Richi1
Bluelighter
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- Jan 6, 2022
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Back in April/June there was no euphoria from the drinking, just anxiety. Now I can feel relatively good drinking (still not as good as it used to be) but then almost immediately afterwards the tinnitus and anxiety attacks begin leading to a plunge down that ranges anywhere from 3 days to 4 weeks.Is it very bad or bearable? Does it clear up fairly quickly?
Also do you actually enjoy being drunk, can you still feel the euphoria?
These plunge downs where I go into a deep anxious and depressed state happen randomly too and not always triggered by alcohol use.
It’s really puzzling. Especially the tinnitus. I don’t know why alcohol is causing this reaction and why the brain has failed to recover after ~10 months.
I’ve integrated and adapted, so I’m pretty much resigned to feeling this way forever now but it feels quite tragic at times.
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