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"I put shatter up my shitter" - your WORST drug mistake

The posts about benzo powders remind me of yet another of my benzo disasters. There really have been so very many. It's lucky Benzos are a relatively safe class of drug, at least compared to potent opioids, otherwise I'd be dead a thousand times over.

I once obtained some Xanax powder and was warned to be especially careful handling it as there was a very high risk of massive black outs if careless in any way. I have a fair bit of experience making PG mixes with Benzo powders so I was probably over confident, even though I did do what I thought I could to take care.

It seems that I did not take enough care, because that warned of massive blackout did indeed ensue. I didn't come to until well into the afternoon of the next day to a load of messages from work worried that I was dead and to contact them immediately!

I'm not sure what I did wrong. Possibly a careless absent minded lick of a mixing impliment (I hope I wasn't that daft, I really don't think it was that) or some form of accidental contamination, like accidentally touching my mouth after contact with an unseen an accidental spillage etc. Maybe inhaling powder dust particles etc, I really can only guess. Must have been something along those lines. I did mask up whilst doing the mix if I remember correctly.

I probably wont ever get Xanax powder again due to all of the above. I certainly wont go out of my way trying to get some, but if I do get some kind of offer that is to good to turn down then I will indeed treat it with extreme respect and care, because there really is no room for any errors with that stuff.
 
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Oh, and don't do RC spice...

(I got RC spice instead of ketamine and I didn't know what it was at first so I recklessly tried it)

I OD'd off like <0.5ug's of that shit, I smoked it, and went straight into a blackout and was seizing for 2 hours.

When I finally sobered up a little I had terrible PTSD from it, and I can't smoke weed EVER again because it reminds me of it.

So yeah, weed has been ruined for me because of a spice OD. Fuck spice.
 
Ordering what I thought to be 3-meo pcp off a less than reputable vendor some time ago. Did a small allergy line and nothing happened so did a larger 15mg line. Then me and my friends all blacked out. Turned out to be a gram of pure alprazolam - not active intranasally, but I must have swallowed the drip.

4 days of my life absolutely unaccounted for, I simply remember the occasional thing like being taken back in a police car, my friend throwing a bottle of wine through a car window, and security chasing us out of a shop for a crate of limes (no clue why we tried this.)

After all the powder had gone and we'd sobered up I messaged the vendor who told me 'the alpro was worth more so I technically owed him money'. He also sold fent at the time so it could have been much worse.. but nowadays I reagent test everything I get after that one! And try stay away from RC's lol.
 
Ismene2 said:
What's the worst mistake you've ever made with drugs? That time you "eyeballed" fentanyl and went down like a sack of shit twitching like that cop on youtube? The time you were playing Charlie Big Potatoes in front of the girlfriend and ended up shitting the bed waken?

Do tell.
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I'd have to say the time I went to the Monsters of Rock festival at LA Coliseum in 1988. My friends took me to buy mushrooms before the concert and there were 9 grams. I usually weighed out 3 grams when I had a scale and took only that amount, but no scale was available. We kept taking the shrooms. One friend felt nothing. My other friend said he was fucked up. I felt nothing or thought I didn't and kept taking more. Finally, I resigned myself to the fact that I got a bogus batch, and then they hit me all at once. There was a riot happening at a metal concert, which I saw in slow motion because I was wasted. I couldn't stand up, much less walk for several hours. If the people above us in the bleachers had rioted, I would have been stampeded. Everything sounded like a 16rpm record being played. That whole experience was a nightmare. When I got home, I found that I had taken 6 grams because I weighed what was left, which was 3 grams. I never did that again.
 
Taking 14g of mushrooms after coming down from vyvanse wasn’t my best moment.

Boofing black tar heroin and crystal meth together, while effective, gave me the most painful shits and GI issues of my life.

Boofing poppy seed tea concentrate wasn’t the best either, gave me horrible gut pain.

Also, I shot up codeine once. My friend encouraged me to do it, and told me it would be okay, apparently he knew it wasn’t... bad friend, as he proved to be. (Codeine is often highly toxic when injected). I was fine. But i could easily have not been.
 
I took blue shrooms called "carne de dios" when i first arrived at amsterdam and lost my hostel reservation because i got lost seeing terrifying stuff everywhere and slept on a sidewalk, woke up with a drunk italian guy sleeping on top of my backpack and he would not move

Other day i took a lsd in school and hid inside the psychologist's office, begged her to not kick me out because i was scared to death

Busted my jugulars, and almost bled to death but it didnt hurt, i was just mega pissed because i couldnt shoot there anymore

My happiest accident was smoking a shitload of meth before a karate tournament and i won first place like it was nothing. Idk if that day i was also on heroin but i couldnt feel the punches.

Wait nvm, the day i broke a needle inside my foot and didnt know what to do or who to ask for help, so that was the day my whole family knew i was a stupid junky. They started bitching about the possible hospital bill, so i said fuck it, took a scalpel and did what i had to do. Covered up the scar with a tattoo.
 
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Ismene2 said:
God bless all my friends who contributed to the thread but you do all realise that I was just looking for a reason so I could say "I put shatter up my shitter" don't you? I wasn't actually interested in your worst drug mistake...
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No good deed goes unpunished, my friend ...
When you post something on a public forum, sometimes it takes it's own unpredictable and almost sentient path, like it has a life of it's own. Or is it undead ? :zombie:
 
I ived 0.25 of some outstanding blow, had a grandmal seizure,after 4 mins I came around and the paranoia immediately set in.broke my window with a chair and slashed my wrists with broken glass. Destroyed my room completely, spent 45 days in a psychward for doing that stupid shit.
 
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I Took a whole script of zolpidem one night. I remember thinking I was conjuring the most delicious blueberries out of thin air only to wake up covered in blueberry pie. I checked my bottle in the morning and all my pills were gone. I was still completely out of my mind so my first logical thought was that gnomes or some type of little creature stole them from me in the middle of the night. It took me a few hours to realize in fact, the creature was me. Took me a while to recover from that nightmare. I was completely deranged.

Also one time I banged some zolpidem before work then took a dab for good measure. I didn’t even get I trouble, just said I was feeling very sick. I did this several times actually. Or I’d take some Benadryl and a cider with the zolpidem in the morning to start my day. God I’m glad I made it through all that shit ok.
 
Buying 1 ounce of meth after 6 months detox and start a non stop cloud contest, delusions escalated so quick and so bad, so I pour that shit into the sink, as if doing that, I could undo what I did.
 
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