weed in any meaningful way. Lots of DXM, on infrequent occasions did meth and MDMA. Also would sometimes binge opioids. None of these affected me like psychs did.
I tried DMT straight up about half a year ago it was probably a bad idea to go into the deep end that quickly but it was the cheapest and most available in my area to get anyways. I noticed almost IMMEDIATELY the next day cannabis was not the same drug anymore. It straight up felt like I was tripping on deems again. The visuals were somewhat there but the mindfuck was almost just as present as a peak trip.
It kind of got better after a while but like the dumbass I am I ended up binging DMT again recently about a month ago. Took san pedro afterwards then psilocybin gummies about two weeks afterwards aswell. Now I just cant stomach cannabis anymore and it feels like my entire coping mechanism has been destroyed. I find myself drinking which I normally hate. The worst part is I really feel like psychs bettered me as a person but it took this beautiful drug away from me. Is this punishment for my addiction?
Note as a teenager I did a lot of shit which never affected weed in any meaningful way. Lots of DXM, on infrequent occasions did meth and MDMA. Also would sometimes binge opioids. None of these affected me like psychs did.
I tried DMT straight up about half a year ago it was probably a bad idea to go into the deep end that quickly but it was the cheapest and most available in my area to get anyways. I noticed almost IMMEDIATELY the next day cannabis was not the same drug anymore. It straight up felt like I was tripping on deems again. The visuals were somewhat there but the mindfuck was almost just as present as a peak trip.
It kind of got better after a while but like the dumbass I am I ended up binging DMT again recently about a month ago. Took san pedro afterwards then psilocybin gummies about two weeks afterwards aswell. Now I just cant stomach cannabis anymore and it feels like my entire coping mechanism has been destroyed. I find myself drinking which I normally hate. The worst part is I really feel like psychs bettered me as a person but it took this beautiful drug away from me. Is this punishment for my addiction?