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Serious A Warning - the prolonged abuse effect on GABA receptor drugs is not to be taken lightly

OpiateKiller

OpiateKiller

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I’m sure you hear it all the time and brush it off probably. Or if you’re a drug addict like me you’d brush it off. I never could listen I always had to learn shit the hard way.

“Benzo withdrawal is the worst in the world”
“Alcohol, benzos, GHB, phenibut, Lyrica, will produce some of the most unbearable withdrawals”

Over the past several years I have abused all of those things, and Gabapentin heavily. Phenibut, Xanax, alcohol, the likes.. I have now once survived through the withdrawal and I will tell you it took me a minimum of 30 days to feel normal off phenibut.

GABA withdrawal will leave you looking at the world confused. It’s a mind game. You’ll begin to question to your own sanity. Suicide seems wise. You will question how you will even make it through the day, how you will function.

Anxiety will take on new function, a new, much clearer, harsher, definition than one has ever imagined.

Now I embark on the second journey the second attempt to get through to the other side.. with my sanity in tact.

Do not use these substances lightly, I would gladly HAPPILY in fact I would shake hands and trade this withdrawal for a 300 mg methadone or a 5+ gram a day heroin withdrawal.

Tread lightly my friends
 
I found it is like a ride. It all resulted in extreme unstability I couldn't deal with.
I was terrible mess to have around, even over distance. I was terrible mess to live in. I was in danger in multiple ways.
It is challenging to just eat the shit every day and pull it out intact.
 
Literally only used lorazepam sporadically for 2.5 months not even every day cuz I knew the consequences, still feel like my GABA system isn’t right almost 2yrs later…

-GC
 
arrall said:
what kinda dosage
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Very low, very very low. It’s weird though I seem to be hyper sensitive to benzos these days whereas when I first tried them I could eat stupid amounts and barely feel it.

To be fair I did also go through chemo during that time with its own neurotoxicity. But since then, most drugs are normal for me but if I use any GABA hitting drugs I feel just awful for days after. Decided after last weekend I may have to give up alcohol which sucks cuz I drink rarely but when I do I enjoy it.

-GC
 
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