Hey guys, it’s been a while since I’ve updated. I’m 7 months off, and I’m doing slightly better. It’s a very gradual process. I still have no energy, and cognitively im a lil slow, but akithisia has cleared up almost entirely, and my Anhedonia is a lot better than before. I’ve actually had the urge to, and have been playing a lot of a game called Garry’s Mod. I play it almost all day lately, and im part of a community on there. I was actually promoted to the staff team (we handle problem players and moderate racism and trolling and such), and I’ve been making friends on there. I used to staff on Garry’s mod from like 2014-2018, so it’s nice to be doing something I used to enjoy. I haven’t been suicidal in a good while, which is great compared to when I was on Invega, I was thinking about suicide 10+ times a day. Anyways, I think I’m kinda recovering, but I don’t think I’ll ever be my old self again, at least not quite.
