I do not understand this drug anymore at all and don't know what to do. I will not stop using it until I finally get the "normal" high again. I first used 14 months ago and got incredible buzz energy and fapped for 4h straight in pure euphoria just like people would often describe it. I started using again recreationaly 2 months ago and it's not like that at all anymore but it's from the same source. Just to be clear I do not expect that euphoria again but ffs at least anything, when I use in moderate doses besides not being able to sleep I feel absolutely nothing, when I go to fap I cum like usual(sober), music sounds the same, I can eat just fine etc... But if I use more I just get anxiety and can't wait for it to be over. Wtf is going on and has anyone else experienced this? Am I using too much and overwhelming my brain so I can't feel pleasure or am I using too little and then letting anxiety take control of the high? Am I alergic if that even exists? Did my brain just suddenly decide to neglect amphetamine effects for whatever reason? Any tips and advice would mean a lot to me. Snorting 2 fat lines that make my friends tweak hard af while I can eat a whole lunch afterwards(14 months ago when using I would sooner give my ass then eat anything high on speed) is just mind boggling since it can't be tolerance...
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Jabberwocky
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You're describing tolerance which is completely normal. Take a long break. Don't do any speed for a month.
Judging by your writing you need a break, too.
Delusional sobriety is a potent effect. You aren't allergic to speed you've just taken way too much. Your inability to see your own tolerance is telling... your brain is not allergic, you simply need to stop using it. You may be producing psychosis at this point.
Stop coming up with reasons it's not making you feel good anymore and start realizing what you are doing to yourself.
Take a break my dude.
Judging by your writing you need a break, too.
Delusional sobriety is a potent effect. You aren't allergic to speed you've just taken way too much. Your inability to see your own tolerance is telling... your brain is not allergic, you simply need to stop using it. You may be producing psychosis at this point.
Stop coming up with reasons it's not making you feel good anymore and start realizing what you are doing to yourself.
Take a break my dude.
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Thank you for answering but I doubt it's tolerance since I used maybe 15 times in my entire life. In the past 2 months I have been using weekly and 14 months ago I used maybe 4 times.
No really, he's probably correct. While many people are able to experience a similar feeling time and time again, others are not. Their brains rewire very quickly, and you don't "feel" the same again, no matter how hard you try. It's just the way the dice rolls for some of us I'm afraid. Taking a very long break is probably your best bet. But otherwise, you just have to accept the change. Occasionally things can feel good again, but how/why that should happen is as much your guess as anyone else's, often probably just based on how you're thinking/feeling on that particular day.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Drugs all have a honeymoon phase where their euphoria is most prominent, but permanent tolerance does develop for both psychological and neurological reasons.
I would just warn you of the addictiveness of stims + sex. It's extremely addictive, and can actually cause a lot of damage to your libido and sex life in the future. Your brain starts to associate the drugs with sex, and sober sex never feels the same afterwards .
Wow, permanent tolerance??? That's just not fair damn it. I know that it can be more addictive and I was willing to take that risk but now both sex and masturbation feels the same on speed as it does when I'm sober which was insane to me, I thought it would take much much longer to get to this point...
Just see it as a blessing, I'd pay good cash to have no effect from amp. The stuff is super addictive and ruins you from the inside out, plus the degeneracy and compulsive behavior is over the top. I had a day of "fun" and today is day two of feeling like absolute dog shit and getting nothing done except internet use.
Polypous DevilFish
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In the past 2 months using weekly you are building up tolerance my guy
Tazadeguate
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Tolerance can build up quickly you truly needs to take at least 5 days off to reset! Then it starts all over but tolerance will build again! Using everyday takes away the bliss of what the drug can actually do and stops working
That would make sense but the real issue is that it was the same problem 2 months ago. If 2 months ago I felt at least 1/4 of a high I felt 14 months ago I wouldn't be that surprised.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
You are habituated.
Polypous DevilFish
Bluelighter
Bro I been thinking on this. Is it possible that you have ADHD? Because that would explain why your body regulated to the amp despite tolerance breaks...
I doubt it. If anything I have the complete opposite, I am constantly still and stiff, I naturally rarely move or talk. I'm not shy nor do I have anxiety that's just how I always was.
ManicJess101
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The more you do, the more you become tolerant. In other words, you feeling like you need to take more to get the desired effect.
Taking breaks can help "reset" your tolerance.
I was a meth addict and..merchant of sorts.
I micro dose these days.
Phobos
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My friend, think of it like this, someone says that a drug is not giving the positive effects it had when they first started using, people that have experience with that drug tell him he should take a decent break to restore the ability to feel those effects again, then that person starts to inject an unpure, non sterile street drug cut with who knows what to keep getting high.
I hope that you would agree that that person is not exercising their best judgement and would absolutely need to stop using that drug for a LONG, LONG time before even considering being close to it.
No judgement and don't be offended but you better smarten up right now before you cause some permanent damage to your body, mind and life.
Hang around and keep letting us know how you are doing.
I recommend you get some 3-4x physical exercise sessions in your weekly routine, eat a clean diet and sleep 7-8 hours every night and avoid all drugs including alcohol to speed up your recovery.
ninjapirateroberts
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Stimulant drugs like amphetamines can only modify neural cell function or the rate of function in your brain, but they cannot impart a new function to a cell or target tissue. So, the drug effect depends on what the cell is already capable of accomplishing. You cannot get that euphoric high that you felt when you took the drug for the first time after repeated usage; when this happens, people try to take higher doses, usually way beyond the established therapeutic index, to chase that high they felt for the first time (that's how you fry your receptors permanently, cause neurotoxicity, cardiac toxicity, etc.).