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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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Mortif said:
People like bigsmoke420 who comes here Claiming he is 100% healed and even has time to laugh about other people not being able to make it through is just disgusting.
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From the very beginning he admitted to having side effects, but dealt with them like a person should. He always stayed optimistic and positive. The ones who kicked and screamed the entire journey are the disgusting ones because they never returned to give us an update after all the shit they wrote. Fucking selfish panzies
 
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.... I started healing before month 4 and then I got really anxious when I became more aware of issues caused by invega, and I've been set back by other medications.

I have apsucks blocked because his posts scare me and I don't think I need to be scared of how my recovery is going since it's mostly on track. I'll block anyone similar.
 
Mortif said:
We are all humans and our brains are all the same, if 2/3 dont claim to heal in 1/2 years, the other 1/3 CANNOT HEAL. Its pure logic.
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It’s not logical at all. The orher 1/3 just don’t care to give an update. For what we know they have all healed
 
My therapist knew a lot of people who went off invega sustenna and other antipsychotics and he only had one client, ever, not recover. This person was a teenager when he was injected and he was on it for a long time.
 
Mortif said:
I have been fucking my girl almost everyday for 2/3 years and I can tell you all that you will never regain the arousal feeling, as well as the sensitivity down there.
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How are you able to fuck with no sensation? Doesn’t make any sense. How do you even get hard if theres no arousal
 
Mortif said:
And I suffer a way you cant imagine mate. I had it all. Wealthy family, wealthy gf, wealthy lifestyle, weed everyday, car, house, food, good location, nice food, I had it ALL. And they stole it from me!
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Damn. I’m sorry this happened to you really. I just pray this isn’t the case for all of us. Don’t kys, be strong you can do this.
 
Mortif said:
And the more I think of it, the less I want to end it. But is just a matter of worth. Do you think its worth it to live 50 more years? Really?
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If it doesn’t get better, it will definitely get easier. We are humans born to adapt. It’s worth it to the people who love you
 
Those posts were the last thing I needed to read, fucking hell man. I really worry about sexual sensation not being restored.

People DO get sexual sensation back. I'm getting sensation back. My orgasms have started to feel almost normal in the past few days since my long post, I even had one without watching porn. I felt arousal like I did before invega in July after smoking a hash joint, but I couldn't fully enjoy that because I was at a friend's house. I'm just having bloodflow issues and side effects from other medications.

I put infused weed oil on my clitoris today and it actually worked, although not as well as I would have liked. I'll invest in some infused lube when I get the chance and report back. 👉😎👉
 
Fucking knew it! It’s a banned user who is barely a few months off the drug. He just DM’d me. It gets better retard don’t do anything drastic like hanging yourself.

Panic over people, he’s totally overreacting and even pretending he was years into recovery trying to scare us on purpose! He’s barely a few months off, of course you will have side effects, they’re not permanent.

See what I mean about negative (toxic) people lurking these kind of threads?! Don’t buy everything you read on here or reddit.

These forums attract many disturbed ppl and negative mindsets is their common denominator!

Good night everybody, sleep well.
 
Baddream said:
You are banned from here every other day and claim that I’m the one being mentally weak? That hurts coming from you!
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Thats the kind of shit 8 year olds say...hurt what?
Baddream said:
I didn’t claim anything about users of this forum, I said those who say they NEVER recovered. Years and years late
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You constantly make claims then proceeds to backpedal and say they're not claims
Baddream said:
Explain to me then why some people recover and some don’t? We are all humans at the end of the day. Maybe some take longer than others and some have more adverse effects, but we all heal at the end of the day!
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I can't tell you i never performed a clinical study where this topic is researched i can only fetch information from knowledge people who are truly doctors including peter breggin who says these drugs are neurotoxic and individual genetics are at play. You just said some people don't recover then proceeds to say everyone heals ?
Baddream said:
Some people are simply blaming all their problems in life on this drug forever. It’s bullshit
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Again you are making claims, most people say this drug ruined their lives there are enough reviews and testimonies altho there should be more. I understand you are not that affected good for you. The only problem i see here is that you simply don't have the ability to be in someone elses their shoes and see their perspective.
Baddream said:
Only negativity I read is from people who are currently taking meds and wonder why they still feel like shit.
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Katrinaa made this claim as well because they have some permanent issues or issues that take longer than two years they must be on some med, it shows a complete lack sympathy for victims who are med free and suffering. People get PSSD from antidepressant as well which isn't such a heavy med, i don't know why you have such a hard time believing some people have long term issues from meds.
 
My only point is that you shouldn't be spreading toxic positivity by downplaying someone elses experience. You can spread postivity without doing it
 
Baddream said:
I believe it’s in their mind that they haven’t recovered, when in reality they have.

I think some people trick themselves into believing they are still not recovered, because they’re mindset is always negative.

We are only as healthy as we allow ourselves to be sometimes. Negative people have a tendency to drag themselves down.

Some people are simply hypocondriacs.
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Bro I have a literal lobotomy … my brain hurts at all times , I can’t feel any emotions , I can’t feel substances at all , I don’t have any interest in anything any more , I can’t think of anything to say in conversation … if these things don’t come back it is not because of my negative mindset it is because something is drastically wrong with the functioning of my brain … people either recover these things or they don’t .
 
Yeah, there's a pattern here. I guess when toxic people can't feel joy anymore they lash out.

I'm probably gonna bounce from here for a while again, that stressed me out.

I think I had a positive placebo effect when I thought the invega was gone in May. I started drawing again, then I got consumed with anxiety upon "waking up" and discovering it's still in my system and will be for a year. Now, I'm gonna try to draw today.
 
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I think mindsets can play a role to an extent like it can either enhance or make things worse. It’s a good first step to try and be positive but it’s only one small piece . But it’s not like a magic spell that’s going to fix everything
 
RecoveryInProgress said:
I think mindsets can play a role to an extent like it can either enhance or make things worse. It’s a good first step to try and be positive but it’s only one small piece . But it’s not like a magic spell that’s going to fix everything
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I want to be positive but I have been in hell for over a year now … not one bit of improvement in any area for 8 months since my last injection … that seems permanent to me .
 
Mucky said:
SI want to be positive but I have been in hell for over a year now … not one bit of improvement in any area for 8 months since my last injection … that seems permanent to me .
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Sounds really bad i can't imagine dealing with having no improvements for more than six months off invega. Altho i have been taking abilify for 9 months which also sucks. Im med free now i have to wait another -/+ 8 months for recovery that will be 18 months total. Lifeline took 2.5 years before he had any improvement i think if you have zero recovery in 2 or 2,5 years you can assume it's a possibility its permanent
 
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