You've only been off ADs for 3 months. You could have PSSD. You could also be suffering withdrawal.
I don't think I have Post SSRI Sexual Dysfunction at all, because I took fluoxetine in 2011/2012 and didn't have such problems. My sexual dysfunction began in December 2021 after using paliperidone for 5 months. At that point, I had not touched an antidepressant since fluoxetine in 2012 or possibly 2015 and I've never had sexual dysfunction whatsoever in my entire life until December 2021. My paliperidone-induced depression began at the same time in December 2021, so I did start on antidepressants which of course didn't work, in 2022, running through fluoxetine, wellbutrin, escitalopram, pramipexole and duloxetine. There is no way that sexual dysfunction that was identical to the paliperidone-induced sexual dysfunction just happened to appear at some point along the way in 2022 and that seemlessly, paliperidone-induced sexual dysfunction disappeared while some antidepressant-induced one/s replaced it and they were both identical (and all totally seemless) in total severity. There is no reason to believe this since the depression induced by paliperidone has also remained and not changed, just like the sexual dysfunction.
I am not suffering from withdrawal. I have never had withdrawal from any psychiatric medication whatsoever ever. In fact, no psychiatric medicines have ever given me any benefit in my entire life! I was prescribed fluoxetine in 2011/2012 and 2015 when I didn't actually have depression and the alleged depression diagnosis was false because the DSM criteria were not even close to being met! I have never actually had psychosis because the allegations were falsified by providers I have often irrefutably proven to be malicious falsifiers of records, the limited allegations were contradicted by other providers and my work, academic and writing record. Additionally, every psychotic diagnoses I have been given was impossible because the DSM criteria were not even close to being met. That's why it should surprise no one that these medications offered no benefit. Likewise, having no benefit, my body did not depend on them in any way and there were no withdrawal effects whatsoever, ever. This is also true for benzodiazepines I was given in 2012 for physical pain (caused by antipsychotics) (didn't help) and sleeping medications for insomnia caused by paliperidone in Dec 2021/early 2022 (these were also useless). What I h
ave had, rather than "withdrawal effects," is, as I have said in previous posts, many long-term and some permanent, incurable, untreatable injuries from these antidepressants and antipsychotics.
The psychiatric drug caused injuries: 16 months and counting of paliperidone-induced depression and sexual dysfunction; ~10.5 years of abilify-induced obesity; ~5 months of abilify-induced breathing problems (this is the second abilify-induced breathing problems extended episode in my life); ~9 months of Wellbutrin induced diarrhea; ~13 months of fluoxetine and then wellbutrin (~9 months out) induced heartburn.
The breathing problems are like being strangled repeatedly, day after day, week after week. The sexual dysfunction are internal sexual injuries and a sexual assault counselor concurred with me that I have been violated and what has occurred is at least sexual assault, if not rape. All these injuries and the severe suffering and pain they have caused constitute repeated torture--many different kinds of repeated torture on a daily basis.
Those who administered the guilty drugs have wielded dangerous weapons--there is no safe use for them because the only way to avoid their dangers is to not use them at all. Every use is just as potentially injurious and deadly as the next, as low doses with fast onset of severe side effects and injuries have proven, as has onset of severe side effects and injuries at later times, at practically any and every interval possible, also proven! The injuriousness is not affected by supposed "good intentions;" the existence of therapeutic benefits does not affect the injuriousness.
This is in contrast to using guns, sex toys and doing gynecological exams, where lawful and/or nonharmful use can be separated from nefarious, injurious and dangerous use.
I am going after the guilty parties for committing aggravated assault, many counts of attempted aggravated assault, many counts of attempted sexual assault, sexual assault (resulting in permanent sexual injury), rape (resulting in permanent sexual injury), many counts of many kinds of attempted torture, many counts of many kinds of torture, many counts of attempted strangulation, many counts of strangulation and many counts of attempted murder. In my own state's statutes, these are severe felonies which result in the convicted being sentenced for long, long prison terms and subject to severe fines and rightly so. These guilty parties are also irrefutably guilty of other crimes, like medical records falsification, legal and medical sabotage and obstruction of justice, criminal injurious medical malpractice and negligence, reckless endangerment, fraud and unjust enrichment and defamation. There are guilty parties who were also parties to these crimes, like clinics, hospitals, organizations, other staff, government that variously approved of illegal community commitment/forced medication (it was in violation of the rules on those commitments) and the pharmaceutical companies that make the injurious drugs. There should be a lot of people going to prison for a very long time.
Unfortunately, private attorneys and law firms refuse to help me. There is plenty of actionable cause, my case has infinite merit and I have vast overwhelming evidence and lots of irrefutable evidence and the statutes of limitations remain almost entirely intact in all these matters. The rejecting firms refuse to disclose reasons. Justice departments refuse to help me or respond, as well. Lawmakers and executives refuse to respond, although my pleas have not been repeated, intense and comprehensive enough. Health departments and professional oversight agencies refuse to help. Specifically, my state's professional oversight agency recently rejected one of my complaints (and has not responded to the other three) and refused to disclose reasons for doing so, claiming that they never record reasons and do not have to disclose them. I've petitioned justice departments and private attorneys and law firms for help on separate but slightly related matters as well as completely unrelated matters, all of which have great merit, actionable cause and strong and sometimes irrefutable evidence and likewise, have received either no response or rejections without any reasons disclosed. I have also pursued justice in other states on behalf of people, victims and crimes not related to my cases, only to find that justice departments in those other states also refuse to respond and investigate serious crimes for which irrefutable proof exists! News media and NGOs also refuse to reply to my pleas, although my pleas sent to them specifically have not been, very often, precisely about any of these cases I am pursuing but only related to some of their topics, generally. Even health care providers outside mental health are making my life and my treatment/measurement of these injuries as difficult as possible (and there is little doubt they aren't able to treat nor cure them), commit falsification of records themselves, delay and obstruct care and scheduling, become rude and argumentative and play games, etc. When it comes to psychiatrists, I've contacted over 200 of them in America and the world about treatments/cures for paliperidone induced sexual dysfunction and depression, as well as advocacy about this particular problem, with a 20% response rate and those responders not committing to any action or help and having no answers. I need to reach out to larger numbers of psychiatrists for the other injuries and advocacy measures related to medication dangers and non-medication misconduct dangers. I need to reach out to huge numbers of regular doctors and scientists about these injuries and their measurement, healing and treatment. In a few of the outreach areas mentioned, there is still lots more work to do before I can suspect corruption, but the more outreach I do, the more evidence I collect, the clearer the picture will become in this regard.
I don't know how many of you have taken these exhaustive routes I have? Many should try, to see what the results are. If you have already, it would be helpful to share your progress or lackthereof with the rest of us.
If many innocent victims with strong evidence and cases are being denied help and justice, we will know for sure that corruption is very widespread. Such widespread corruption is not acceptable. 260+ million unique people worldwide are on antipsychotics in the last 10 years, many more on antidepressants, and 16 million unique Americans on antipsychotics in recent years and 34 million unique Americans on antidepressants in recent years; all these numbers are also a fair barometer for those exposed to non-medication crimes of mental health providers and our mental health systems. With such massive numbers of people exposed to these dangers, crimes and harms, even very small rates of victims from the total pool will be massive, massive numbers of people who then would be subject to widespread corruption and unable to attain justice and unable to obtain healing. Just societies don't deny such massive numbers of victims healing and justice, period. Just societies don't ignore such massive numbers of victims and such massive dangers, period. If this is what our societies are becoming, then, fundamentally, law, order, morality, compassionate health care and safety are rapidly disappearing.
If you need detailed evidence of any of my claims, just ask. I've likely listed them before but to list them in every post would make my posts unreadably long.