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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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t_xeplionhell said:
Difference between 0.01% and 1% recovered is x100. I was around 1% recovered after 2 months off which is much better than being under 1%, but being 1% recovered is also extreme suffering, just lesser extreme.
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Have you recovered your emotions?
 
mouha said:
Have you recovered your emotions?
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Mine are gone they didnt came back like dirtyinvega
Is it possible to live a life without emotions...yes you are missing out on things like love but its still possible to have a good life. Dont worry about it too much most people recover. I stll felt i was recovering 16 moths off, its not like you stop recovering...some rare cases can take years
 
Just an update on the Merek situation, I have searched his IP addresses for his general location and have been trawling through news websites to find any possible accidents that could be linked with him and I cannot find anything at all. I am dearly hoping that he is in a hospital or rehab (he was talking about going to rehab) or perhaps even a psych ward, just so that he is alive and safe, and that he logs back in and posts here again soon.
Please everyone keep praying for his safety and that he returns here soon <3
 
t_xeplionhell said:
I got job, many friends, I go to gym, I do many things. How I now experience that life I once loved and liked, is not worth living and I live only for recovery.
I feel coffee around 50% as before, if I don't drink double I dont feel it at all. And alcohol under 50%, tried whiskey.
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Your social life is back to where it was?
 
t_xeplionhell said:
I got job, many friends, I go to gym, I do many things. How I now experience that life I once loved and liked, is not worth living and I live only for recovery.
I feel coffee around 50% as before, if I don't drink double I dont feel it at all. And alcohol under 50%, tried whiskey.
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how long you been off invega?
 
apsucks said:
How are your energy levels? I got constant fatigue and can't feel spiritual or my chakras at all
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I have moderate fatigue every morning. I get fatigued more easily.
Before 1 month when I meditated I felt something, it was numbed but yet quite noticable,
and after that I couldn't get anything similar.
 
mouha said:
What about your emotions
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I’m not really an emotional person tbh. I don’t get depressed or angry very easily. I would say I am numb. Not too positive not too negative. I am now having a few beers with my colleagues and am doing fine. I just wont be having an all out crazy night even if I binge on alcohol which sucks. I am unable to get in any kind of mood.
 
Hello there,

I was wondering if any of you all had a psychotic delusion involving either religion, evil, or parallel universes. The “delusional” state is in my intellectual ego. I do not think that the medicine is helping.

Also, I’m interested in reading more novels like “The Lathe of Heaven” which involves changing the continuum with dreaming. I, however, think I changed the continuum by “living” the legal fiction that now favours infringement of the body instead of autonomy, as Some of you have had the experience of being involuntary injected. From then on, I experienced highly unusual effects and I wonder what the quantum ingredients are of this injection. I’ve heard it contents included crystallised inorganic material. I was wondering if this is able to make a digital copy of you, henceforth the ahedonia and the feeling of being disembodied after the injections.
 
Whathappened123 said:
Hello there,

I was wondering if any of you all had a psychotic delusion involving either religion, evil, or parallel universes. The “delusional” state is in my intellectual ego. I do not think that the medicine is helping.

Also, I’m interested in reading more novels like “The Lathe of Heaven” which involves changing the continuum with dreaming. I, however, think I changed the continuum by “living” the legal fiction that now favours infringement of the body instead of autonomy, as Some of you have had the experience of being involuntary injected. From then on, I experienced highly unusual effects and I wonder what the quantum ingredients are of this injection. I’ve heard it contents included crystallised inorganic material. I was wondering if this is able to make a digital copy of you, henceforth the ahedonia and the feeling of being disembodied after the injections.
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Bruh, you are making hardcore assumptions based on no evidence.
And I don't feel disembodied, what do you even mean by that?
 
t_xeplionhell said:
Bruh, you are making hardcore assumptions based on no evidence.
And I don't feel disembodied, what do you even mean by that?
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I don’t feel benzos any longer or any adrenalin or emotions. It’s as if I’m a camera walking around.

Also, I’m definitely not delusional. Every bad thing happened 6 months after the shots. I think it interfered with my adolescent brain and made it unable to “complete.”

This is definitely a conspiracy, I was lied to by doctors and one doctor said I was “catatonic” and ordered me via telephone call to transport to another hospital, guess what he works for a software company and one of the 11 followers of the Twitter account of the company is the hospital I was sent to. I also experienced something crazy there, I was simply walking down the stairs and next thing I know I was in a hospital bed. And I saw my mother with heterochromia in her eyes, she said this “I remember you from before!” In my face and she doesn’t recall saying this which is the odd part. She also had a weird prophetic dream and she doesn’t remember it which is weird.
 
roofmaan1 said:
I reallize I had some toxic positivity ill work on it
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Could you all just snap out of it I KNOW you are all mighty and know a lot of things you shouldn’t know but this doesn’t give you the right to bully me every single day of my miserable life. What do you WANT seriously you should know I’m pathetic and weak and I don’t relate to life but you matrix people keep thinking it’s hilarious to troll the fuck out of me. It’s INSANE and TORTURE so just shut up and ASK or TAKE whatever it is you want since your almighty power already made me question the fuck out of existence since The Event and whatever the hell happened prior.
 
Alright so you retroactively edited my post to include or change swear words or I’m actually demented, at this point I’d rather have dementia.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
I have moderate fatigue every morning. I get fatigued more easily.
Before 1 month when I meditated I felt something, it was numbed but yet quite noticable,
and after that I couldn't get anything similar.
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How to get it back ?
 
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