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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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mura_yom_invegasucks said:
Dude you will feel entirely different in 6 months time and in 12 months you will feel entirely different from how you do in 6 months. I recovered everything in 2 years and I can know for sure because my art and music I make is way more creative and interesting than pre Invega. And I laughed so much more after the 2 year recovery. It made me appreciate life much more
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What about Sexual dysf?
 
Baddream said:
My point is if you don’t make an effort and try hard, you can never win. I’m sure all that have ever recovered had to push themselves to achieve recovery.
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That's why I am crushing it to the absolute limits, in the gym for 1 year already. Every time when I exit the gym, I can barely move or walk.

Baddream said:
It gets better man what are your reasons? I can already feel a huge difference. The drug wears off why u think people disappear from here
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Many cases of suicide, I know 3+ people (I have them on Telegram, and other social media) from this forum who tried suicide but failed.
 
mura_yom_invegasucks said:
Dude you will feel entirely different in 6 months time and in 12 months you will feel entirely different from how you do in 6 months. I recovered everything in 2 years and I can know for sure because my art and music I make is way more creative and interesting than pre Invega. And I laughed so much more after the 2 year recovery. It made me appreciate life much more
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What side effects did you experience after the injections?
 
Baddream said:
What’s left that you wish to recover?
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Too many things. Anhedonia (numbness of experiences(music, food, going through memories, basically all kind of experiences), numbness of substances like coffee, etc), numbness/absence of feelings from emotions, I want to like my job again. I want to be able to like learning again. Anhedonia is around halfway gone.

My focus and concentration still halfway recovered – it su*ks like this it's enough to “function”. My memory is still not how it was. Perception of time passage I also want to recover, which is around half recovered.
My mood is still halfway empty, in combination with anhedonia it makes everything harder to do. Everything takes at least x2 more effort and more suffering.
I have to invest much more effort and/or suffering than what the result of that effort and/or suffering gives back. That's one of reason why it makes life not worth living.

While this severe anhedonia, itself makes life not worth living. Only what it's worth now, is for recovery.

I probably mentioned all of what is left.
 
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Have you noticed less shrinkage of penish?

I think If we want this forum to function we need tbh in all aspects. Who hasnt got genital shrinkage?? As well, all the pubic hair is dying for me
 
I hope I heal to some degree for God’s grace. I cant stand this life

I really cant guys

Or genetic engineering. Ive seen lots of schizo/BP people (who obviously took meds) that had sequenced DNA donde and it showed mutations/alterations of some proteins such as PLCG1, which indicates these shit affects how our body functions in every aspect. You cant return to to your former self with that being damaged. Maybe CRISPR is the answer (generic engineering) they can modify DNA in order to cure diseases…
 
t_xeplionhell said:
Mods would not like it.
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It’s free speech though. We need to hear the good, bad and the ugly. So we can decide the truth for ourselves

Whether or not invega leaves lasting damage only time will tell. There’s no point in sweating over it now, as there is nothing to be done about it. There are many people who recovered fully why wouldn’t I be one of them. I’m out to enjoy some sunshine it has been raining all week
 
Invegatorture said:
I’ve experienced no shrinkage. But way less semen volume and weak/non pleasurable orgasms.

Has anyone else experienced this?
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Yup definitely had the exact same problem at first, except that I unfortunately did experience shrinkage, which has barely improved all this time after. And yes the first few weeks I could barely arouse myself enough to have an orgasm, let alone produce semen, all that came out were a few drops of clear fluid, I wrote in extensive detail all the sexual issues caused by Invega, feel free to check it out. 😏 https://bluelight.org/xf/threads/the-general-catch-all-side-effect-thread-v-psych-meds-nsfw.929488/
 
Hi everyone my name is harry I suffered psychosis from weed just over a year ago and was taken to the psych ward and forcibly injected with a long acting depot of clopixol it is an older typical antipsychotic. I received 6 months of injections every two weeks and had my last injection just over 6 months ago , it has crushed me more than words can describe it given me severe anhedonia to the point where I feel lobotomised I obviously have no emotions whatsoever and my mood never changes I sit on my couch every day scrolling about it while smoking a cigarette every 30 minutes I can’t sleep longer than 2-3 hours and it’s very light sleep I never feel tired or hungry and substances don’t work : weed alcohol caffeine, I have felt like this since being on the injection and even though it’s been 6 months since my last injection I still feel the same , no improvement whatsoever. I’m really starting to worry that this is permanent and if so it is a death sentence as I refuse to live longer than 3 years like this if there is no improvements in that time I will definitely kill myself which sucks because my mum doesn’t deserve it my brother killed himself too so she would lose 2 children to suicide which would break her. Most people see improvements in 6 months I dony see why I haven’t improved. Fearing the worst
 
It’s not invega causing these problems. They have a covert way of getting drugs stored in our bodies. Please believe me. Don’t get unlucky and
 
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