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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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Everyday is the same. I have extreme boredom, there is nothing to do. everyday I wake up and it's this miserable feeling and I can't wait until I fall asleep again. That's all I look forward to. And then that's just on repeat. When will this end? I'm suffering so much. Why did this have to happen to me? I feel retarded from the drug not being able to converse with people, brain fog and mental dullness. I'm a shell of my former self. How can I possibly recover from this. It's near impossible.
 
Merek said:
4.5 month update I can feel caffeine and alcohol, my sexual function has returned my physical and mental health have declined though I have weakness and the anhedonia is pretty severe along with depression I’m not eating much and I’ve lost 12 pounds I recently relapsed on masterbation making my depression a lot worse and I attempted suicide yesterday but it didn’t work.
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If you tried to commit suicide you should definitely go to the hospital! That’s scary stuff, masterbating shouldn’t make you depressed and send you into a depression and to suicide. You should seek medical attention asap!
 
l1720a said:
why some of you preach that weed thing that much, after psychosis u should definetly try to avoid weed as much as u can, coz it can again put you in psychosis and u will have to hop on antipsychotics again, idk but if there's some slighty chance that some substances could lead u to those expierences, u should avoid them.
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Weed never caused me the slightest problem when it comes to psychosis.
 
HelpMeInvega said:
If you tried to commit suicide you should definitely go to the hospital! That’s scary stuff, masterbating shouldn’t make you depressed and send you into a depression and to suicide. You should seek medical attention asap!
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Nah masterbating definitely can make you depressed and send you into suicide there’s been an article online saying Internet porn is worse then crack cocaine which may be true it’s fucked my life over pretty bad I might seek medical attention idk tho I’m pretty drunk rn and feeling alright I’m so ashamed of myself for having this addiction I think ima just try to get clean off it again im taking a vacation soon so that should help.
 
ExStonerExDrinker said:
If you truly are on invega shots better things will come dont give up. If you truly believe in god then you will never give up. on him or yourself. He will heal you. Let him guide you! If you're reading this and you really are on invega abstain from bad food, abstain from every single mind altering substance (weed, alcohol, caffeine, nicotine, drugs, ect.), go for runs, get good sleep, stay away from negative energy. Trust your gut . And you will be good. God bless you all
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F*ck man I'm trying to stay sober and my brother blows a sh*t load of marijuana smoke into my room. Literally. Talk about messed up
 
Merek said:
Nah masterbating definitely can make you depressed and send you into suicide there’s been an article online saying Internet porn is worse then crack cocaine which may be true it’s fucked my life over pretty bad I might seek medical attention idk tho I’m pretty drunk rn and feeling alright I’m so ashamed of myself for having this addiction I think ima just try to get clean off it again im taking a vacation soon so that should help.
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Oreos are worse than crack cocaine but they aren't a good reason to kill yourself. You gotta start eating because not eating is a good way to get psychosis. Try to think of finding some purpose in life. If all I did was sit around and think about not doing something then I would eventually do it just because it was on my mind so much. Don't feel ashamed either, not your fault you were exposed to a powerful drug like porn
 
Everyone has their own case
I can't do anything but recommend careful risk assessment
In this forum we can see many people have had isolated episodes, without quitting drugs completely
Not telling to follow that path, just pointing it out
I will come back to tell about it when I get crazy of weed or LSD first time
 
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Pissed_and_messed said:
Everyone has their own case
I can't do anything but recommend careful risk assessment
In this forum we can see many people have had isolated episodes, without quitting drugs completely
Not telling to follow that path, just pointing it out
I will come back when I get crazy of weed or LSD first time
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I've already kind of thrown myself into the deep end a bit with all of that stuff too and went too far with it, now I learned how to dial it way back and still use it. I'd say if I still can on here, no more than say for example 4-6 hits of 'stimulants' a day, just 2-3 hits once in the morning just to wake up and get going, and maybe 2-3 more once in the afternoon to help you get started on the rest of the day and that's it, no more for the rest of the day and you should still be able to maintain a full sleep schedule and greatly minimize any negative effects like any kind of neurological or brain receptor damage, high blood pressure, or sleep problems..and really at the end of all of that if you just do it that way like I said then it probably wouldn't even be really all that bad for you..
 
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Dre87 said:
Yeah I don't think that people seem to realize and they won't like hearing about this on this forum probably at all, but if you use dopaminergic drugs in very small amounts and very responsibly and are still able to keep a full eating, sleep, and workout schedule going, then there's still a risk but the possible benefits can be absolutely life saving for some people I'd say..
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Did I mention I love weed?
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Did you try smoking weed after getting injected? did you get high and felt euphoria?
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It actually seemed like weed sort of turned on me at one point and would just make me feel kind of shitty when I smoked it, but I've been smoking again recently, I mean I feel something but probably not what it would have been had I not been injected.
 
Dre87 said:
It actually seemed like weed sort of turned on me at one point and would just make me feel kind of shitty when I smoked it, but I've been smoking again recently, I mean I feel something but probably not what it would have been had I not been injected.
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How long are you off since your last shot and how many shots did you get?
 
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I wish I was posting here that YEAH EVERYONE I am OFF the APs and feeling BETTER THAN EVER! I have my brain back and am back to my good ol normal self again!

..but I am not and I quite literally want to KMS. I feel like these pharmas fried my brain worse than illegal drugs ever did lol. Fuck it all. I just picked up another script cause I was too dizzy nauseous and sick from weaning myself off APs.

Honestly my life is complete hell now that I am reliant on such a DUMB ASS FUCKING small little disgusting pill. Fuck it all. I need to hear success stories, please link them.
 
Merek said:
4.5 month update I can feel caffeine and alcohol, my sexual function has returned my physical and mental health have declined though I have weakness and the anhedonia is pretty severe along with depression I’m not eating much and I’ve lost 12 pounds I recently relapsed on masterbation making my depression a lot worse and I attempted suicide yesterday but it didn’t work.
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I'm really saddened to hear that you attempted suicide. I wish you felt like you could reach out and talk to someone on here first before trying. There are a lot of people on here at all hours of the day and night who are available to chat to if you ever need to talk to someone. You are never alone. Please remember that.
 
greenlight204 said:
I wish I was posting here that YEAH EVERYONE I am OFF the APs and feeling BETTER THAN EVER! I have my brain back and am back to my good ol normal self again!

..but I am not and I quite literally want to KMS. I feel like these pharmas fried my brain worse than illegal drugs ever did lol. Fuck it all. I just picked up another script cause I was too dizzy nauseous and sick from weaning myself off APs.

Honestly my life is complete hell now that I am reliant on such a DUMB ASS FUCKING small little disgusting pill. Fuck it all. I need to hear success stories, please link them.
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If you truly are on invega shots better things will come dont give up. If you truly believe in god then you will never give up. on him or yourself. He will heal you. Let him guide you! If you're reading this and you really are on invega abstain from bad food, abstain from every single mind altering substance (weed, alcohol, caffeine, nicotine, drugs, ect.), go for runs, get good sleep, stay away from negative energy. Trust your gut . And you will be good. God bless you all. this was successful in recovering me. I've been recovered for many months. Now I am able to focus on bettering myself and finding a higher purpose. You should do the same
 
ExStonerExDrinker said:
If you truly are on invega shots better things will come dont give up. If you truly believe in god then you will never give up. on him or yourself. He will heal you. Let him guide you! If you're reading this and you really are on invega abstain from bad food, abstain from every single mind altering substance (weed, alcohol, caffeine, nicotine, drugs, ect.), go for runs, get good sleep, stay away from negative energy. Trust your gut . And you will be good. God bless you all. this was successful in recovering me. I've been recovered for many months. Now I am able to focus on bettering myself and finding a higher purpose. You should do the same
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You posted this exact same thing yesterday!
 
Check out cupping therapy ..its a new trend among the celebrities, im getting its helping a lot...
 
This construct is a prison. When you dream you are outside this construct. Suffering will end when we dream away this construct. I am hearing things will happen. How soon I dont know!
 
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