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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

TripSitterNZ said:
yeah i walked my dog the next morning. I had dropped acid at around midnight was walking around the streets around 9-10 am. Was fucking wild and do not forget the off duty cop i also had to speak to on the way home because his own dog jumped over his fence to come at me.

All while feeling fried as fuck from the long night on acid and trying to come to terms with been a human after a powerful ego obliterating experience.
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Personally I feel it is good to look back, reflect.

It can keep us looking forwards!

Thanks for clearing up my time imagination of that scene.

I have new one now! 🙂

No jk. Second you talk about streets, daylight I am building a new scene.

Even the fence the dog came over and it dashing toward you.

I picture lush green grass ofc between yourself and the fence ofc but ymmv lol.


About 10 weeks no Acid me. Totally no option atm.

Last time was ill planned, the two 40 Celsius record UK days in July.

I was already in a tight cranny with physical issues and catch 22 living.

LSD has in past usually helped me traverse these impossible plains but nah-ah not that time, major backfire.

I believe I had a dash of heat stroke due to hot house design and more.

260 mics gave me such a bar trip, head spinning vision tumbling like a washing machine and at LEAST treble vision but I think it may have been quadruple lol no jk.


No thought of tripping for me unless, until I reach my basic desired physical body comfort zone.


Wow have things moved so fast in that year with that trip of yours as a reference point!

Do hang in there too bro if you can. We all feel alone atm, but we are still in the same ship. I am being tested, tortuted maybe the better word.

At least a part of it is my own doing and fault. Ultimately though I profess innocence and declare the grandest crimes against living souls on Earth.



Plan is maybe, if can secure enough, resume proper microdosing not just random perceptual reg mini doses.
 
They kicked my roommate for relapsing on dope a few days ago. And then he died from a Fentanyl overdose last night. Pretty horrible situation and I'm a little shaken up by it. That stuff is just the worst and shows you how easily it can knock you off if you decide to go back to it again. Don't think I will ever use Opioids from the street ever again, the risk is catastrophic. Really feel for his family, was a nice guy. Just knowing he was in this bed right here by me a couple days ago and now he is dead, very disturbing.

R.I.P. Green Eyes 🙁
 
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I sometimes play the odd game of digital MtG against some crap AI just to internally narrate a silly wizard battle while gawking at some pretty art. I match the music to my deck and have ten minutes of fantasy wank spurring up, heh. I like how when done that way it's polar opposite to chess with its minimalist rules and look, and it's just a convenient palette cleanser to flick in every once in a while, though I'll never actually go deeper into it after buying that one deck as a kid after which I felt capitalized upon and left with really weak cards at a back then painful price.
 
Cream Gravy? said:
MtG changes too much for my liking. Within a year your deck is always obsolete for the latest rounds of competition. I did some MtG competitions years back now but the yearly turnover with new decks each year was annoying and costly.
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The most popular version these days is called Commander. It's a multiplayer game and you can use cards from the whole history of the game. There's no rotation. Does mean there's a lot to keep track of, though.

simstim said:
I used to play Magic the gathering too!!

Like @Cosmic Charlie, When I got into it 4th editing was the latest thing. I've got a few expansion set decks, too.

I haven't bought any new cards or played in so freaking long. We should all try to play a game sometime in the discord server on voice chat or something lol.
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If you want do that, SpellTable.com is a pretty good way to do that. Really easy.

Cosmic Charlie said:
They kicked my roommate for relapsing on dope a few days ago. And then he died from a Fentanyl overdose last night. Pretty horrible situation and I'm a little shaken up by it. That stuff is just the worst and shows you how easily it can knock you off if you decide to go back to it again. Don't think I will ever use Opioids from the street ever again, the risk is catastrophic. Really feel for his family, was a nice guy. Just knowing he was in this bed right here by me a couple days ago and now he is dead, very disturbing.

R.I.P. Green Eyes 🙁
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That's so fucked up. I'm angry and sad for you.
 
Pfafffed said:
The most popular version these days is called Commander. It's a multiplayer game and you can use cards from the whole history of the game. There's no rotation. Does mean there's a lot to keep track of, though.


If you want do that, SpellTable.com is a pretty good way to do that. Really easy.


That's so fucked up. I'm angry and sad for you.
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Commander format is very fun, ultimately I do think it's the most fun format. The games are more evenly matched too because you can only have one of each card in your deck, other than basic lands. And they are 100 card decks. It creates the most variation in games and also in strategies, vs building highly tuned decks that you're basically looking to play the same game every time.
 
Cosmic Charlie said:
They kicked my roommate for relapsing on dope a few days ago. And then he died from a Fentanyl overdose last night. Pretty horrible situation and I'm a little shaken up by it. That stuff is just the worst and shows you how easily it can knock you off if you decide to go back to it again. Don't think I will ever use Opioids from the street ever again, the risk is catastrophic. Really feel for his family, was a nice guy. Just knowing he was in this bed right here by me a couple days ago and now he is dead, very disturbing.

R.I.P. Green Eyes 🙁
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Wow, that really is disturbing. I'm sorry man. :(
 
Xorkoth said:
Commander format is very fun, ultimately I do think it's the most fun format. The games are more evenly matched too because you can only have one of each card in your deck, other than basic lands. And they are 100 card decks. It creates the most variation in games and also in strategies, vs building highly tuned decks that you're basically looking to play the same game every time.
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I like the social aspect and also the swinginess of it. If you make a single mistake in 1v1, you're doomed. It's just a slow, inevitable circling of the drain, which is no fun. With Commander, you can use politics and luck to effect late game comebacks.
 
Xorkoth said:
My favorite game of all time is Magic: The Gathering. The level of complexity and strategy is pretty overwhelming to beginners but it's an amazing game. And actually it's overwhelming to me now, too... I played religiously as a teenager, but there is so much new stuff to the game now, they churn out new sets multiple times a year. My brother keeps up with it, it's his main hobby. Whenever we get together and play it's pretty intense for me. Every other card these days is designed to change the rules of play. Hard to keep track of, but if you're into it and keep up with it, you get into the groove. back in the day I knew every card by heart.
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I also played a ton when I was younger. As kids we’d go hang at the card shop in our little downtown and play. I actually kind of miss it but realized I’d never play again so gave all my cards to a guy that’s like my brother. Had boxes of them..
Cosmic Charlie said:
Never knew you guys were into Magic, @Xorkoth and @Cream Gravy?. For years I was obsessed and played until my mid twenties. After I got older and didn't have people to play with IRL easily I was really into playing online. But I stopped for similar reasons the game was changing too much and I just had hard time keeping up and honestly I was nostalgic and missed the way it was in the earlier days.

I'd started in the 4th edition era. When I got my first Wrath of God, Serra Angel and Shivan Dragon we're such happy days for me, had a Moss Emerald bunch of the rarer cards. That last one was worth two hundred bucks at the time. Alot of the changes that made it so complicated is why I drifted away as well. Will always have a found place for it in my heart tho, so many good times.
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I remember those cards :) yea my brother from another mother tried explaining how it’s played these days and it all went right over my head. I thought I just got old but sounds like it may have actually changed quite a bit over the past 20yrs.

-GC
 
Learnt a powerful lesson over the last few weeks where i thought it was the end of my world crashing down upon me. To trust and have faith in the universe.

Through it all I have my own shadow thrown back in my face. Life has changed massively since the days of when I first started posting on here and esp 2020 during my heavy acid days. I am trying to become a less angry person. To surrender to the flow of life and know that there are always lessons to be learnt in life.

I was on a war path since last year in conflict with life.

I lost my own way a long time ago, and still struggling to find my place. I had fallen off the wagon a few times.

P.S do not fuck with ashwagndha. That shit should be fucking regulated. It fucked me up big time and coming off it I am only starting to recover my normal self.

That fucked with my head in ways I can only comphrend now. I wish i never fucking started taking it.

The adhenoia the testorone and all the other shit that comes with it. Gnarly fucking stuff.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
Learnt a powerful lesson over the last few weeks where i thought it was the end of my world crashing down upon me. To trust and have faith in the universe.

Through it all I have my own shadow thrown back in my face. Life has changed massively since the days of when I first started posting on here and esp 2020 during my heavy acid days. I am trying to become a less angry person. To surrender to the flow of life and know that there are always lessons to be learnt in life.

I was on a war path since last year in conflict with life.

I lost my own way a long time ago, and still struggling to find my place. I had fallen off the wagon a few times.

P.S do not fuck with ashwagndha. That shit should be fucking regulated. It fucked me up big time and coming off it I am only starting to recover my normal self.

That fucked with my head in ways I can only comphrend now. I wish i never fucking started taking it.

The adhenoia the testorone and all the other shit that comes with it. Gnarly fucking stuff.
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Well done brother, for returning to the light in midst of such ridiculously heavy darkness and fog.

I can relate to everything you say here about yourself it's entirely congruous and fills all or any gaps.

It pleases my heart too as my concern was that you would not make it back.

You have faced real darkness. Not all do to the extents we bare I believe, and it's not because we took X amount of A, B or C.

It's a real challenge too. Digging up evil, excavating it.

Snafu reported ashwaghanda nmrssing his head balance up majorly too!

Yet others fare well with it.

Personally I actually always forget what a solid recommendation 5-HTP is.

It seems a bit like turmeric where there is virtually no downside and it doesn't interfere or cause problems for offers great benefits for many without side-effects.

I am allergic to it ofc but I see how good it is.



So I have numerous favourite quotes, lines from the Matrix and I ponder which are most poignant.

I think it has to be though, or dish of the day...

No, what happened, happened and couldn't have happened any other way.


So the same must apply also going forwards and every moment of time in this bizarre game of dominoes we are both privvy and victim to.

There is an assurance there though ironically still.
 
Xorkoth said:
Just wanted to say how much I appreciate all of you guys here in PD. Sometimes helping to run this site has way too much drama involved, and I hate it. But we're all just cool in here, and I love that. <3
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That is what drew blackflie me in originally and I totally concur.

F all that drama shit lol.

But it was still in my view yourself who set and enabled this foreground of easy pure peaceful judgement free communion.


I rarely stop this way now only because I've no real run to share currently neither any wish to bring darkness.
 
Well it's nice to see you here, @AutoTripper. We're always happy for you to share and chat. :)

G_Chem said:
I actually kind of miss it but realized I’d never play again so gave all my cards to a guy that’s like my brother. Had boxes of them..
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It might or might not interest you (and/or make you feel regfetful) how much the old-school cards are worth these days. It's actually insane.
 
Xorkoth said:
Well it's nice to see you here, @AutoTripper. We're always happy for you to share and chat. :)



It might or might not interest you (and/or make you feel regfetful) how much the old-school cards are worth these days. It's actually insane.
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I know man.. My boy was telling me as such. I’m honestly such a shitty salesperson someone would take me for everything I had one way or another lol.

-GC
 
So I finally got around to trying some nitrous on LSD and 2CB yesterday. Initially was going to just take half a tab and clean the house, turned out the half a tab was a lot stronger than I thought and house cleaning lost my interest 😏.
The theme that came up with nitrous for me is the binary nature of reality. The first time I did it there was just nothing, then the second time there was a something that felt like the primordial appearance of existance. The third time it was vibration of the primordial something coming in and out of nothing. The fourth time it was like this but all the differnt wavelengths of vibration, all the different tones like sour and sweet and pitches of sound and everything. Each time this happened the visual field would fractalize, there would be an image that was compoused of millions of tiny replicas of itself.
 
Xorkoth said:
We're always happy for you to share and chat.
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Happy??

Shit, I never realised that was a prerequirement at all.

I mean, like everywhere not just one thread, forum.

Whoops!

My whole life I have been under this strange spell that once I got my license to talk and express, there are nearly no bounds. 🙂
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
Too naive, too agreeable or both?
I'm both
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I’m mostly agreeable, people pleaser type. It doesn’t help that I have no concept of how to be good with money.. Someone can be fucking me over and I’ll trust karmas got it (so far it’s worked.)

DMT basically made lose all appreciation for the dollar bill. In fact I started giving all my stuff away and probably would’ve continued if my family hadn’t stepped in lol.

-GC
 
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