Any stimulant gives me extreme anxiety/panic attacks like even one tiny bump, so I don't wanna mix xanax and uppers so now I have to stay away from ANY uppers, fucking coffee makes me run for a fucking xanax, fucking sucks cause I was one of these people who did GRAMS of coke, and yea it was good and yes I was freaking out thinking people were outside trying to get me etc. the normal with speed addicts. I guess my heart and brain now tell me I cant do it or ill die, so opiates is the ONLY drug I can do besides weed... alcohol makes me a NASTY person and I have enough assault cases and jail time from it. I am normally a VERY nice guy but alcohol turns me into something I am not