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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

Just filled my second 8 dram vial of FXE, have to of them all the way too the top which is fifty grams in total. Really happy about this obviously as its a top notch drug, should last me quite awhile. Considering its pretty much the main drug i use now it makes me feel comfy knowing i have like a year supply at least, hopefully longer.

The new batch came in a bunch of smaller rocks unlike the few huge ones last time. So it doesnt make as pretty a photo so i didnt bother. But its easier to put away and crush up so not really a bad thing. Will be taking this week off tho to lower tolerance cuz ive been doing it too heavily for the last few months.

My girlfriend and i are going to stay with my mother at her new retirement community for couple days. Probably just gonna make a nice gram capsule of Pregabalin take on Saturday when we are chilling at the Spa/Pool. The community is sat on 400 acres and is super nice.

The Spa has steam room, sauna, hot tubs, indoor heated pool and gym etc. Just gonna hang out there with my girl and momma and enjoy relaxing. We are gonna start staying with them one weekend a month for now on, will be nice to spend more time with her. They have a spare bedroom we are gonna use.
 
Xorkoth said:
I have not, but my friend has done it like 500 times. He says it's incredible. He's done it with a wing suit, too, and swooped around clouds and come to a stop by flaring his wingsuit hard enough.
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Nice!! Wing suit jumps look incredibly sick, unreal stuff.

You don't wanna go with him sometime? Regular jump ofc =D
 
He doesn't do it anymore now that he has a kid. He used to BASE jump, too, a lot. In the end he told me it was kind of a somewhat sick addiction, where he knew he might die every time and semi-welcomed it, though that's more referring to the BASE jumping. He said like half the people he made friends with (jumpers) all died during the time he was doing it.

I would like to skydive from a plane sometime, though. It sounds like it would be an amazing experience.
 
Had a really fucked up dream last night, went on this crazy drug bender for days and lost my phone. Doing a mix of Dissos, Psychedelics, MDMA and god knows what else. Was actually super high in the dream too which was pretty wild.

Was out if it for days and my girlfriend had a meltdown cuz i didnt answer my phone and broke up with me when i finally talked to her. Missed work all those days, and i also lost half the drugs in my stash box. It was so crazy and really had me a wreck when i woke up, felt real and i have done shit like that in the past.

@Xorkoth one of my best childhood friends became a sky diving instructor so the story about Samadhi Smiles im guessing really reminds me of him alot. He probably jumped a similar amount of times and was doing the wing suit stuff as well. He always tried to convince me to go with him but i would back out. Also dont like the idea of being strapped up to some dude for your jumps in the begining.

If i could just do it by myself from the rip i probably would have done it. My sister went with him once and had a blast. He used to take Acid and Mushrooms when he would jump, really wild dude. He started off doing it in NJ but ended up moving to Florida and then California and working there. That way he could go all year in the warmer weather.
 
Shalom

Happy passover!!
I have kosher wine and x pills.

I haven't had a drink in over a month so I figure it's ok to celebrate passover with some kosher wine. I don't plan to start drinking regularly again. A few passover libations should be easy.

People drink in front of me everyday. So I know I can't drink everyday like I was. That won't stop me celebrating passover.

Shalom

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The sheet of LSD arrived in the mail today, took forever. Like almost ten days i dont know what that was about i started to get worried. Well its wrapped in foil and then also vacuum sealed so it should be stable until i get around to using it. Gonna start tapering the zyprexa again and start putting some pills to the side that im gonna crush to powder and then eventually start dosing small amounts with a toothpick every other day for awhile, hopefully i can get off soon.
 
cosmic charlie said:
The sheet of LSD arrived in the mail today, took forever. Like almost ten days i dont know what that was about i started to get worried. Well its wrapped in foil and then also vacuum sealed so it should be stable until i get around to using it.
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If you need a fellow New Jersian to keep that safe for you... 😎

I bought a half sheet (really it was 5 ten strips, already separated) back in 2013 at a music festival. Stash is getting down there by now
 
Hey everyone.

Realised I hadn't posted in a while, thought I'd drop in, say hi.

Hi.


Ate a bushy stem of khat earlier. Kind of underestimated it - actually acts quite similar to Adderall. I went from feeling really depleted (possibly have covid from a recent event I attended in Sydney) to feeling pretty fucking good.

Got some cactus tea simmering on the stove, making some noise on synthesizers. Pleasant evening.

In Australian news, cannabis is pretty much legal here now, provided you go through the proper channels: a quick consult over the phone, select your products online (flower and oil drops at the moment, no vapeable distillates or bubble hash or rosin yet, but still - fuck yeah). Simple.

Fuck loads of mushrooms growing everywhere at the moment (a few Panaeolus species, some gymnopilus I'm hoping to try and Psilocybe Cubensis & Subaeruginosa). People seem to be becoming much more open about discussing it too. MDMA and psilocybin are now considered "schedule 8" as their medical potential has been officially recognised by the medical community.

The ridiculous battle against psychoactive substances which might induce some peace for those who wish to partake is slowly falling apart, and it's good to see.

Anyhow, hope you all have a good Easter. Hope you're all thriving and doing something every day to figure out what you want in life and taking steps towards whatever that is.

I mean, I'm not, but I hope you are.
Be well 🙂
 
My dude is completely sold out of the LSD now thank goodness i moved when i did and grabbed up that whole sheet. Cant sleep on stuff man cuz things just dissapear on you sometimes. Will always regret not buying bulk of 3-HO-PCP and 3-HO-PCE when my vendor in China had it for stupid cheap. What a dumb move that was, main reason why i spent 1,300 dollars on Fluorexetamine this year...
 
Kaden_Nite said:
Hey everyone.

Realised I hadn't posted in a while, thought I'd drop in, say hi.

Hi.


Ate a bushy stem of khat earlier. Kind of underestimated it - actually acts quite similar to Adderall. I went from feeling really depleted (possibly have covid from a recent event I attended in Sydney) to feeling pretty fucking good.

Got some cactus tea simmering on the stove, making some noise on synthesizers. Pleasant evening.

In Australian news, cannabis is pretty much legal here now, provided you go through the proper channels: a quick consult over the phone, select your products online (flower and oil drops at the moment, no vapeable distillates or bubble hash or rosin yet, but still - fuck yeah). Simple.

Fuck loads of mushrooms growing everywhere at the moment (a few Panaeolus species, some gymnopilus I'm hoping to try and Psilocybe Cubensis & Subaeruginosa). People seem to be becoming much more open about discussing it too. MDMA and psilocybin are now considered "schedule 8" as their medical potential has been officially recognised by the medical community.

The ridiculous battle against psychoactive substances which might induce some peace for those who wish to partake is slowly falling apart, and it's good to see.

Anyhow, hope you all have a good Easter. Hope you're all thriving and doing something every day to figure out what you want in life and taking steps towards whatever that is.

I mean, I'm not, but I hope you are.
Be well 🙂
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Thats great man im glad that things are getting better over there for us swirly folks, the war on drugs is gonna end eventually. It might take another 50 years before its truly turned around but i feel like it will happen eventually. Ive always been so intrested in trying fresh Khat it sounds like very enjoyable drug.

Does it share any similarity to Mephedrone high at all, like can you tell thats what it could become. Is it hard to grow this stuff im curious if i could have some plants of i own a home one day. Everyone ive talked to says how euphoric the stuff is, would be ecstatic if i can meet someone IRL that has some, but id say the chances of that are slim to none.
 
cosmic charlie said:
Thats great man im glad that things are getting better over there for us swirly folks, the war on drugs is gonna end eventually. It might take another 50 years before its truly turned around but i feel like it will happen eventually. Ive always been so intrested in trying fresh Khat it sounds like very enjoyable drug.

Does it share any similarity to Mephedrone high at all, like can you tell thats what it could become. Is it hard to grow this stuff im curious if i could have some plants of i own a home one day. Everyone ive talked to says how euphoric the stuff is, would be ecstatic if i can meet someone IRL that has some, but id say the chances of that are slim to none.
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Hey man,

It's not really like mephedrone in my opinion. More like a pharmaceutical stimulant with recreational potential than a straight up party drug. I like it anyway.

I got four plants maybe three years ago. One didn't make it, one has two foot long stems but few leaves, the other two are about one and a half feet but filling out very well. One is producing so much new growth, I felt I had to eat some to keep it in check. I think they do take some care, but not as much as growing weed (I've used seaweed plant food, hair from haircuts, some cover so that they don't get drowned when it pours and a little Epson salt here and there, that seems to have worked okay).

If you can't find plants online or at some hippie herb shop, you might find seeds at least. They start slow, but get going once they get settled in.

Definitely seems more functional and less fiendish than coca. Like a middle ground between caffeine and amphetamine maybe.
 
So yeah @unodelasumn definitely has some issues to think through (I had been ignoring the situation, it's not exactly my first day on the internet.. but thanks, the caring souls reporting on my behalf).. but so do I. On the other side of the internet people were talking about cancer cell mechanics for some reason. One person in chat wrote how it was advantageous from the cell point of view to value proliferation over potential self-sacrifice. I, being drunk, made some dumb hyperbolic comment highlighting the absurdity of such view, the cancer cell as protagonist. Cancer rights matter or sumn. You know, reductio ad absurdum.

Next thing, a guy joins chat claiming his mother just died of cancer. "Dang, condolescences", I wrote. What's one to say to a disembodied stranger, right. But apparently that was not enough. Next thing he did was copypasting my first remark, as if to set the stage for my grovelling apology.

I refused to play along.

Which of course had the guy directing expletives into my general direction, leaving the whole room utterly flustered. Everyone on social media is just used to giving way to the cancel culture golem, aren't they.

And YES I am the heartless bastard in this scenario. I had been half a year off dissociatives, of course I was. I'm ENVIOUS of your heartbreak, I wish I had a mother with enough love and dignity to justify a mourn. I don't. Some deranged animal birthed me and I have to put up with the resulting situation. It's excruciating and often I just want to go cancel culture on my own existence. (No need for violin, just making my point.)

Nevertheless, I want to stand by what I said. Weaponizing your grief is not how you ride it out. A broken heart sees messages divorced from their context all too often.. I, of all people, know. But fact is, I did not intend to mock your loss with some stupid joke about cancer cells. So please don't pretend I did. And don't use the technological amplification of mob mentality to try to eliminate me for pointing out the whole affair is delusory.

You just can't go around throwing your suffering in people's faces like that. People under siege are unable to tune in to empathy. It's a neurological fact, it's a psychological fact. Yet these kinds of actions gain online social support.

And I'm not saying you do not deserve support. I'm not saying you don't deserve people's empathy. It's just that by trying to FORCE people to empathize you'll never get them to. You'll only sow hypocrisy.. getting people to side with the "trauma points".. because that's what you get, calculation, calculated posturing. That's not empathy. You're doing yourself a disservice pretending that's what you need. You're making the age old mistake of filling the void left by love with power. A little power trip, silencing an almost entirely unrelated message, almost entirely unrelated to your story apart from that one keyword, "cancer".

I don't want to burden a grieving mind with technicalities, hence why I'm taking the rant here.

But I am in two minds about it. On the one hand I concluded I had grown monstrous, and should appropriately medicate my decrepit state. On the other hand I stand by my point of not yielding to this emotion-over-cognition bias the internet is amplifying in the populace at large.

I don't know.. I keep going back and forth. I wonder what thoughts it stirs up within the minds of the psychedelic community.. at least in those that don't glorify complacency preferring to cower in silence.
 
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See, what strikes here is that you will go will analyze the guy's intentions (and make some fairly bold assumptions in the process) and the accompanying rest of the chat so deeply but yet can't take a step back and think, "well, taking all context into account this seems way within the range of pretty standard human behavior", because it actually is. That's what I'd think, close the tab and come back tomorrow when literally everyone will have forgotten. That's how people work, emotion over cognition, it's just how it is,

Based on the incident alone, there is no need for yielding or adapting, something happens, you make an effort to not assume the worst and on time goes..

I'm so much more relaxed these days, I used to obsess over inconsequential things as well, but the significant difference that I wouldalmost solely obsess over my own words & actions and would never hold other's to the same "standards".
 
There's a Bluelight chat?

Sorry for not being around lately, been in a real funk. Hope everyone has been doing well.

Done too much DOC lately after holding on to my stash for 7 years without dipping into it (through and since I did chemotherapy from 2016-2020). On 13mg tonight and it's mostly just a mood buzz / body high than anything truly psychedelic. Probably time for a break eh?
 
Jesus @pharmakos that is a monster dose.

The stimulation from that has to be something fierce, and the vasoconstriction isnt intense. When i take 5mgs both of those become pretty pronounced. Still love it tho and ive done that dose many times. But yeah you should take a break, it will be a fully experience afterwards.

DOC over use really fucked up my psych tolerance at one point, like i couldnt even get visuals from other psychs. I took 10mgs once but i was on alot of Clonazepam so it leveled it out and dampened things down. Id never take a massive dose like that on DOC alone, fuck.
 
cosmic charlie said:
Jesus @pharmakos that is a monster dose.

The stimulation from that has to be something fierce, and the vasoconstriction isnt intense. When i take 5mgs both of those become pretty pronounced. Still love it tho and ive done that dose many times. But yeah you should take a break, it will be a fully experience afterwards.

DOC over use really fucked up my psych tolerance at one point, like i couldnt even get visuals from other psychs. I took 10mgs once but i was on alot of Clonazepam so it leveled it out and dampened things down. Id never take a massive dose like that on DOC alone, fuck.
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I ended up taking another 4mg and pushing it to 17mg total lol.

I always do Shulgin style at least. Start at low doses and work my way up. There was one day recently where I had troublesome vasoconstriction but I ended up taking a long hot bath and it worked itself out. No similar troubles tonight. I drink a LOT of fluids (probably a gallon of fluids a day at least) so that helps a lot.
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
See, what strikes here is that you will go will analyze the guy's intentions (and make some fairly bold assumptions in the process) and the accompanying rest of the chat so deeply but yet can't take a step back and think, "well, taking all context into account this seems way within the range of pretty standard human behavior", because it actually is. That's what I'd think, close the tab and come back tomorrow when literally everyone will have forgotten. That's how people work, emotion over cognition, it's just how it is,

Based on the incident alone, there is no need for yielding or adapting, something happens, you make an effort to not assume the worst and on time goes..

I'm so much more relaxed these days, I used to obsess over inconsequential things as well, but the significant difference that I wouldalmost solely obsess over my own words & actions and would never hold other's to the same "standards".
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You're implying I'm obsessing about an inconsequential thing? I'm trying to explore the intersection of technology and psychology. It's gonna be my job some day.
 
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