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I got a job today. 😁

I haven't been out of work long, just barely three weeks, but it was the culmination of a spotty and tumultuous period which included being released from prison after a seven year sentence and a rapid and initially successful reintegration into society, but then a couple nasty relapses, one nine-day involuntary commital, beginning a MAT program, and hospitalization and treatment for DVT's in both legs, resulting in my having to leave my last job and relocate across state to move in with family.

So yeah, shit's been tough. I've taken the last couple weeks to get my head together, some days being more successful than others, but didn't even start looking for work again until yesterday.

First interview, hired on the spot as a pizza maker lol, but at least it's a local franchise and not Dominos or something. I don't mind food service work, and this is definitely gonna be more laid back than the last restaurant I worked in. Pay's not quite as good on paper, but tips!

Start Sunday. 😁
 
Going in the creek with the dogs is hypnotizing and beautiful therapy. All natural. Creek Dogs !!! 🐶🐶🐶🤘<3

With a nice Kewl energy drink. ;)🌞
 
Fairly easy day.
Got shit done so there is that.
Just got done in the kitchen so gonna relax with some smoke and bnz.
Then imma fuck that cake up.. 😆
 
Had a productive but chill day just running some errands, then stopped in this one new smoke shop near my house I'd not yet checked out. I was totally blown away by their friendliness, product line, knowledge and just all around sense that they wanted very dearly for me to leave happy... I mean, I was almost 40% short for the product I wanted, but instead of recommending a cheaper, inferior product or letting a sale walk out the door, the tender dropped the price by over $20 to match what I had!

So yeah, two ridiculously strong gummies down the hatch with plenty more ready and on stand by, about to make tacos, throw a movie on Netflix and chilllllll. Gotta make sure I'm well rested, tomorrow morning it's go dose, hit the farmers market to load up on fresh fruits and veggies, and den... DA BEACH. 😎 😁
 
neversickanymore said:
Finally caught some rainbows.. weather this summer has been rainbow factories but they have been surprisingly allusive.. got some today.
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pix or ....
last day off so gonna try my best to enjoy every second.
or maybe i call in for a personal day. 🤔
lemme think on this a sec maybe its time for a little bnz. ahhpp, gotta wait another hour.
hit this d8/10 penn a few times and maybe a couple hundred mg of pregabalin. yeah. thats the ticket. ;)
always my love for all yall mfs.
peace
 
Lil'LinaptkSix said:
pix or ....
last day off so gonna try my best to enjoy every second.
or maybe i call in for a personal day. 🤔
lemme think on this a sec maybe its time for a little bnz. ahhpp, gotta wait another hour.
hit this d8/10 penn a few times and maybe a couple hundred mg of pregabalin. yeah. thats the ticket. ;)
always my love for all yall mfs.
peace
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Next time.. didn’t take any picks

Found 240$ in credit on my StubHub account I totally spaced last year. Another cake day at work so I’m at a diner getting a huge skillet and a Belgian waffle strawberry. Lifting back today and getting a massage. Golfing tomorrow. Gardens looking great. Summer time and the livings easy😁
 
neversickanymore said:
didn’t take any picks
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sometimes i get the feeling that taking pics i is invasive and wont. memories is all i really have. they can/have taken it all but those.
heart is encased in razor wire. must use caution and patience.

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i get my love today! cant wait. bobo, budah, wife i know those tomatoes have some ready to eat we'll see.
also i am calming down and preparing to slip through the web of streets to safely arrive at my destination.
may the meditations of my heart and the words of my mouth be acceptable and bring fruit from the poisoned ground they have left behind.
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i had the energy and focus to clean most of the house today.

bupropion has been really good to me so far, no other antidepressant i've tried has done anything positive.

so, feeling thankful for bupropion as well.

and i worked out the anti-psychotic my old psychiatrist prescribe me (latuda), was keeping me depressed!

and its indicated for bipolar depression, like for fucks sake.

so i'm using 1mg cyproheptadine (1st generation anti-histamine) as a sleep aid as i need, i read somewhere it could help with mania as well.
 
Mysterie said:
so i'm using 1mg cyproheptadine (1st generation anti-histamine) as a sleep aid as i need, i read somewhere it could help with mania as well
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These antihistamines are found to bring on early symptoms of Alzheimer's and dementia (the ones that make one drowsy moreso).
Here is a case study.
There is (as with everything else) the other side that proclaims this is not so.
Glad to hear that you have energy back, feel more in the now and having an overall better feeling about life and it's ups and downs.
Best wishes,
J
 
Lil'LinaptkSix said:
These antihistamines are found to bring on early symptoms of Alzheimer's and dementia (the ones that make one drowsy moreso).
Here is a case study.
There is (as with everything else) the other side that proclaims this is not so.
Glad to hear that you have energy back, feel more in the now and having an overall better feeling about life and it's ups and downs.
Best wishes,
J
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well one study found that and others didn’t so it is inconclusive.

at my dosage (1/4 tablet) and frequency i’m not really concerned.
 
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