swilow
Bluelight Crew
Excited for my looming weekend psychedelic voyage. 4-HO-DPT and ketamine are the substances of choice, and maybe some good old DMT to massage the neurons a bit more. Have the house to myself so gonna get messier than normal 

I forgot how fucking high 3-meo-PCP gets me. I had a tiny bump last night, I reckon 4mg or so and was just so stimulated and vibing. Does not feel safe though, I could feel a strange sort of not unpleasant recklessness bubbling up from within. Fortunately I've only got about 40mg or so of it. It's great but it fucked me up badly in the past and I behaved terribly on it (lost a treasured job). Such a fun feeling although kinda empty and nihilistic. Much caution required with this stuff...
Me and my ex-fiance always slept in seperate beds for years, well i slept on the couch. But same concept, my girl now will not have that and we have to be in the same bed together. Mean its okay, only issues are she complains about me having the TV on sometimes. I love sleeping with podcasts on it helps me relax. And she snores pretty heavy sometimes but i wake her ass up and tell her to roll over, lol.
I sleep in a separate bed. It was a sore spot with my partner for a while, but now we wouldn't have it any other way. I'm a night owl and insomniac, so trying to sleep in the same room just led to years of poor sleep. It turns out that I'm a happier, healthier person all around when I get my rest. We just make sure to set aside time for cuddling on the couch instead.
Once my missus understood that it wasn't that I didn't love her or desire her or anything but something purely practical, and once she tasted the sweet freedom of not having a hairy primate sweating, mumbling and twitching next to her, she was on board. I now actually find it really strange that sharing a bed is such a common practise. No one can give me a convincing reason why I should want it. Why is spending 7hrs unconscious within a half metre of another unconscious person meaningful?
But dont you have sex, the bewildered sheeple ask?
We actually have more sex now. We have radically different sleeping habits anyway and unless I was going to be a wild optimist and wake her up at 1am when I lay down after she's been asleep for 3 hrs, it wasn't happening. Nowadays we just kinda say, hey, let's have sex and we go and do itI do miss the fuzzy headed, sleepy morning copulation but that's basically just one particular sexual context that is off the books out of a myriad others that have opened up.
omg after I don't know how many years of reading BL threads, I just noticed it's @fastandbulbous not fastandFABULOUS lol.
^I think we've all been there![]()
So I tried plugging 20mg of 2ce in 2ml earlier this evening
It definitely burned and I needed to vacate my bowels shortly there after.
If plugging is akin to nasal (and given my insensitivity to 2cs) I figured this would be a strong dose. But honestly it didn’t definitely didnt all absorb before ya know Lol
Would diluting it more sting less? And cause less of an issue?
Ive only got like 60mg left … oral doesn’t really do it for me and nasal is so unbearable. Id like to try plugging this again
Perhaps I’ll wait until I’ve got more experience plugging but any insight is appreciated
I went through a phase of doing 3meopcp daily about 7 years ago and it really fucked me up. It wasn't huge doses and so often I just felt euphoric and high, but my behaviour was fucked and I got fired from a fantastic job as a result. It's a wonderful drug, don't get me wrong, but is really dangerous I think. After a point, it's hard to tell if you're acting weird or not.
Still, lowish doses are incredibly euphoric. Dissociative doses are plain scary in a good way. I used to get this feeling of incredible size, like I was this enormous being in a tiny low res world. I would just stride around feeling magnificent. It's the only dissociative that I've felt really compulsive with. Took it daily for about a year- great job, sober at the start of the year, at years end, unemployed and on opiates and having seizures constantly.
I went through a phase of doing 3meopcp daily about 7 years ago and it really fucked me up. It wasn't huge doses and so often I just felt euphoric and high, but my behaviour was fucked and I got fired from a fantastic job as a result. It's a wonderful drug, don't get me wrong, but is really dangerous I think. After a point, it's hard to tell if you're acting weird or not.
Still, lowish doses are incredibly euphoric. Dissociative doses are plain scary in a good way. I used to get this feeling of incredible size, like I was this enormous being in a tiny low res world. I would just stride around feeling magnificent. It's the only dissociative that I've felt really compulsive with. Took it daily for about a year- great job, sober at the start of the year, at years end, unemployed and on opiates and having seizures constantly.
Ive very limited experience with this Roa but I thought less liquid meant less… leakage?Yes diluting more will help with that, generally when i plug 2C-x i use a 5ml oral syringe and have it damn near full of water. Some might think this is overkill but its always worked for me and ive never felt a burn. And ive plugged 20mg 2C-E doses this way many times particularly.
Ive very limited experience with this Roa but I thought less liquid meant less… leakage?