TDS Is killing yourself really the answer to all suffering?

It's not an answer to anything. We all die at some point, so any suffering will end sooner or later in any case. On the other hand, if you pre-empt the inevitable, you never get to see what's round the next corner. You never get to find out whether the suffering might not have ended by being followed by better days.

... And just in case there's an afterlife, imagine how pissed off you'd be if you were to find out things were just about to take a turn for the better when you offed yourself. As long as we're here, there's always POTENTIAL.
 
I think it will answer my question why I was been hated so much .. Because I fighting back but still I can find place to relax and enjoy the life together with my self... I just don't wanna be dependent on others
 
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I just don't wanna be dependent on others
do you mind others depending on you? i find it a pain in the ass sometimes, honestly. but there is little love in the world (seems to me) so im gonna give what little love i have to those around me who i feel need it most before it runs out. we wont be here long anyway.
i dont know the answers either but i know that feeling of comfort in being alone. i found this gets old too... i dont love myself that much. :p

damn hard question, though. depending on whos shoes are on ones feet.
 
with my current physical symptoms and no window of recover i ask myself the same question over and over again. will this be it? i can't see where my future at and my past was hopeful, but my present is dread and painful. seems like suicide can end my pain.
however if i decide to end it i will never get to see what's around the corner. im curiosity-driven.
 
however if i decide to end it i will never get to see what's around the corner. im curiosity-driven.
Seasons do change. As long as they seem they can stick around, there is movement.

But I totally get the feeling of not even looking forward to what is around the corner because for a lot of us it has been nothing but things getting worse. Worse and worse. So I have to remember the statement it is always darkest before the dawn. A lot of us are still waiting for that dawn and I totally get the hopelessness. It beats and wears a person down to almost having no energy nor willingness to see what is around the next corner because our odds have sucked!

But the seasons have to change. I often looked to the sky and asked the seasons to change. For just a little more happiness for all of us. (not just me) We all need a break. Humans need more bones thrown to them and we need some more divine miracles to keep our hope up. I think we get little moments throughout the day where we feel ok and keep going.

Eh, just wanted to say I totally get it and do not know how to help myself and others feel a little better. Maybe posting does that.
 
with my current physical symptoms and no window of recover i ask myself the same question over and over again. will this be it? i can't see where my future at and my past was hopeful, but my present is dread and painful. seems like suicide can end my pain.
however if i decide to end it i will never get to see what's around the corner. im curiosity-driven.
I'm in the same exact spot but I'm not that depressed anymore. My friends even got access to pentobarbital, I could top myself if I wanted rn but I choose not to. Got far way too many ppl who still believe in me and most importantly I believe in myself, that I can get out of this fking lousy life. Miracles do happen mate, just follow your heart. 💙💯
 
Anyways I not attractive to women I can't get one night stands or anything my life is shit and hell I just leave this world and my soul
Oh, fuck that noise.

Steve buschemi, is gorgeous & successful & liked. Not attractive in common parlance.
Who gives a fuck about what's popular convention - it's a ruse, that does nawt but make you feel bad about yourself. To arse with it, you live, your life FFS!! ❤️
 
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