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Recovery The 2022 alcohol support thread

Fuck I feel like I am gonna be frequent customer here now I am coming off of benzos. I should possibly turn to daily user of cannabis again if this madness doesn't stop otherwise, it absolutely annihilates my urge to drink. It just requires growing my own shit because I don't work either anymore, I actually can't work anymore. With all the coming electricity issues in Europe, growing my own shit possibly ain't gonna happen soon.

I could put the homebrew wine coming.
 
I just need to be able to open letters for a while. And communicate essential things. You know, because I have anxiety. And not feel this drowsy and shitty. Just for the sake of not feeling drowsy and shitty. And taste beer in my tongue. And things. You know, just for the alcoholism.

Shit.
 
I haven't touched it in about a month and have no urge to, but today I did something I've been meaning to for a while -- photographed the bottleshop next to my local supermarket.

Unless you take a detour out the other door, you pretty much have to walk past this from 9am-10pm:




Now, behold cigarettes pretty much anywhere and prices:




Blue = What I'd buy
Red = What I *used* to buy
Black = Can get for $20 per 20 thanks to "illegal" imports from China (cops *must* know)

 
I haven't touched it in about a month and have no urge to, but today I did something I've been meaning to for a while -- photographed the bottleshop next to my local supermarket.

Unless you take a detour out the other door, you pretty much have to walk past this from 9am-10pm:




Now, behold cigarettes pretty much anywhere and prices:




Blue = What I'd buy
Red = What I *used* to buy
Black = Can get for $20 per 20 thanks to "illegal" imports from China (cops *must* know)


Fuckin' greedy mothafuckaz.......!?!!!!
 
So I'm away from any alcohol now, came back home with my family a few states away from where I was, and there's nothing here to help me with the WDs except for church. Like Johnny Cash or something.
Haven't been to any meetings yet, not sure where I'll be in a few days from now, just trying to stay in the moment.
Mostly its the hot/cold sweats. Tho it's just day 1. :(
 
Be careful you guys ❤️❤️ are yous cold turkeying? vitamins and stuff? Good luck with it and well in!! 😎💪
What vitamins do you recommend, and yes, I am. Until my Delta 0 cart runs out. :(
I'll be more worried about DTs later on, I'd think. Day 1 , for me is mostly regret.
 
Kratom withdrawl,benzos....?Or just alc?......cold turking this is hell.Russians call it-"White fever"
 
What vitamins do you recommend, and yes, I am. Until my Delta 0 cart runs out. :(
I'll be more worried about DTs later on, I'd think. Day 1 , for me is mostly regret.
Can u get any benzos? Thiamine is very important if u can get a high dose
 
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I got off the kratom a little bit ago, so just alcohol.

I went through alcohol and kratom withdrawal at the same time once and it was hell.
Yuck. I'm interested in these vitamins. I've got a lot of work today outside of church. Got to clean my car, which has been a rats nest for so long, god knows the horrors in there.
Then will be getting it road savy for another trip south.
 
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