Masterp423
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 11, 2020
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How long have you been on antipsychotics?
Glad you have a good psychiatrist.
I was thinking about something like that yesterday.
I have a rare siddhi that allows me to see energy and some time during my recovery I was "seeing my brain", the amount of atrophy, and the scale of the damage; I suddenly felt absolutely crushed and helpless. It was recently that I decided to turn things around, quit alcohol and attempt to heal my own brain through things like meditation and energy work.
I've seen results, believe it or not, but staying on top of my healing is something I am fully committed too and it hasn't been easy. I used to believe that good things were just going to come to me. I rarely ever met my goals without having to simply just walk over to them. I've had a lot of things given to me on the proverbial silver platter.
Just reminiscing still about the potential loss of--what I deem was--20% of my brain mass. If I could paint a detailed picture, I'd share it here for others to see. I can still "see" the damage caused by Invega Sustenna, Risperdal Consta, and especially Vraylar. I'm more than hopeful I'll get this fixed. Sure my story is touching, but whenever it reaches the people who read said history... I hope they try and give a shit.