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๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ Social ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

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Just bought this Sector 9 longboard.

Cant wait to ride this thing, beautiful graphic right ๐Ÿ˜
 
Okay so I've slipped into recreational dosing with O-PCE, and I think I know what went wrong last time. I took crapshots with a finicky scale. Now I'm dosing volumetrically and systematically, and apart from the insignificant data mismanagement thing, no damages are occurring. Just fun and games and barely any renal load thanks to the herbal teas.

I guess I'll ride it out like this.


Edit: crap, chem abuse.. stored my lidocaine in a plastic bottle.. need to up my chem game..
 
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Okay I get it now.. tinnitus is the shining light of the cosmos.

It's just the EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

the world is going forwards in.

And I feel it in my bloody fucking inner eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
 
ive had tinnitus forever...i just don't listen to it ....rarely is it ever quiet enough for me to hear it

i turn the tv on, got music on - it's never quiet around me unless im trying to sneak around - every girlfriend ive ever had has said that about me - everything is on when im around - fuck the quiet
 
Chris Timothy said:
Okay I get it now.. tinnitus is the shining light of the cosmos.
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See! You will transmute tinnitus into something more comfortable. Next feat is turning metal into gold. It can be done.

We don't get total silence and darkness. Close my eyes and I see flashes of light too that do not bother me . Too much static here. The mind is like a radio. But what we do is tune out the static with our attention. I think that is how I survived the last 35 years. I had my period where I thought I would lose my mind for a few months. But grew past it. Thankfully. If I pay attention to my ears I hear a high ptiched ringing that does not stop. Luckly I probably have ADHD (undiagnosed) so I forget I (we) have it 99% of the time. In other words. Make peace. Looks like Mr Krinkle did that too. I lasted another 35 years without freaking out so take the wisdom of the elders. lol
 
I'm pretty sure when it's quiet enough and you pay enough attention everyone has a background ringing. I remember noticing it when I was like 5 years old and I don't think I had been exposed to anything that would have damaged my hearing at that age. I think it's just the limits of our hearing apparatus - not sure what part of the chain of perception it comes from - cilia in the inner ear, or if it's happening in the nerves that feed off them or neural circuitry that decodes those signals, or higher on up, or maybe some combination of it all.

Of course it's a problem when its louder or more obtrusive than just the background baseline ringing that happens when it's perfectly quiet. But I wonder if a lot of people freak themselves out when they first notice it and think they have a problem. I'm not an audiologist, so maybe it really is a problem and I've just had a problem my whole life.
 
Getting a couple grams of S + isomer Ketamine for this weekend that im pretty stoked about should be a good time. Probably just gonna do one of them and then save the rest for another time. Will be taking the rest of the week off Dissos to drop my tolerance down as much as i can. Will stiff like 300mgs first go and see where thats gonna take me.

Havent had any K for a couple months and figure id switch things up a bit, been doing mainly FXE all the time which is great but sometimes you need a different flavor. Ended up not getting the MXE cuz my friend said it was barely active, as well as some people he knows. So that was obviously disappointing.

Will be getting a couple grams of 3-HO-PCP and some O-PCE hcl soon tho so that will be a treat. Things are really looking up on the Disso front, the connect is also gonna have MXPr and DMXE soon as well so i will be putting away a bit of those also ๐Ÿ˜„
 
perpetualdawn said:
I'm pretty sure when it's quiet enough and you pay enough attention everyone has a background ringing. I remember noticing it when I was like 5 years old and I don't think I had been exposed to anything that would have damaged my hearing at that age. I think it's just the limits of our hearing apparatus - not sure what part of the chain of perception it comes from - cilia in the inner ear, or if it's happening in the nerves that feed off them or neural circuitry that decodes those signals, or higher on up, or maybe some combination of it all.

Of course it's a problem when its louder or more obtrusive than just the background baseline ringing that happens when it's perfectly quiet. But I wonder if a lot of people freak themselves out when they first notice it and think they have a problem. I'm not an audiologist, so maybe it really is a problem and I've just had a problem my whole life.
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I think your correct here. It's funny though, consider our sense of touch- it's essentially always been mildly activated (clothing, friction, whatever) and yet this doesn't cause any consternation (normally, I guess we've all disrobed to some degree when on psychedelics). There is something about genuine tinnitus though that is remarkably anxiety inducing...but with that said, I actually find that I experience tinnitus more if I'm actually anxious, so who knows what comes first?

Having a psychedelic/drug break for the next month. I've been tripping at least once a week for the last 3 months or so, sometimes more than once, and taking dissos here and there. Been loving it tbh after a multi year sober stretch but I start to notice just slightly increased edginess and a degree of brain fog which isn't ideal. A decent break should resettle the noggin methinks. I've procured moclobemide and have some DMT so my next trip will be on that and I'm excited, been many years since ive taken the magic elfspice orally๐Ÿ˜Š Curious though if anyone thinks bupe and moclobemide are contraindicated at all??
 
I've tripped once a week going on a few months now I think. I don't really keep track. But i don't recall a weekend or days off where I didn't trip at least once. Copious amounts of booze usually too. Only on off days. 12 hour shifts leave little time to be hungover.
 
swilow said:
I think your correct here. It's funny though, consider our sense of touch- it's essentially always been mildly activated (clothing, friction, whatever) and yet this doesn't cause any consternation (normally, I guess we've all disrobed to some degree when on psychedelics).
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I like that. I have noticed static on seeing and hearing. Never considered touch but that is another perfect example of static on another sense. So all of that makes me think then what are we really suppose to be hearing, seeing, touching? What is not static? Are all physical things noise? lol

So a week after my DPT trip. I felt refreshed for 3-4 days after. That feeling where I knew something big happened that night with my mind. The next day I smoked a few pipe hits of weed and went for a walk in the woods. My mind was flying. Questions and Answers. Things that were bothering me were totally suspended but in a logical way, not protective way. Like the DPT opened up a channel in my mind in a good way. I can see now if people think it opens it in a scary way that the scary channel stays open. :) For me it was all analytical in a loving way. Wonderful stuff. So glad I did that.
 
I think I need to up my dose on these things.
Nothing heroic. Just enough to feel again.
Wasn't anything too much yesterday on a quarter tab.
yah, that's why
But I probably won't, because I'm cheap. Or poor. One or the other.
 
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