i usually trip around 3 times a month on avg and almost always alone
it's weird tho with me - im kinda one of those guys that doesn't like to announce it until after the fact - for some reason, i dont want anybody to know while im tripping because it's like im just trying to blend in like nothings going on :tunein:
i do the same thing when somebody calls me on the phone and i instinctively answer it by mistake - before you know it, im babbling on and i have to catch myself and tell myself to shut up and i never even let them know that im tripping
but ive been here so many times over the last couple years while tripping - usually somewhere along the trip, im stopping through here
i gotta say, this place seriously cracks me up while im tripping and i wholeheartedly appreciate all of you and the forum for that part alone
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@AutoTripper is one of my favorite ppl here regardless, but i seem to always somehow find him while im tripping - probably because im up in the middle of the night and he's 7 or 8 hours ahead of me - im always glad he's here when im on one
Bro! I never "skim" for courtesy sake.
I'm naturally a tad dyslexic too. Whole life I can't read books for shit. I never "studied" at all through school or University.
Got my first mobile phone in 2004. Home Internet by 2006.
So 1st 24 yrs my life was off tele-grid entirely.
Also 1997 began cannabis use. My mum sold old school clean Moroccan hash just to hippy friends my whole upbringing so there was forever a bar around.
She used to eat it. I would eat 1.75 grams high THC hash on work lunchbreaks often, as say a Dustman.
Or put 7 grams "Goldseal" Black into cake, eat the lot at work over a 5 shift week. (That car part factory was literally the most boring job I ever did lol)
You only needed a cubed inch of those brownies to fly.
Add the hugest bucket bongs (bottle in water style you raise up) always right before school morning bike ride and jobs.)
Heavy pot use anyway. Even before Skunk really hit our streets latter 90's.
Once I baked 7 grams black & hashish mix into a 7 inch brownie tin at Uni, I ate about 5.5 grams worth one sitting. That's crazy THC volume, just 1/6 of an 8th was enough to rival 100 mics of acid.
But upon taking up heavy cannabis, I decided television was physically unhealthy as I could feel it's EMF shit.
So we abandoned TV's 1997 I barely glanced at a screen until Lyme stole life and friendship/activity/work/drug possibilities 2005. Even 9/11 literally barely got my attention I was so unplugged.
So all my exstacy years were a wilderness in that sense.
Just imagine it now! Lol.
I used to go Coarse fishing younger until a visionary dream showed me via my higher self it's as amoral as catching a Rottweiller on burger out the window, difference is legality. License!
And the fish's pain fear suffering is imperceptible. While the big Dobberman, "foul-hooked" on it's arse would squeal and my mum would have to "land" and unhook it at the front door lol.
So despite actually needing flesh foods constitutionally I never once cast a bait out again for fun sake. Even a Squirrell fishing license would trigger more campaigning than Fox hunting lol.
But fish? Nah they don't feel anything (umm, yeah right..
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I saw your bottom line though so I only read that bit yet, hence skimming remark I'm starting atop in a mo.
Thanks man. Your words of support do me the world of good always and no-one will ever know how much you've helped me in life (
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I feel really shit physically this a.m. typical post trip fatigue is way heavier with CFS and my body is yearning for corrective treatments plus 24/7 self management.
Take those blocks away, because they depress you to feel so sick invalided and breathless, I still have a fresh outlook.
250 is a good dose. 200 is great too but at 250 you get the sight.
At 300 can be dumbfounding. Post trip depression way less too vs 600 +.
Just my physical condition. Gonna aim real hard maybe in 7 days a better tune there.
....back to line 1 above now lol...
