SummerTaylour
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 28, 2021
- Messages
- 30
So, I’m on 84 mg of methadone. I really want to come off it because I don’t like how I feel on it mentally or physically. Everything seems so bland to me on this drug. I would like to go back to subutex. But I wonder with the heightened tolerance methadone has given my body, if subutex would even make me feel the way it used to anymore? I miss when opiates used to hit. Real pills that don’t have fentanyl in them are impossible to get ahold of nowadays. I don’t much prefer heroin. I miss getting high. I don’t like drinking, I don’t like smoking weed, or Xanax. I just want to fucking get high. I fucking hate the fact that even if I tried to take street pills on methadone, I won’t feel shit!! Ugh. There’s got to be a way to rig the system
I switched from subutex to methadone because the subutex wasn’t hitting anymore and the methadone sure did hit at first, but the clinic kept raising my dose quickly. Obviously to build a crazy tolerance to get me stuck on it.
But when I can get off it, is there a way to maintain how I take the subs so I don’t hit the ceiling effect on them? It took me 2 years to hit it after I started taking them... I’m sure with some weaning off, I could get back there, right? Do I just need to make sure to take breaks every few days to avoid the ceiling? Idk what to do. I want to get high off my pills every now and then, but I want it to be safe. Somebody gimme some advice.

But when I can get off it, is there a way to maintain how I take the subs so I don’t hit the ceiling effect on them? It took me 2 years to hit it after I started taking them... I’m sure with some weaning off, I could get back there, right? Do I just need to make sure to take breaks every few days to avoid the ceiling? Idk what to do. I want to get high off my pills every now and then, but I want it to be safe. Somebody gimme some advice.