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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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Serhat96 said:
So guys it's been 6 days off the injection, I felt a little better today, I don't get dizzy when I standup anymore I think thats going away. Yeah overall I feel better today compared to otherdays. Looks like I am recovering on day 6
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It's not happening so fast brother lol ;), but I glad you're feeling better.
 
Serhat96 said:
So guys it's been 6 days off the injection, I felt a little better today, I don't get dizzy when I standup anymore I think thats going away. Yeah overall I feel better today compared to otherdays. Looks like I am recovering on day 6
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You’re just having a good day I remember in my first month coming off the injection I would have 4-5 horrible days but one day I’d feel slightly better it was still hell just a little less hell you probably won’t make any big improvements until month 2-3
 
Merek said:
You’re just having a good day I remember in my first month coming off the injection I would have 4-5 horrible days but one day I’d feel slightly better it was still hell just a little less hell you probably won’t make any big improvements until month 2-3
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Meh i can survive 2-3 months no problems. Playing some RuneScape to pass time. Good thing is though Im not getting dizzy when I standup from a lying position so theres that
 
Serhat96 said:
:ROFLMAO:Idk I just feel good today abit compared to otherdays. Maybe my brain heals quick, but we'll see I hope to see some improvements at 1 month mark
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Look at a monthly basis.
My akathisia for example, went away at month 1 or 2. It just takes time.
The more you keep track of it (Daily basis), the more you lose track over it and you may eventually get frustrated.
Don't worry about it too much, that's what I'm trying to say. When you look back you suddenly notice that things improve.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Look at a monthly basis.
My akathisia for example, went away at month 1 or 2. It just takes time.
The more you keep track of it (Daily basis), the more you lose track over it and you may eventually get frustrated.
Don't worry about it too much, that's what I'm trying to say. When you look back you suddenly notice that things improve.
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Yeah I suppose so, just hoping till summer if I can be least 50% recovered i'd be happy and another 50% till end of this year that would be good ideal. I tend to recover quick from anti psychotics judging by the past ive been on em and when I stopped them I recovered quick
 
Serhat96 said:
Yeah I suppose so, just hoping till summer if I can be least 50% recovered i'd be happy and another 50% till end of this year that would be good ideal. I tend to recover quick from anti psychotics judging by the past ive been on em and when I stopped them I recovered quick
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I recovered quickly from Zyprexa for example, lost all the fat within a month or less.
With Xeplion it's a different ball game man, it just takes a fucking long time, to the point that the damage feels permanent. I hope it's not permanent.
It's been almost 6 months and I haven't lost that belly and still I have no patience to play video games or do digital art, although I can say that my patience did improve a bit. I used to stop videos in the middle of watching and walked around the house instead because I would lose patience (hard to explain), now, I don't do that anymore.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I recovered quickly from Zyprexa for example, lost all the fat within a month or less.
With Xeplion it's a different ball game man, it just takes a fucking long time, to the point that the damage feels permanent. I hope it's not permanent.
It's been almost 6 months and I haven't lost that belly and still I have no patience to play video games or do digital art, although I can say that my patience did improve a bit. I used to stop videos in the middle of watching and walked around the house instead because I would lose patience (hard to explain), now, I don't do that anymore.
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Yes you are recovering abit slower than the average recovery rate here people have but you are recovering trust me. How are you nowadays anyways?
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I recovered quickly from Zyprexa for example, lost all the fat within a month or less.
With Xeplion it's a different ball game man, it just takes a fucking long time, to the point that the damage feels permanent. I hope it's not permanent.
It's been almost 6 months and I haven't lost that belly and still I have no patience to play video games or do digital art, although I can say that my patience did improve a bit. I used to stop videos in the middle of watching and walked around the house instead because I would lose patience (hard to explain), now, I don't do that anymore.
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I feel like you're gonna have a big improvement when you hit month 8-9. Everyone recovers eventually. You know what when you hit month 8-9 Id sign up to the gym & get on a diet and you'll just forget about invega move on with your life
 
Serhat96 said:
Yes you are recovering abit slower than the average recovery rate here people have but you are recovering trust me. How are you nowadays anyways?
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I'm better without akathisia that's for sure.
My sexual function still suck, I have no patience for my hobbies, I just lay in bed most of the time. Can't do much but lay in bed and go to work.
 
Serhat96 said:
I feel like you're gonna have a big improvement when you hit month 8-9. Everyone recovers eventually. You know what when you hit month 8-9 Id sign up to the gym & get on a diet and you'll just forget about invega move on with your life
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I already on a diet.
I became too weak I have no energy to workout. I used to go to the gym 6 days a week before Xeplion.
Idk man, nothing is like it was before, this drug changed how my body operate.
I don't even produce semen the same way I used to, everything is different now.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I already on a diet.
I became too weak I have no energy to workout. I used to go to the gym 6 days a week before Xeplion.
Idk man, nothing is like it was before, this drug changed how my body operate.
I don't even produce semen the same way I used to, everything is different now.
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Yeah same my semen is effected too, but it will get better trust me, keep up the hope. By the time is summer you'll feel alot better plus sunshine is good for you getting rid of invega what I expierenced, last summer when I was on invega I was in the sun alot it helped me cope with the side effects more
 
Serhat96 said:
Hey man least you got work, takes your mind off things.
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At least I make some money, but life became worthless without joy or satisfactory from things.
Also my concentration/focus sucks really bad, I watch YouTube videos like a dumb person, I watch it blankly, without absorbing any information.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
At least I make some money, but life became worthless without joy or satisfactory from things.
Also my concentration/focus sucks really bad, I watch YouTube videos like a dumb person, I watch it blankly, without absorbing any information.
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Yep I was like that too when I was on the injection but it got better even while being on the injection, your body is trying to fight this foreign substance (invega) its not natrual anti psychotics are just not natrual, playing with the balance in our neuro chemicals in the mind
 
Serhat96 said:
Yep I was like that too when I was on the injection but it got better even while being on the injection, your body is trying to fight this foreign substance (invega) its not natrual anti psychotics are just not natrual, playing with the balance in our neuro chemicals in the mind
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They play with your brain (the most sophisticated organ in the body) acting like they know what they're doing, based on their false theories about dopamine.
This is beyond cruelty, taking the joy out of somebody. I didn't imagine that something like this possible.
At least I don't think about suicide, but life became so worthless now it's ridiculous.
I do nothing but go to work like a rat and lay in bed all day watching YouTube pointlessly.
 
Discovering, that beyond Invega, I have "awakened" to see that there are many "woke" people who it is difficult to hide things from. In their presence I feel that things between me and them are open-ended and when played out in whatever fashion, it makes life easier--more meaningful.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Can't protect or stand up for myself, physically too weak and verbally too dumb.
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When I was first administered Risperdal Consta, one of my biggest challenges was living in a big city and not having the ability to defend myself. Was once approached by a guy singing Nazi songs, wielding a large knife. I pleaded for my doctor and the people running the group home--I was living in--to take me off the drug. They refused for two years.

I unfortunately cannot think of a single realistic thing that would help. You're just going to have to be brave.
 
iridescentblack said:
When I was first administered Risperdal Consta, one of my biggest challenges was living in a big city and not having the ability to defend myself. Was once approached by a guy singing Nazi songs, wielding a large knife. I pleaded for my doctor and the people running the group home--I was living in--to take me off the drug. They refused for two years.

I unfortunately cannot think of a single realistic thing that would help. You're just going to have to be brave.
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I would shit my pents facing that Nazi if it was happening to me rn.
Before the injections I would barely give a fuck.
I feel like a wilted flower, that's the best analogy I can think of.
 
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