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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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CrimsonThornX said:
Now that everyone's mentioning it yes, as much as it does absolutely suck that we have to go through such a horrible experience I suppose it could be worse, MUCH worse. I vaguely remember watching a video a few months ago of a young girl I think somewhere in her mid to late teens that saw a chiropractor one day for back problems, and during one of those sessions he accidentally damaged one of the discs in her spine during the process, leaving her basically completely paralyzed and in a near complete vegetative state, requiring assistance for everything she was once capable of doing. I remember the night I had a stroke back on the 22nd of March this year I kept constantly telling the nurses to just euthanize me already, I though I'd be stuck that way for a long period of time, especially because by that point I hadn't slept for even a single damn minute for over 3 months.
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Yea imagine being a paraplegic and not even being able to end the suffering through suicide , every day knowing that you have to live many many years or decades In a vegative state , it sounds morbid but at least I know this suffering WILL end one way or another…
 
Mucky said:
I’m going to bed to dream about my mentally impaired self … can’t wait smh
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I was gunna go back to sleep hours ago since I've only gotten like 4 to 5 hours of sleep so far but instead I ended up spending the next several hours on this thread, not complaining about it or anything just saying. Like Invegatorture said earlier it's "disgusting" how much time I spend here lmao, in the end I at least feel better knowing I'm not the only person going through this situatuon though.
 
Baddream said:
Normal people don’t go around feeling euphoric all day anyway, they have ups and downs, life is a struggle for most people. It’s not easy waking up early in the cold every day going to a job and worry about how to survive.

It’s unfair to you young people but we are forced to become real men (adults) dealing with the absurdities of life. We need to deal with this situation like a cancer diagnosis and fight to recover. Life is serious, but we will enjoy the fruit of the labor after a while.

I’m not judging any of you for being pessimistic. But in reality, I believe if this was permanent, we would have heard a lot more noise from permanent sufferers. Maybe I’m wrong, I hope not.

I personally don’t feel like this is a disaster even though I have lower energy levels, some anhedonia and such I think it will pass.

Maybe it is permanent for some people, but I strongly believe they have a negative mind. Some people will always find something negative in their life. Most weren’t put on this shot for no reason.
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Bro, for real they just put me because I was in the psycward and just wanted to get off. I didn even had time to think about what fucking poison they were capable of creating in this shitty planet of evil people, thats the truth. I have never been schizo/BP/psychotic to the point of being injected with the same shit they inject to the ones that dont stop screaming and punching and saying abnormal things. I really think i was put because these psycs were bastards. Doctors in general arent that intelligent, they are just mediocrity, thats why we are all here tbh. I they had been intelligent enough, and not driven by books written from the real evil and intelligent people wich in fact are making money from this, we wouldnt be here, FOR SURE!
 
Baddream said:
Normal people don’t go around feeling euphoric all day anyway, they have ups and downs, life is a struggle for most people. It’s not easy waking up early in the cold every day going to a job and worry about how to survive.

It’s unfair to you young people but we are forced to become real men (adults) dealing with the absurdities of life. We need to deal with this situation like a cancer diagnosis and fight to recover. Life is serious, but we will enjoy the fruit of the labor after a while.

I’m not judging any of you for being pessimistic. But in reality, I believe if this was permanent, we would have heard a lot more noise from permanent sufferers. Maybe I’m wrong, I hope not.

I personally don’t feel like this is a disaster even though I have lower energy levels, some anhedonia and such I think it will pass.

Maybe it is permanent for some people, but I strongly believe they have a negative mind. Some people will always find something negative in their life. Most weren’t put on this shot for no reason.
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Also, I prefer cancer.
 
CrimsonThornX said:
I'd much rather have cancer too, even if it means undergoing chemotherapy and loosing all of my hair, including my head hair and beard. Unless it's terminal, untreatable cancer then yeah no.
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Thats it, they just said cancer. I would prefer cancer in my brain or anywhere
 
I used to use music to comfort me in difficult times. It’s fucked up I can’t do this anymore. It just sounds flat now.
 
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