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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: aLL aBoArD tHe MoThErShiP 👽🛸

Yeah like Chris said holing isnt a guarantee for me unless i take an absurd amount which is relative to my tolerance. And even then its usually happening when i do my second or third dose. And even when i start with low baseline tolerance "for me" we are talking like half a gram generally. For example i can snort a whole gram of Ketamine in a matter of minutes and i wont always hole.

I find it much easier to achieve on FXE tho, and the hole state is better on that drug. So i dont really bother with Ket much, i enjoy it of course but FXE is just a superior drug in all ways. Well except duration if your using late at night and wanna sleep soon, Ket is good for that. Some people just need alot of a disso to hole, im one of those people.

I take huge amounts with most drugs compared to others i find, it makes things costly. Its why i always tend to buy bulk amounts when possible to try and offset this issue. I can go through a gram of FXE in a matter of hours most times. Love the stuff, its one of my favs 🙃
I agree that the FXE state is superior in some respects. It is a special chemical. I sure as hell wouldn't mind having a life time supply.
 
My girl took 1.2g's of Penis Envy and it blew her away, was too much. Cant wrap my head around how that little bit took her so far. She loved taking .8 and said she will do that again next time. She took a piece of a bromazolam bar an hour ago and she is chillin tho.

Boofed about 350mgs and then i cooked this amazing casserole while i was peaking, was so delicious. Vaped a bit of FXE, like two or three hits a little while ago. Have to goto sleep soon is the main reason, duration is so much shorter that way. It has this really wild sorta disso rush when it hits, very alluring.
 
You're like a character straight out of movie, you know that, Charlie? =D

Unlikely that Gaspar Noé would ever do Americano. But taking the bluelight script and visualizing it ourselves works too.

Which reminds me I've never watched that "Climax" movie of his, about the sangria spiked with acid. I was busy checking out business opportunities in the mediterranian when that one came out.
 
My girl took 1.2g's of Penis Envy and it blew her away, was too much. Cant wrap my head around how that little bit took her so far. She loved taking .8 and said she will do that again next time. She took a piece of a bromazolam bar an hour ago and she is chillin tho.

dude - penis envys - ive been there...1.7....it was rough seas
 
Yup, like a true Gaspar Noé movie. Half way in you realize you're in way too deep in stuff you know gonna regret seeing but you also know that pausing or looking away would ruin the art of it.. the art of a bloody bastard of a genius. Let just say that whatever dissociation 150mg of Memantine has been giving me I gladly utilized to be able not to have that madman wreak direct havoc with the emotions.

Nightmares like that are good to be kept in mind to remind us of the supportive layers a proper trip at least should have? I feel violated speaking on a behalf or art here lol, but you know that's what you're in for with his movies. Well, enough people don't by the looks of the ratings.. a 6,9/10 on imdb is perhaps perfect but still underrated af.
 
I remeber when i was a new comer to ketamine and this forum gave me alot of good info in 2020.

Eventually I liked the ketamine to much in 2021 and went crazy during the covid lockdowns. Now I havent done it in a year.

I still remeber taking my first ever bump of ketamine in 2020, one tiny bump gave me such a nice relaxing high. i went and did acid that night, was a wild trip on 150 ug.

Had a dream last night of eating a ten trip, it made me feel crazy in the dream like tripping insane lol. Bought back memories of how crazy I felt and cooked in 2020 and 2021.

Now days im alot more stable and grounded in reality. I use to believe in alot of random crazy shit on the internet.

i still have hppd to this day i see acid visuals on a regular basis overlaying the walls. Part of me wants to trip again but the half other of me likes feeling grounded.
 
I remeber when i was a new comer to ketamine and this forum gave me alot of good info in 2020.

Eventually I liked the ketamine to much in 2021 and went crazy during the covid lockdowns. Now I havent done it in a year.

I still remeber taking my first ever bump of ketamine in 2020, one tiny bump gave me such a nice relaxing high. i went and did acid that night, was a wild trip on 150 ug.

Had a dream last night of eating a ten trip, it made me feel crazy in the dream like tripping insane lol. Bought back memories of how crazy I felt and cooked in 2020 and 2021.

Now days im alot more stable and grounded in reality. I use to believe in alot of random crazy shit on the internet.

i still have hppd to this day i see acid visuals on a regular basis overlaying the walls. Part of me wants to trip again but the half other of me likes feeling grounded.
I also have those dreams that involve dosing and then actually feeling it in the dream. Depending on the drug, I run the chance of waking up still feeling the effects. Psilocin, LSD, and ayahuasca do it (probably bc of how much of those I've done), whereas things I've done less like 2C-B, mescaline, MDMA etc I never wake up still feeling it.

The HPPD to this day thing is really relatable too, how frequently were you using LSD and at what sorts of doses? I really baked HPPD into my dome with 750 mics every weekend or every other weekend for 4-6 months, followed by ayahuasca ~100 times, and mushrooms used maybe half as much. MAOI visuals hang out too because I've used them so much, tbh I've noticed it in others as well as myself that hardcore harmaline/harmine use leaves you feeling permanently MAO inhibited.
 
My girl took 1.2g's of Penis Envy and it blew her away, was too much. Cant wrap my head around how that little bit took her so far. She loved taking .8 and said she will do that again next time. She took a piece of a bromazolam bar an hour ago and she is chillin tho.

Boofed about 350mgs and then i cooked this amazing casserole while i was peaking, was so delicious. Vaped a bit of FXE, like two or three hits a little while ago. Have to goto sleep soon is the main reason, duration is so much shorter that way. It has this really wild sorta disso rush when it hits, very alluring.
The first time mushrooms got me to brush up with past suicidality was ~1-2g APEs. I got my hands on either 1/8 or 1/4 pound, I don't recall, but they quickly gained the nickname of The Haunted Bones because even when I gave them to people with no context, they had these super dark, terrifying experiences that did not have much in common with other cubensis or PE experiences. It was pretty odd, the goonsquad and I ate the bag down to ~1/2 an oz left and I banished those all into a jar of honey. That jar is still in my fridge, waiting for me to take it on with vengeance and vigor, haha.

I want to mention too that I tend to trip really hard, if I could afford to take a tenstrip daily and had no tolerance buildup, I wouldn't even think twice. Something about that batch of APEs though had a fucked vibe.
 
more than 2 years since I took 625 ug and a gram of ketamine. was 6 tabs of acid.

I still reminisce about that trip, it showed me everything including very dark shadows deep down in myself. I remeber being transported to the 22nd century and seeing people plugged into VR machines, I will never remeber how fucking real it felt k holing at 625 ug and going into those realms, holy fuck the visuals were the greatest visuals of any experince i have ever seen. At point i was seeing WW2 and how the nazis were fueled by Meth, and wondered if meth didnt exist the nazis wouldn't of been so powerful when they took france.

Still remebering just the total morphing of my entire room into realistic scenes, went to africa, new york, london all on the same trip. Saw the slavery of all of humanity and the divide between the rich and those who live in total poverty.

Ascended to heaven at one point on the trip in total ketamine bliss ontop of the acid. was very peaceful. Shat my pants at 4 am aswell cause i was tripping so hard lmao, so was having to clean myself tripping to the max visuals navtigating the spacetime dimesions, threw up on the floor.

There is that point where you have thrown up and shat yourself and you just gotta surrender to the universe on those hardcore trips, and find you deep peace within the place with no judgement, at utter mercy of the drugs.
 
There is that point where you have thrown up and shat yourself and you just gotta surrender to the universe on those hardcore trips, and find you deep peace within the place with no judgement, at utter mercy of the drugs.

One time I knowingly and voluntarily peed on the carpet of my college dorm room because I didn’t want my suitemates to encounter me tripping on mushrooms on the short walk to the shared bathroom. I never once talked to them unprovoked and they weren’t drug users. I was on 5 g of the strongest mushrooms I ever had and I was completely naked and couldn’t figure out how to put my clothes on. At a certain point I just had to go.

I once was so affected by a trip that I forgot to eat or poop for days afterward and didn’t realize it until I suddenly did a big projectile shit like I was probably close to death or something, thankfully while in the middle of taking a shower (still a gross place for it but it could have been much worse). I don’t recommend ignoring it and going with the flow when this happens.
 
Ive never had an episode pooping myself on a trip (yet). But one time i was tripping with my ex on 2C-C and she starting getting gas at one portion. She farted a couple times and it was rugged and we laughed about it and carried on.

Then all of a sudden she just shits her pants and it smelt so bad omg, and she was beyond embarrassed and had to go take a shower and clean up. After that night she was turned off 2C-C even tho she really loved the effects and thought it was so euphoric.

Which it is IMO ot rivals some empathogens and with its brief duration it can be used on a workday easily. When i have some i generally use it quite often. Ive had some episodes where i vomited in public that were pretty bad but that has been the worst body function stuff ive had. Now acting like a loony too on huge doses of dissociatives i know all to well.

Thankfully tho im always just strange and its never anything aggressive. Like i will start singing or telling people im a wizard, ohh and i believe im a powerful wizard for real and you cant convince me otherwise. This has happened on multiple drugs too like PCP and MXE analogs. If my ex knew i told that story she would kill me, lol.
 
Ive never had an episode pooping myself on a trip (yet). But one time i was tripping with my ex on 2C-C and she starting getting gas at one portion. She farted a couple times and it was rugged and we laughed about it and carried on.

Then all of a sudden she just shits her pants and it smelt so bad omg, and she was beyond embarrassed and had to go take a shower and clean up. After that night she was turned off 2C-C even tho she really loved the effects and thought it was so euphoric.

Which it is IMO ot rivals some empathogens and with its brief duration it can be used on a workday easily. When i have some i generally use it quite often. Ive had some episodes where i vomited in public that were pretty bad but that has been the worst body function stuff ive had. Now acting like a loony too on huge doses of dissociatives i know all too well.

I also love 2C-C and that is a shame. But I’m not surprised she’d avoid it! That sounds mortifying… and if it came that easily I’d always be too paranoid it would happen again. Probably that I’d even make it happen by worrying about it like when you’re trying to hold something in as you rush to the bathroom after being away for a while and you really gotta go and it feels so obvious that how much you’re thinking about it makes it feel like it’s going to happen before you get there and you know you should stop but you just can’t. I couldn’t handle that every time I tripped on something I don’t think.

2C-C is one of the only research chemical psychedelics I ever had where after the first time I took it, I mostly just kept taking it until it was gone rather than rotating it out with other things. I miss it.

Thankfully tho im always just strange and its never anything aggressive. Like i will start singing or telling people im a wizard, ohh and i believe im a powerful wizard for real and you cant convince me otherwise. This has happened on multiple drugs too like PCP and MXE analogs. If my ex knew i told that story she would kill me, lol.

We’re not modest here.

I think that I’m a witch when I’m manic. I draw magic circles and cackle and I’m always locked in some kind of quantum battle with someone. It happens very consistently and picks up where it left off each time and fills in the blanks in between.

I still think I’m a witch when I’m not manic but I don’t have the energy to do any of that stuff.
 
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This one was my favorite back in the day. I have a very clear memory of listening to it on one of my best trips on 4-HO-MPT, which was my favorite of the synthetic 4-substituted tryptamines I tried at that time. Good times.

The song feels like playing a Legend of Zelda game to me.
 
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